Soul Pain
Chapter 43

Abi ended the call and he immediately came out of the room. Opening the door, the wife was standing there. Larisa immediately pushed him and snatched the phone that was in hand. 

“Whose call?” larisa sounded angry. He immediately checked the last call on Abi's phone.

“La, with explanation, Brother first," said Abi.

“Kakak, still related to Viona? Da? Brother, lie to me?” Larisa's voice began to rise.

“La, with explanation, Brother first.” Abi tried to calm down and he persuaded the wife to not directly emotional.

But it seems the woman was already furious. He slammed Abi's phone on the floor. “Why hide from me, huh? What, brother, can't call him in front of me? If I think it means, Brother, lie to me.”

“La, Brother just don't want you to be angry later.”

“Yes, I must be angry because, Brother, I'm still in touch with him. But I'm even more upset that, Brother, secretly it turns out to keep in touch with him.”

Abi grabs the wife to get closer but Larisa always brushes off her hand. 

“So I never got in touch with him again. Even when he came to the clinic, Brother directly avoided it. Three days ago he sent an email to my brother. There were some things he didn't understand so ask for an explanation from Big Brother. Not good, La, since yesterday he kept calling Brother, but never answered. Pasar was to the room he called again, so the foster brother,” explained Abi.

“I don't like it and I'm disappointed, Brother.” Larisa came out of Abi's room in anger. Abi pursued her for fear that she would do unexpected things.

“Sister, it will never be clear to you that Brother will never hurt and hurt you. It's just a misunderstanding, baby, please excuse me, Brother.” please Abi from behind while chasing his wife.

“Do not call me dear if, Brother, lie and keep in touch with that woman.”

“What is this? Why are you guys suddenly making a noise? ask Davira to come.

“He was the same as Kayak Bayu, you BASTARD,” umpat Larisa pointed Abi.

“LARISA,” snapped Endra. “It is polite of you to say. She's it-”

“Pah,” cut Abi fast. 

Davira kept her husband from interfering. “Let them solve this problem.” Davira took her husband away from there.

The woman was misty anger was finally shed tears that had been in her custody since. Abi hugged his wife immediately. Larisa kept on revolting and hitting him, but Abi did not let go of the hug until the one hugged relented.

“I hate being lied to, because I don't want to be considered stupid,” Larisa said with her tears.

“Ssuuttt .. You're not stupid, baby. Brother didn't mean to lie to you either. The plan runs out of Brother's room will tell you. But you're coming,” explained Abi while stroking his wife's back.

“But why, Brother, still keep in touch with him.”

“Kakak, explained it earlier. Brother hasn't been in contact with her since you asked. Do not immediately follow the emotions, first listen to the explanation from Brother. Learn, La, for the sake of our relationship. Accept the pain that used to hurt you, but don't let the pain backfire.”

The woman was conscious and she apologized for speaking harshly to her lover. 

“I think I'm still crazy, Brother.”

“Gak, coke. Brother understands your condition. That's why you have to be able to control your emotions and anger, yes.”

Larisa nodded. 

“Now Brother deliver to room. You should wash your clothes and rest.”

Abi accompanied his wife until her eyes closed to dreamland. After that he returned to the middle room because surely the in-laws had been waiting for an explanation from him.

Right, it turns out that Endra and Davira are still sitting there. He began to explain what their daughter was going through.

“I don't want you to worry.”

“What will it make Larisa depressed again?” Davira looked worried.

“Gak, Mom. If left later Larisa will not be able to establish a relationship again.”

“How to now?”

“Mama, relax. Larisa needs time. I'm sure he can handle it.”

Endra breathed a rough breath. “You'd better divorce my daughter.”

“Pah, why Papa even disappointed me. Supposedly, Papa encouraged me instead of dropping like this.” Abi's tone sounded angry.

“We just don't want you to sacrifice too much in this household.”

“When I decide to marry Larisa, it means that I already know the risks and I am ready to bear them all. So, now Mama and Papa just pray for Larisa and continue to support me.”

Endra and Davira nodded.

“Sorry me first to room.” Abi also went from there to bring his regret because the in-laws always wanted to end their household if Larisa's situation was not so good.

“It looks like Abi is angry the same, Papa, Ma,” Endra said to his wife.

“Iya. Mama is also upset, Papa, who asked her to divorce our daughter. Indeed, Papa, can guarantee there will be another man as good as Abi?”

“Papa just pity him, Ma. Papa is also afraid that later Abi will give up because he can no longer.”

“Have arrived here Mama is sure that Abi will not give up. If he is not strong, surely from the beginning he has gone.”

Endra took a deep breath.

“Tomorrow Mama will try to talk to Larisa. Better now we rest too, it's already night.”

They also moved from the middle room to the second floor.

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This morning the atmosphere at the dinner table was a little awkward.  Everything is at rest and prefer to immediately finish the food on each plate. After that Abi went back to his room. He wanted to reply to Viona's email yesterday and after that he would say that this was the last favor. Apologizing for not being able to keep his promise.

Larisa helps the mother clean the dining table. After that he invited Davira to the bench in the yard.

“Mama, you know it can be difficult to trust again in a relationship. But that doesn't mean you can just act as if you have to be understood by your partner, because you just got hurt.”

Larisa tried to listen to every word that came out of the mouth of the woman who gave birth to it. I am sure the advice given by Davira is sometimes able to calm his heart and mind.

“If there is something stuck in your heart, say it carefully. Listen to the explanation of the couple after that you can digest using logic.” Davira grabbed the princess' hand and held it. “La, Abi is a good man and Mama is sure that she will not betray you. Give him space to breathe and move. To make your relationship go well. Do not let you destroy your relationship just because you do not want to be hurt and hurt. Finally what? It wasn't Abi who hurt you, it was you who hurt you.”

“Means, Mama?”

“If you continue to be suspicious of Abi and can not be mature in dealing with a problem. There is a chance that your relationship will not last long. Abi could have left you because he was hurt by not gaining trust. Similarly to you, you will regret in the end.”

Larisa thought about the words of her mother. If timed again good bad what Davira said is true. If he continues to suppress and dominate Abi, there is a possibility that the man chose to leave. Not because he doesn't love, but because he doesn't feel trusted.

“If Abi wants to cheat, maybe from the beginning he will not choose you. He could be looking for another woman out there. Especially when you are still depressed. But he faithfully waits for you to heal and then just expresses his feelings,” Davira added.