The Last Love of My Life

The Last Love of My Life
About Nadhira


Tonight Nadhira sleeps with the Princess in the Princess' room, while Haris and Rifki are now asleep in Rifki's old room, tonight Nadhira has not closed his eyes and stared at the wall clock not far from him.


"Why does the bellyball sleep, son?" Ask Princess.


"Now it's entered on the 16th Ma, where Mama Lia's accident happened" said Nadhira who stared at the wall clock that showed at half-one.


"Well you know how you feel, son, maybe the word patience will not be able to calm your heart but Mama is sure that you are a great woman who is able to get through this"


"May I ask you something Ma?"


"Let's just say son, if Mama can Mama will give it to you"


"Please caress my hair Ma, until I fall asleep, I want to feel the caress of a Mother, it's been a long time I don't feel it Ma"


"Yes Nak"


Slowly the land Princess rubbed the top of Nadhira's head, while Nadhira closed her eyes while feeling the caress of love a Mother Princess gave him, unexpectedly not since when Nadhira had fallen asleep soundly.


*****


That afternoon, Rifki and Nadhira were in the car to his house, after staying at Rifki's parents' house, now both were on their way home, Nadhira was happy because all night long the Princess continued to caress her hair with a loving Mother.


Nadhira is unrelenting to keep smiling, maybe his longing is not fully treated but it is enough for Nadhira to be able to feel the caress of a mother, while Rifki also smiles when Nadhira is happy.


"Did you sleep with Mama last night, to make you smile like this since?" Ask Rifki.


"Make the child, whatever else" replied Nadhira casually.


"Huh? Could it be like that? Same with the girls, baby, really weird"


"There's a guy here" replied Nadhira as he looked at his stomach.


"Oh my God, what's wrong with this kid? Hey son, you're still in the stomach has made Papa jealous, especially if it's born, can Papa not get rations because of you"


"Good mama deh Rif, Mama rubbed my head slowly and I felt like I could feel the presence of Mama Lia in every gentle swab given by Mama Putri, I was very fond of Rif"


"You're happy, I'm happy too baby"


"Thank you, baby"


"Today's the day of Mama Lia's accident baby, don't go out, I'm afraid you're why"


"How do you remember Rif? I didn't tell you about it"


"You didn't tell me, baby, but on every date I've asked Surya Jayantara to give thanks all this time, I've never told you that before"


"Is that how I mean to you, Rif?"


"More than that baby, you are half of my life which means you are me too, we are the same as losing Mama Lia, not only you feel it but me too"


Nadhira then dropped his body into the arms of Rifki, he could not say anything else with what was said by Rifki to him, the happiness mixed with haru into one, and the, she is so grateful to have a husband like Rifki who is always more self-centered than herself.


"Don't cry baby, hey what's up? Why crying? Tell me who made you cry?" Rifki realizes that Nadhira's shoulder is shaking a sign that Nadhira is crying at this time.


"I don't know what to say to Rif hiks.." Nadhira's cry broke instantly.


"Why? Am I wrong? I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry if I was wrong"


"You're not wrong Rif, you're an angel that God sent me, even love is not enough to express my heart to you, I'm very lucky to have you" Nadhira's tears ceaselessly stopped dripping.


"Here, don't cry anymore, I don't want my bidadar to cry like this, I can't bear to see it baby"


"How could I not cry Rif, meeting you is a most beautiful gift, living with you is the greatest miracle of my life, I don't know what I would be without you Rif, maybe I've been broken a long time ago"


"Dear, I told you, right? I love you and will always love you, ever since you met and met you back then, you've really caught my attention, and always made me want to be with you since I was a kid, and when we went to high school, Grandpa always told me....."


*Flashback on*


Rifki is studying martial arts with her Grandfather in the Gengcobra headquarters page, now Rifki is 13 years old and first entered Junior High School, and Aryabima told her to push up 100 times.


Push up and **** up is Rifki's daily meal during training, even the amount given by Aryabima exceeds the limits of the ability of children his age, Aryabima really trained Rifki hard and did not let Rifki complain.


