Soul Pain

Soul Pain
Chapter 134


Sorenya Abi woke up and chose to hurry to clean up and change clothes. After completing the obligation, he headed to the dining table turned out the mother was waiting there.


“Eat first, out of it we talk.”


Just a nod of the head Abi gave.


From the dining table the Mother and Child turned to the living room sofa. 


“Larisa often come here and ask Mama to persuade you to revoke the report on Bayu,” said Ningsih.


Abi's face was full of questions.


“But Mama immediately refused because Mama knows how you are. If you have said A yes must be A, for example, when marrying Larisa. Then Mama said to her, if only she can make you change your mind.”


“Indeed why the hell with my demands to Bayu?”


Ningsih fixed his sitting position to make it feel comfortable. “After listening to Larisa's explanation, Mama also felt that what you did to the man was indeed unfair.”


“No fair from where, Ma? He's already harmed my wife and killed our son.”


“Bi, you are already possessed by vengeance. That's why you can no longer see and accept the truth that Larisa tells you. He just wants to be quiet, no problem. Try you think, if yesterday after Larisa healed you guys back to Bali, surely now you are happy there. Because of your grudge now who is losing? You, right! You've lost time with Larisa and Kyra, just because you took care of the trial. Revenge will not make us live a quiet life, which there is our life so messy. Then what is the benefit for you after the Bayu get a severe punishment? There is no! The one you and Larisa have now even quarreled.” Ningsih finally tried to give advice to the son. Hope that his words can change the way his son's mind.


Abi just bowed to hear the words of the mother. Come to think of it as true also everything that Mama said. He got nothing after making Bayu languish in prison for a long time.


“Now give your wife time, let her calm her heart and mind,” added Ningsih.


“Iya, Ma.”


“Besok morning come there pick up Kyra and take her to school. You also go home there until your daughter sleeps and comes back here. Don't let him know that Mama and Papa are fighting.”


Abi just nodded his head. 


This was the first time the couple had slept separately. The two now feel awkward and feel something is missing. No more warm and comfortable hugs and hugs, no more conversation partners before closing your eyes, no more jokes and laughter before unwind. Silent and quiet that accompanies tonight. It makes it difficult for them to travel through dreamland.


Both of them are also waiting for a notification from each other's phones. Hoping there is one call or just a short message from the anticipated, but in fact only an unimportant notification that seemed to skyrocket hope and then be thrown into disappointment.


For Larisa he just wants to make Abi aware of the mistake. Not about yelling at him, but about his actions on Bayu. She hopes her husband can change his mind and free the man. 


For Abi it is difficult to be able to release Bayu just like that, but what was conveyed by the Mama, there is a point as well. Maybe his wife just wanted them to live a quiet life like the time they lived in Bali. There is no grudge and heartache that can damage the harmony of the household. Should he try to fulfill his wife's wishes? Though the heart found it hard to forgive the man. Moreover, the incidence of Larisa falling on the stairs at that time is still often imagined.


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The next morning Abi arrived at Endra's house. Coincidentally the princess had not yet come down from her room, she rushed to meet Kyra.


“Today Kyra leaves with Papa, yes,” take Abi. He stood at the doorway watching Larisa taking care of their child.


“How come there was no last night? Where?” ask Kyra


“Papa work overtime, baby, so come home really late at night when you've bobok.”


Kyra also rounded her mouth.


“Dah sorted. Come on, we have breakfast below,” invite Larisa.


Larisa also cleaned the princess' room while Abi was still loyal in her position earlier.


“Kakak can not sleep overnight,” said Abi.


Larisa did not respond. He continues to keep busy.


“Once again Brother apologizes for yelling at you.”


“We'd better be alone first. Before Big Brother realizes the mistake already, Big Brother, do,”tegas Larisa. She came out of Kyra's room through her husband.


Made Abi take a deep breath and slit his shoulders. I want to make up with my wife, but it's really hard. Larisa was really angry, ignoring and leaving him just like that. There was no greeting or attention given.  


With a giant step he finally came down to enjoy breakfast with Endra and Davira and the child. “Honey, please fetch, Brother bread dong,” pinta Abi. He was still trying to get Larisa to talk to him.


Larisa gave a box of fresh bread that was on the table with her jutek look. Abi also received the gift of his wife with disappointment. Usually the wife would ask if she wanted to be given jam what bread, but now Larisa completely ignored it.


Endra and Davira just looked at each other after that they pretended not to know. Intentionally because they do not want to interfere with the household problems of their children.


After breakfast, Larisa put the princess in her school bag. “Let's go home school Mama pick up, yes.”


“Iya, but so the streets. Yesterday was not because Papa came home the night,” whine Kyra.


Abi who was about to open his mouth was immediately cut off by Larisa.


“The streets are the same Mama only later. Papa can't, busy because.”


“OK, deh.”


As a result Abi can only put on a face of compassion so that the wife wants to invite him. However, Larisa seemed to not care because she was still angry and upset.


“Yuk, leave,” take Abi.


“Ayok.” Kyra pulls Papa's hand towards the car and Larisa follows behind.


“Kakak left for work,” said Abi reached out.


“Yes, be careful.” The wife did not return her hand. Making Abi again feel disappointed and sad just ignored.


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Three days after the husband and wife separated, Abi began to fuss. Can't if it continues like this. He had to talk to Larisa and make her forgive him.


“Where, Ma?” ask Abi.


Davira shakes. “Larisa don't want to go. He said he just wanted to be home.”


Actually Abi asked the mother-in-law to take Larisa out of the house and meet her in one of the places, but the plan failed because his wife preferred to lock herself in the room.


“Terus I have to how again?” Abi rubbed his face because he felt frustrated.


“Gini aja, later in the afternoon coincidentally Mama and Papa there is an event outside. We took Kyra and Bibik away. So the moment you came back here said you wanted to see Kyra and did not know if we were leaving,” suggested Endra.