Soul Pain
Chapter 147

Later that night they all sat in the living room accompanying Abi who continued to look at her wedding photo with Larisa.

“How about tomorrow, Kyra school list?” Kania. The woman deliberately looked for a topic of conversation to divert Abi from her focus.

“That great idea,” exclaims Boni.

“Oma also agrees,” added Davira.

“Where, Bi? Do you agree that Kyra will be listing schools tomorrow?” ask Endra.

“What, Pa?” abi asked with a dazed face.

“Besok Kyra want to register a school,” Boni explained.

“Oh, no papa. Nice it.”

“You should go with Kyra , find a good school for her.”

Abi shaking. “As far as you want to register Kyra school where.”

“Could not do dong, Bi.”

But Abi seemed not excited. He also got up from the sofa. “Sorry everything I first to the room.”

Viona who saw Abi's departure followed the man.

“You want to get him?” ask Kania.

“Who?” ask Boni.

“Viona. Looks like he deliberately took the opportunity to get closer, Brother Abi.”

“You mean?" ask Davira.

“Old story. Aunt Om does not know, if Viona likes Kak Abi. In the past he had wanted to take Kak Abi from Larisa.”

Kania's story makes Endra and Davira look at each other. “If he can indeed make Abi back to what he used to be, we don't matter,” said Endra.

“I actually do not matter, but yes, we will see later.”

“Then we permission to go to the room first,” pamit Endra followed his wife.

“Oh, yes. Good night then, Om, Auntie,” Reply Boni.

“Darling, Oma same Opa sleeps first, yes,” says Davira.

“Iya, Oma.” Kyra hugged Grandpa and Grandma in turn.

“Now is also the time Kyra bobok, yuk,” invite Kania.

“We go to the villa, Mami again?”

“Iya, darling. No papa, right?”

The little girl looked a little moody. “Actually I want to sleep with Papa.”

Making Kania and Boni throw each other a glance.

“Wait here, yes.” Finally Boni met his best friend in the room, even though there was Viona there he did not care.

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“You want me to prepare warm water for you to soak?” Viona offered a little help.

“No need. I just need a break.” Abi answered while laying down on the bed.

“Wait a minute, let me trim the pillow so you can lie down comfortably.” Viona composed two pillows as a backrest by Abi.

“Thanks.”

“Sama-sama. I'll always be there for you, Bi. Want something maybe, tea, coffee or what?”

Abi shaking. “Can leave me alone.”

“Bi, don't keep this up. Try to talk to me if you need a friend.”

“Can you leave us both? There's something I want to talk about.”

Viona walked out from there stomping her feet. As if he showed that he did not like the arrival of Boni.

“Bi?” Boni called Abi who was closing her eyes.

“Hhhmm?”

“Kyra want to sleep together lo.”

Abi raised the arm that was above the forehead. “Jeez, why can I forget the same Kyra.”

“Bi, you have to remember that here is not only Lo who lost Larisa, but also Kyra. He needs lo, Bi.”

Abi rubbed his waist rough. “Still, yes, Bon, you already ingetin me.”

Boni nodded. “Yuk, pick up Kyra below. Don't let him feel like he's losing you. It'll be a lot more painful for him, Bi. Lo there but like no, while Mama is clearly no it certainly can be accepted.”

“Iya, sorry. I really can't think of getting there.”

“One more time, tomorrow accompany Kyra to find a new school. You two should try starting over to get up. Don't keep it like this, Bi.”

“Okay, Bon. Tomorrow I'll accompany Kyra to find a school.”

Boni spread a smile on the face. “Well that dong. I'm glad you want to try gini.”

The two men both came down the stairs and approached Kyra who was with Kania in the living room.

“If you want to go home next door, no papa,” said Abi.

“Lo sure?” ask Boni.

“Yakinu. Kyra, let's go with Papa!” Abi lifted the princess into a sling.

“Yeah ... I finally slept with Papa,” the little girl cheers.

“Dada Mami equals Papi first.”

“Da Mami, Papi.” Kira waved her hand.

“Daa, dear,” reply Kania and Boni.

“We meet tomorrow morning, yes,” Kania added.

Kyra nodded as well.

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Arriving at the room, Abi put the princess on the bed, then she also lay down next to Kyra and pulled a blanket for the two of them.

“Pa, don't be sad anymore, yes,” said the Son.

“Papa needs time, baby. It is not easy to forget Mama,” replied Abi.

“I'm not sad anymore but I also don't forget Mama.”

“Why is that?”

“Because I love Mama. Mama used to say the same I when Moci died, he said if we love someone, then we should be able to do the best for him even if it hurts us.”

Kyra's words were enough to stupefy Abi. Little children can understand the meaning of words that may be appropriate for adults. 

“So I couldn't accept why Mochi couldn't be saved. Surely I will be sad because there are no friends, Mama kept saying gini, because for God it is the best for Mochi so, Kyra should also be able to let go, she said, because it is the deepest form of affection. “

Abi immediately hugged the child. Sprinkled with a few kisses on the top of Kyra's head as gratitude for having a daughter who is so tough and smart in the face of life's trials. According to the name that he and Larisa put. “Sorry, Papa, yes, if lately Papa likes to ignore, Kyra.”

The girl nodded too. “Papa promise not to be sad again? For Mama to be happy in heaven.”

“Insyaallah, darling.” Abi replied with condensed eyes.

The late night ushered the child and the father slept towards peace.