Soul Pain
Chapter 17

The phone camera was directed by Sister Ulfa to a row of Larisa clothes hanging in the closet. And Davira's choice of falling on a floral-patterned slip dress combined with a plain white shirt makes his son look more fresh. 

📱Do not forget to use solid powder, blush on the same lipstick

Add Davira before hanging up the phone. 

Larisa did as advised by her mother. After that, she and Ulfa went to Abi's clinic. In the car the girl was a little anxious. I don't know what to fear. However, Sister Ulfa continues to convince her that she will be fine. 

"Come in" said Sister Ulfa, escorting Larisa to the waiting room. 

"Where's the nurse going?"

"Suster wants to get home with the driver. You'll be going home with Abi."

Before parting ways, Sister Ulfa convinces Larisa to be confident that she can. The girl stepped out to look for Abi's room. The sisters who were there already recognized her as Abi's wife because the man displayed a picture of the two of them on his desk. 

"It's beautiful, yes" they whispered. 

"Do you want to go to Doctor Abi's room?" ask a nurse. 

Larisa nodded. 

"Wait here for a second, Doctor Abi is in the patient."

"All right" replied Larisa 

While waiting for Larisa to spread her gaze. It turns out that Abi's clinic is very large, it seems like there are some psychologists who work with him. Next door is the pharmacy so patients don't have to bother to redeem their prescription drugs out there. 

The nurses and nurses had about 10. Mark Abi is a great and well-known specialist in psychiatry. 

"Oh, please come in" said the nurse to Larisa. 

"Thank You."

Abi got up from his office to welcome his wife. 

"It's so pretty today. Where are you going?" abi Goda.

"Said Sister Ulfa I must dance," replied Larisa pouting. 

Abi laughed and took his wife to sit on the sofa. "What cooking?"

"Chicken gulai sama tempe dried keep vegetables stir-fried beans." Larisa started opening the food. 

"It looks good." Abi began to spoon the rice into his mouth. Larisa looks so serious looking forward to the reaction from her husband. 

"Yes." Abi thrust a spoonful of rice into Larisa's mouth. 

The girl accepted it. "Lumayan."

"Boy, La."

"Sister, just want to make me happy."

"Loh, this serious brother. You don't want any more?"

"I'm full of food in the house."

"Ah, you are not good. Promise me to eat together yesterday."

"And I have to take medicine, brother."

Abi. "Oh, yes, forgot. Uselen's sister, huh?"

Larisa nodded. 

Abi really ate the food that Larisa brought. About the taste he did not lie, his wife's cooking was delicious. It's just that Larisa is not aware of his ability, still likes pessimism and not confidence. 

"So, you want to take me somewhere" said Abi, finished eating. 

Larisa also packed the empty bushel. "Where?"

"Follow it out."

"Aren't you, Brother went to work?"

"Today's a patient, Brother is just a little and there is no promise of finding again. So, we can go."

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Abi takes Larisa to a plant shop. He intends to give a new activity to fill his wife's free time later. 

"Choose the plants you like. Because tomorrow's the red date and Brother's holiday, we make a garden in the yard," said Abi pulled his wife to vote. 

Larisa also seemed interested in seeing the colorful plants. He wanted to move it to the villa. "I want this one, this one, and that." Designating orchids, roses and lily. 

"Is there anything else?" ask Abi. 

"Byeah" replied Larisa. 

The store owner gave the seedlings strawberries, oranges and mangoes. Abi also choose other plants for them to plant later. 

Satisfied to choose all plants in the trunk of the car. After that, they decided to go home. 

"Aren't you going to snack?" Abi made sure again

Larisa just nodded. 

During the journey Abi's view never separated from the side. He enjoys a fresh face and a new appearance of his wife. Last he saw Larisa as pretty as this was about five months ago when they made the deal at the restaurant and it also made Larisa's situation worse again. 

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In the evening they sat in the living room. The view leads to a dark ocean but is filled with small lights from the fishing boats. The sky seems to be full of stars. 

"Can't you ask me something?" Abi hugged the wife who was leaning against his chest. Larisa likes it because it makes her feel comfortable and calm. 

"Hhhh."

"How do you feel about Bayu now?"

"Don't know."

"Why?"

"Not knowing it."

Abi nodded in understanding and did not want to force. "If it's the same brother?"

"Why is it the same, brother?"

"What do you feel?" Abi plays the fragrant black hair of Larisa.

"Hhhmm I'm comfortable, calm and feel safe."

"That's all?"

The girl nodded. 

"Ac, can you kiss me?" Abi deliberately provoked his wife's reaction. 

"Please." Larisa gives me her cheek. 

"Not here but here," explained Abi pointing at Larisa's lips. 

The woman was silent for a moment. Looks like Larisa is digesting the intent of Abi's request. 

"Don't fuck around, yeah, sister," Larisa threatened. 

Abi who was a little tense at the beginning immediately laughed loosely. 

"Kok, Brother laughing?"

"That means you're sane."

"Sister, think I'm crazy?" angry Larisa. 

"It's not so! Brother, you think you will normally not get angry. It turned out .. "Abi was trying to hold back her laughter. 

Larisa pouted and then hit Abi's chest. 

"Continue now what is your goal going forward?"

"Do not know?"

"Why does every brother ask the answer you don't know?"

"Yes, because I don't know."

"OK gini aja, tomorrow Brother will bring you some books about mental health. You can read and after that you make your own journal or vlog deh about your views on Mental health Illnes, how?"

Larisa seemed to be thinking about Abi's suggestion. "Can. If I make a vlog, it means I have to have a camera dong."

"Tomorrow we'll buy the camera and we'll find an extra book."

Abi applies a different approach and sharing than other patients. Because Larisa is his wife so he keeps the woman comfortable while telling stories so that Abi can unconsciously provide input that makes Larisa interested. 

"Agreed!"

Abi smiled with satisfaction and then he pinched his wife's cheek which began to contain it. "Come to the room, time to sleep."

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If Abi off work then all Larisa activities ranging from Yoga to tutoring activities will be released. Abi wants to spend time with his wife. After the dawn prayer, he invited the wife to a light sport before they started their activities today.