Rifki had finished her push-ups with sweat soaking all over her body, with a stingy breath she stood up while revealing a triumphant smile.


"Rifki's great, right, Cake?" Rifki asked with a bright fluffy smile.


"That's great, Grandpa's proud of you son"


"Grandfather said that if Rifki is great in martial arts, Rifki can protect people who Rifki loves, right?"


"Not only the people you care about, but also the people around you"


"Including also protecting Dhira"


"Who's Dhira?"


"Dhira is my friend Kek and friend from elementary school until now, Kek, she is kind, beautiful and loving"


"Do you like Dhira?"


"I don't know, anyway want to stick with him Kek, I like to disturb him since childhood, can Rifki date him Kek?"


"If you like flowers, what do you do?"


"But this Rifki is a Cake guy, where might Rifki like flowers?"


"Listen to Grandpa, if you like flowers then you will pick them right? Once picked the flower will wither and die, but if you love the flower then you will take care of it and always take good care of it, a good man will not invite the woman he likes to date nor will he ruin it"


"But Rifki was afraid that if Nadhira would be owned by someone else, Kek, Rifki didn't want that"


"You believe in destiny, don't you? If it is true that Dhira is destined for you she will come back to you, and your job is to take care of her and protect her, love is to try to make her loved ones happy even though she cannot have, she said, a real man will not hurt a woman let alone her loved ones"


"Rifki wants to be a real man, Kakek, Rifki will not damage it and will take care of it, but pity Dhira Mama is gone, and also now lives with her stepmother, he said, earlier Rifki did not accidentally see the wound on his knee, Rifki felt sad Kek"


"Did her stepmom do violence with her to the extent?"


"Rifki doesn't know about that Cake, sometimes Rifki also see the blue marks in his hands"


"Grandfather became curious about the figure that made you interested, Grandpa wanted to meet the girl in person"


"Can Rifki get him to practice with Grandpa here?"


"Love you, but Rifki asks not to be rude with him, if you go to Rifki only Grandpa can be rude but to him do not"


"You and he are different, he is a woman while you are a man, a man must be stronger in order to protect a woman"


"Rifki understands Kek, so Grandpa won't train Nadhira hard right?"


"What do you understand?"


"Rifki must be more powerful to be able to protect the people Rifki cares about including Nadhira, respecting every woman because she is like a flower, it will not damage women because Rifki is not a jerk who likes to ruin women, do not invite Nadhira dating because Rifki love Nadhira so Rifki must take care of him and also always make him happy"


"Smart Grandpa's grandson"


"Kan Rifki is Grandpa's descendant, obviously Rifki is smart and strong like Grandpa Arya"


"Grandfather is proud of you, son"


"Let's continue the training Cake, Rifki must be more powerful in order to protect Nadhira"


"Continue by running around the field headquarters of Gengcobra as much as 50 times"


"Ready Cake"


After answering Aryabima's remarks, Rifki immediately ran to circle the field without the slightest objection, Rifki did not protest at all with many Aryabima commanding him to circle the field because Rifki himself wanted to become stronger than before.


"For Nadhira's sake, I must be strong"


Sweat poured all over his body, but it did not stop him at all to keep running around the vast field, his breathing is increasingly hunting but Rifki is trying to control his breathing with the knowledge taught by his grandfather to him.


"Add speed! Never stop to run" cried Aryabima.


"Yes Kek" Rifki also increased his speed to run according to the direction of Aryabima.


"The man must..."


"Strong! Good-natured! Keeping women! Protecting fellow humans! No distinction of status! Peace love!" Shouted Rifki and continued running.


Belom finished Aryabima finished his words but Rifki immediately answered him to make Aryabima smile while shaking his head with the attitude of his favorite grandson.


*flashback off*


Nadhira listened carefully to what was told by Rifki to him, it turns out the love given by Rifki is so great to him, all this time Rifki always take care of him properly and will never damage it.


