Soul Pain
Chapter 27

Bibik's cell phone was also borrowed, but the ART refused for the same reason as Sister Ulfa. Larisa thought of another way. He has to buy a new phone and hide it from Abi. But what will he buy it for? While all this time if you want to buy something then he just told Abi.

No way he told the man he wanted to buy a new cell phone, it certainly would not be fulfilled. If he bought himself in the mall could be, but the money from where. It does not hold cash at all. Did you ask Abi and say you want to shop? It seems like a good idea.

“Kak?”

“Hhmm.” Abi was focusing on his laptop screen in the living room.

“Tomorrow I can go to the mall gak?”

“Tumben, what?”

“Mau shopping's. Long time no shopping.”

“Wait for Brother to have a holiday, later we go together.”

Larisa bends her face in annoyance as her plan fails miserably. Wanted to go alone but instead this man wanted to accompany.

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After the holiday, Abi kept his promise to take the wife to the mall. But the woman was not excited because what she wanted to buy could not be obtained. Abi had offered to buy this and that, but was rejected. They just walk around in the mall without buying a single item. They finally came home empty-handed.

“What's the matter, La? He said he wanted to shop, but already Brother brought it to the mall not buy anything,” asked Abi who was driving.

“Udah is not in the mood. I want it yesterday,” ketus Larisa.

“Yesterday's Brother work, baby, so can't nemenin you.”

“Tap me can go by myself.”

“Silver won't let you go anywhere alone. Brother will accompany you anywhere.”

Larisa held her hands on her chest and threw her back at the bench she was sitting on. He was annoyed and restless because until now he had not been able to find a way to have a mobile phone in order to open his old IG account.

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This time Larisa tried to persuade the mother to send her shopping money. But the woman always asked what the money was for her daughter. Hasn't Abi fulfilled all his needs and desires? 

Finally he gave up and explained his wishes and goals. Davira did not immediately accept the princess' request. He asked for time to think about it.

📞Where, Ma?

Larisa asked for reassurance to her mother at her request yesterday.

📞La, you should explain carefully to Abi about your wishes. Mama thinks Abi will give you a chance.

He slit his shoulders because it turns out hope is not as desired. The mother clearly refused what she asked for.

📞But, Ma.

📞La, Mama can just fulfill your request, but Mama is afraid something will happen to you.

📞Will not, Ma. I'm sure I can control myself.

📞La, now that you are under the supervision of Abi, he is also in charge of you. Mama doesn't want to interfere about this because it's about your health. If you really need and want to, then explain to Abi.

📞Ma!

📞Sorry, dear. Mama thinks Abi deserves to know about that, too.

Larisa breathed a rough sigh and she cut off their phone connection unilaterally. Things that he had been trying to avoid, trying to go through another road but the ends must be passed too. 

After thinking about her advice and convincing herself, Larisa finally decided to tell Abi her wish. He does not want to continue to be in doubt about his heart to Bayu before being ascertained. Not that he still loves his ex, just that he needs confidence that the feeling is really gone and he is fine when he sees it.

“Kak.” Larisa approached Abi who was sitting in the courtyard.

“What's up?”

“I want to talk.”

“OK, then we go inside. The air here is very cold, you will be cold again.”

They're heading for the middle room. 

“Speaking what?” abi asked, looking at his wife's face.

“Can I not old Instagram account?”

“Make what?” Abi asked with a serious look.

“Only to reassure my feelings and heart towards Bayu.”

Abi was silent for a long time, he seemed to be fondling good bad from it, if the request of the wife was fulfilled. Not dismissing he was actually also curious and curious, but everything is not that easy. Abi did not want to be rash in making a decision.

“Today I borrowed Suter Ulfa and Bibi's phone, but they didn't want to. He said afraid, Brother, will be furious. I also had time to buy a new phone without knowledge, Brother. That's why when we go to the mall I don't buy anything, because the plan is I want to go alone. I also asked Mama, but she instead told me to be honest and talk the same, Brother.” Larisa explained with her head bowed.

Abi took a deep breath to neutralize his heart that had felt angry over the actions of his wife.

“La, you know if what you do is risky?”

Larisa just fell silent.

“If you managed to open that old account and see your photos and memories first, how would you go back to depression? You can't control yourself like you do at the mall? What's the point, Brother, watching over you all this time, if not to keep you so that the effort that Brother does is not in vain.”

His wife kept her head down.

“If asked if you have healed or not, the answer is of course you have healed. But there is no guarantee that the depression will go away. He could come back years later. Moreover, you only recovered a few months, it was too fast. Brother does not want to repeat again from the beginning.” Abi's voice sounds ordinary but every word is full of emphasis that means he is angry.

“Sorry, but I just need faith. I feel trapped in a riddle, so I want the answer to get out of there. So that I feel really out of it,” explained Larisa

Abi repeatedly threw a rough breath, he did not want anger to control himself and did things that he would later regret. Seeing his wife crying he immediately hugged the woman and calmed her down.

“Give Big Brother time to think about this. Brother love you.” 

“Sister, angry, yes, same me?”

“Yes, Brother is angry because the thing you did was wrong. Next time don't repeat! What do you feel and what do you want, talk to Big Brother to avoid the things that Big Brother is afraid of.”

Larisa nodded in her husband's arms.

They both need answers to that. The answer to Larisa's reaction to her ex is also the cause of her depression. 

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