The Last Love of My Life
Sadness for Rifki

Hearing the Doctor apologize to Rifki, it immediately made Rifki's heart feel like it was struck by a very loud lightning, and it did not want to be heard by Rifki at all.

"Because the current condition of the patient who has only one kidney makes us not know until when he will survive and able to pass the critical period, he said, only God knows when he will breathe"

"What! Nadhira only has one kidney?" Rifki was very surprised to hear that.

Rifki did not expect what she was hearing at the moment, how it was possible that Nadhira only had one kidney, and the words succeeded in making Rifki shed her tears, she said, he felt very sad when he heard about Nadhira who currently only has one kidney.

As for her broken heart when she found out about it, Nadhira never said anything to her about him having only one kidney to her, what a heartache this time, she said, I don't know what happened to Nadhira all this time.

"Did the patient not tell you this before?".

"No Doc, I just found out today, please do your best for Nadhira, I will pay whatever the price so that Nadhira can survive, please save her Doc" Rifki's tears are no longer able to be contained.

"Maybe this is very hard for you, but we will try our best for the patient, as much as possible, we recommend taking him to a more fully equipped hospital because this hospital still does not have the necessary medical equipment, we apologize for the limitations of the existing facilities in this hospital".

"Do whatever it is Doc, as long as Nadhira survives".

"Okay, please sign this letter"

Rifki also read the letter clearly, after successfully understanding the purpose of the letter he finally signed the letter, after which the Doctor immediately took action to Nadhira.

Rifki came out of the room daydreaming, thinking about what really happened to Nadhiranya, he still did not expect that Nadhira now only has one kidney, he said, which means he's donated his kidney to no one.

"How's Nadhira doing?" Ask Bi Ira who is approaching Rifki.

"He will be rushed to the larger hospital Bi, in order to get complete medical treatment" Tangis Rifki broke instantly.

Seeing Rifki crying made Bi Ira stare at Rifki with two twinkling eyes, I don't know what the current condition of Nadhira is why he had to be rushed to a hospital that is bigger than being treated at this hospital.

"What happened, son? Say hiks.. hiks.. hiks.. say! How the condition of Nadhira" Tangis Bi Ira also broke instantly, he shook the body sway Rifki.

"He is now experiencing Bi's keritis, Doctors do not know until when he will survive, what really happened to Nadhira, Bi? Why can Nadhira have only one kidney at the moment? Tell Rifki, why did this happen to Nadhira, what exactly did Bi do?"

Hearing Rifki's question made Bi Ira drop her body on the hospital floor, she hugged both her legs limply, not knowing what to say to Rifki at this time, and Rifki immediately knelt in front of Bi Ira to wait for the answer to his question.

"Nadhira's... Her... He sacrificed his kidneys to save his Papa Nak, his Papa had an accident that made him need a kidney donor" Bi Ira said doubtfully.

"Why didn't Auntie prevent it! I know Nadhira is stubborn, but why not do something else Bi, why! Why is! Why would Nadhira have to sacrifice like that Bi?"

"Rifki, don't blame Bi Ira, blame Big Brother as well because Big Brother didn't manage to prevent this, Nadhira is too stubborn, we can't do anything to hold him back" Said Nandhita who saw Rifki being disappointed at this moment after hearing the truth.

"Why can you let Nadhira do that! Why is! Living with one kidney is not easy! Why don't you stop him! O Allah, please save Nadhira's life" Rifki looks so frustrated at this time that she pulls her own hair with both hands very roughly.

"Rifki calm down, it's a hospital, I know it hurts you when I find out, if I'm in your position you won't be able to see the reality either, calm down, I feel very sad at the moment, too, I feel very sad at this time, I just found out about it as well Rif" said Bayu who tried to calm Rifki even though his own tears escaped.

"You've been in the same town as Nadhira, why don't you stop him Bay! Why is! Don't you know what Nadhira's been doing all this time! You're not doing your job Bay, I'm disappointed in you".

"Rifki I'm sorry, I was too stupid that I lost track of Nadhira a few years ago, I also don't know what Nadhira was doing back then, I'm sorry".