"Don't cry anymore, I don't want to see you cry baby, what do I have to do to stop you crying? Calm down" Rifki said at the end of the story and still hugging Nadhira's body.


"Let me hold you Rif, I feel calm in your arms" said Nadhira who tightened her arms.


"You may hold me as much as you love, but don't cry, I love you more than my life Dhira, I will always try to protect you, but here it is precisely you who have always protected me, you didn't even think long to be able to save myself from danger"


"I don't want you why Rif, you're the only man who means so much to me, after my Papa hurt me, I don't have any more men to take care of me than you"


"When Amanda was kidnapped, when I was angry with your father, she could have punished you like that Dhira, until you got sick in the street, she said, even though it hurts you not to give up on looking for it and not caring about yourself at all, you even suffered a very deep stab wound for saving myself, how could I not love you Dhira"


"At that time, I was afraid of you why Rif, I had involved you and also the members of Gengcobra in my troubles, I felt guilty for bringing you guys in danger"


"But what did Amanda do to you Dhira? He even hurt you"


"I don't care about what Amanda did to me, the most important thing is that I'm doing my job as a big brother to protect her sister Rif"


"I hope that Amanda will come to her senses soon and treat you as she should"


"But please, keep that thing a secret Rif, don't say anything to Amanda"


"Why?"


"Everything's gone Rif, I don't want to talk about it anymore"


"You're so kind, baby, keep doing good without expecting others to treat you as well as you treat them"


"Hopeing to the humans is a wound, and it will hurt Rif very much, I don't want to expect to be treated as I treat them, being happy with you is enough for me"


"That's why, you're so different baby"


Nadhira closed her eyes while leaning against her husband's field, which was the most comfortable place to lean like this for Nadhira, Rifki who moves his hand to rub Nadhira's head makes Nadhira feel more comfortable in the arms of Rifki.


"Indeed, dating after marriage is good, baby, if the khilaf is also innocent can even reward again" Rifki laughed softly while kissing Nadhira's forehead.


"I'd rather you khilaf Rif"


"Yes later in the room, this is still on the road dear, if the khilaf here is not nice to see Mr. Mun".


Mr. Mun who had heard the story since both of them could only stay silent and continue to focus on driving, it turned out that Nadhira was so heavy than what he had heard all this time, despite being treated unfairly by her father, Nadhira was willing to sacrifice her kidneys for a man like her.


It is not easy to be like the two people, Mr. Mun who since childhood was treated like a king would not be able to match the two, he said, Mr. Mun is the son of a wealthy businessman but now bankrupt, the lazy Mr. Mun regretted that he could only be a private driver.


The wheel of life continues to spin, maybe now we are on top, but easily God dropped us down, because the above is not necessarily forever and also below is not necessarily continue to be below.


"Rif, I feel so happy living with you, you're the best husband for me forever, no one will ever be able to replace you in my heart" Nadhira looked deeply into Rifki's face and held her in both hands.


"You're the only woman in my heart, Dhira, we'll be together forever"


"Rif, is this the end? A happy ending"


"No Dhira, we won't end this soon, don't say it baby, I beg you"


"Rif, the devil's jewel and the xingsi's heirloom always haunt me Rif, I'm afraid that if our child is wretched, I'm afraid that we won't be together much longer"


"Our son must be fine, he's my son, he can definitely face everything Dhira"


"This kid has to stay alive, he's the epitome of our love for both Rifs, no matter what happens you have to be able to save him, even if I don't survive"


"No dear, no matter what happens, we have to face together, never give up, we can complete our tasks and live happily"


"What if I'm not a strong Rif? Can I give up later?"


"Never give up Dhira, please never give up, never leave me Dhira, never say anything like that, you will be fine, the angel of death will not be able to separate us Dhira, we have a dream to age together"


"My hunch says that I won't survive to old age, but I'm happy because I can be yours" a smile was created on Nadhira's face despite tears.


"Why are your words getting stuck in Dhira? You're okay, right?"