Soul Pain
Chapter 26
Half his heart said to fulfill Abi's wish. But the other half seemed to refuse because Larisa knew that it was too far for their relationship …
I don't know, he's also confused about their relationship. Is only limited to love because of pity and pity or also love because it is like family.
Suddenly Abi's phone on the table rang. Davira's name was on the screen.
“Who, dear?” ask Abi.
“Mama, Brother.”
“Di lift dong.”
Larisa swiped the green button on the screen and immediately pointed the phone at the two of them.
📱Ssaayynngg .. Mom kangen.
📱Same, Mom. I miss too. Here dong.
📱Can't, La. Papa is very busy with the company so Mama must always be friends.
📱Hai, Mom. How's things?
Sapa Abi's
📱We are here well and healthy. How y'all?
📱Together, Ma. If so I stay in the room first, yes.You can talk as much as possible.
Abi Permit.
Larisa looked at that wide back until it disappeared behind the wall. Then he continued talking to his mother. He told of Ningsih's arrival this afternoon to the villa. Davira also gave an ordinary response because he was sure that whatever happened between the mother and the child, Abi would definitely defend Larisa.
He also told the princess not to worry too much because Abi could definitely solve the problem between him and his parents. If he tells you, be a good listener. Because that is what a man needs from a woman.
📱Ma, Brother Abi had said, he wanted to sleep while hugging me let his spirit back again.
📱Continue?
📱I'm confused. I had to sleep with him both.
📱Where is it? If you just sleep, no papa.
📱That, yes, Ma.
📱Aduh, La, hard Mama explained it to you. You will also understand. But now you're with Abi, yeah. He needs you again.
Hearing the reply of Mama Larisa found confidence in the doubt of her heart. After the call ended he rushed to the room to change clothes and wash his face and then just to Abi's room.
“Kak?” call him at the door of the room.
“Log in, La. Not in lock.”
“This is his phone.”
“Put it on the table,” replied Abi who was trying to sleep.
“Kak?”
“What, La?”
“I can sleep here?”
Abi lifted his head to look at Larisa who was on the edge of the mattress. “Come!” He shifted a little to give his wife some space.
Larisa got on the bed and lay down next to Abi. “If, Brother, want to hug me papa kok.”
The girl nodded.
Abi's face was so happy. He immediately wrapped their bodies in a thick blanket. “Still, yes. Muach.” Abi kissed his wife's forehead. “Now we sleep.”
In her words, Larisa smiled. He felt as if he felt the way Abi felt, warm, calm and comfortable. Even this he had never felt when with Bayu before. Ah yes, Bayu! How does he feel about that man now? Larisa wants to find out the answer. But how? Does he have to fly to Jakarta and see him? Not necessarily!
Maybe tomorrow he starts thinking about how. Now it is better to enter the dreamland with Abi's embrace which makes him more sleepy and sleep soundly.
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Pas adzan dawn reverberated, Abi also woke up from his beautiful sleep. He was so happy to finally be able to sleep while hugging his beloved wife. The thing he had wanted, it finally materialized. Stared at the cute face it seems the wife sleeps so soundly makes Larisa not disturbed by the soft caress of Abi's hand on her cheek.
Intentions wanted to kiss the tiny lips and tease it, but he was afraid that later Larisa would wake up. It is better that he wake up immediately before another desire arouses his passion.
“La.” Abi patted his wife's cheek gently. “Wake up, baby, already dawn, we pray, yuk!”
The girl opened her eyes when she returned to the real world after traveling through a dreamland that was so peaceful.
“Sister, stay in the bathroom, yes. Don't sleep anymore. Wake up and wash and take wudhu.”
“Iya, Brother.” Larisa replied with a typical hoarse voice of waking up and it sounded sexy in Abi's ears.
The man rushed down from the bed. He did not want to linger close to Larisa.
After the dawn prayers they do their respective activities. Abi processed her body before leaving for work in the gym, while Larisa cleaned the room and prepared her husband's work clothes.
“Kak.” Larisa was wearing a tie around her personal doctor's neck.
“What, dear?”
“What does it mean dear, Brother, to me?”
Abi was nervous he did not know what explanation to give the wife in answer to her question.
“Hhmm .. I think it's the same as your mom. Mama Davira also likes to call you baby right?”
“I mean, Brother, dear as a family or rather as a sister?”
Abi just gave a smile . He did not want to ignore the words of his wife because it did not match his heart. He also does not want to explain now about the meaning of his affection because it has not been able to ascertain how Larisa now feels about the former.
Maybe his job now is to figure out a way to figure that out. But before that he also wanted to know about Larisa's feelings for him. Those two things made Abi curious half to death. He could have asked the person directly. But he doesn't want to rush.
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“Suster,” call Larisa.
“What's up, Neng?”
“Can I borrow his phone?”
“Make what?”
“Hhhmm make open instagram.”
“Okay, if that's me not brave, Nang. Can-can Abi angry big with me.”
“Come on, Sus. Just aja,” please Larisa.
“Well, Neng, borrow Abi's phone later. I swear, Neng, I taku Abi got angry and fired me.” The rejection of Sister Ulfa is not just an excuse, she is serious about her words. It could be seen from the look on his face that instantly turned pale.
Eventually Larisa did not impose her desire anymore. Actually he wanted to open his IG account first which contained photos of him and Bayu while they were still dating until fiancee. He wanted to find answers to his heart. Whether he will still feel the vibrations of love or not when he sees their memories.
He had to rack his brain looking for other ways to access the account without Abi's knowledge. Honestly, he was afraid to do it in front of his personal doctor. He was afraid that Abi would be furious just as Sister Ulfa had felt. Even if he asked permission first, it was not sure Abi would allow it.