"Are you sorry you changed everything Bay? Can you restore Nadhira's kidney again? You're evil Bay" There was a heartbreaking sobbing, Rifki dropped herself on the front floor of Nadhira's room.

Bayu closed his eyes, his tears just escaped past his cheeks, he did not expect that the state of Nadhira would be this severe, sobs Rifki lirih make anyone who heard it will feel hurt.

"Take it easy Rif, Nadhira will definitely be fine, she is a strong woman" Bayu said as he rubbed Rifki's back gently.

"How can I calm down Bay! Nadhira is keritis! Why did I know this!"

"Nadhira asked us to keep it a secret, son"

Rifki closed her eyes, she did not know what to do at this time, her heart was so broken when she found out it happened to the person she loved so much, especially if this happened a few years ago.

"Why did Nadhira do that? Is he not dear to his own life? Dhira, what makes you have to behave like this" Rifki said in a deep tone.

"We can only pray Rif, hopefully Nadhira is able to pass the critical period" Bayu said while rubbing Rifki's back.

Maybe it is very hard for Rifki to know the truth, while Bayu himself who just found out also felt very hurt somehow Rifki feels at this time, while, maybe Rifki still can't accept the situation.

Not long after the door of the room where Nadhira was wide open, some of the Sisters pushed a stool where Nadhira lay helpless on it.

Seeing that made Rifki immediately rise from his seat, his body trembled slightly when he saw Nadhira's body attached so many hoses and also two infusions in his hand, one was liquid and the other was blood.

"I'll be in an ambulance, Bay please take the car along with Bi Ira and Kak Dhita" Rifki said.

"Are you sure Rif? Do I need to come with you? I'm afraid you're why the Rif".

"Well then Rif".

Rifki then walked following the sisters who were pushing the bench where Nadhira lay helplessly with several hoses stuck in his current body, as well as oxygen hoses and so on.

Seeing Nadhira lying unconscious like this, it made Rifki feel so devastated especially since he found out that Nadhira currently only has one kidney, I don't know when Nadhira will wake up.

The nurse immediately put Nadhira into the ambulance that had been provided by the hospital, the sound of ambulance sirens sounded so loud, and Rifki immediately entered the car after the Sister told him to go inside.

"You must endure Dhira, you are a strong woman, if you go please take me all with you, I do not want to live without you Dhira" Rifki said as she clasped Nadhira's hand tightly.

The car was speeding up and breaking up the city crowd that night, the sound of ambulance sirens making Rifki's heart beat fast, he was very afraid of something happening with Nadhira.

"Don't leave me Dhira, you want to marry me right? Hold on I beg you, we will definitely get married later, we will build a house surrounded by your favorite red roses, dhira is good".

Rifki also put Nadhira's hand to his cheek, he hoped that Nadhira could hear his voice, drop by drop Rifki tears wet Nadhira's hand, Nadhira's hand felt so warm for Rifki.

After a long journey, the ambulance arrived at a hospital building that was bigger than before, Rifki immediately got out of the car followed by the Sister who helped to lower the car.

The sisters in the hospital immediately pushed the bangkar to go to a room inside the hospital, Rifki followed them from behind until she came to a room that was tightly closed.

"Sorry Mas, please wait outside" said one of the Sisters aware of Rifki's daydreams.

"Please save Nadhira, do whatever is best for my Dhiraku".

"We will try as much as we can Mas, the rest pray to God Almighty, only to Him we ask for help and only Bliau is able to change destiny"

"Yes Sus".

Rifki also sat in front of the room while reading the prophet sholawat in his heart to be able to calm his thoughts and feelings, not long after Bayu and others had arrived at that place and immediately came to Rifki.

"How's it?" Bayu asked slowly to the current Rifki.

"Still with Bay, he fell into a coma and the Doctor did not know when he would wake up from his coma Bay" replied Rifki while dreamy.

"O Allah, why do You test Your servant this hard, please save the life of our friend O Allah, Nadhira is a good woman, I am sure that You will not test a people beyond its limits, O Allah, please do not take the life of Nadhira at this time".

"Bay, please take care of Nadhira, I want to go to musholla"

"Yes Rif, don't you want company?"

"No need, I want to be alone at this time, if there is any development of Nadhira's condition please tell me, no matter how small it is".

"definitely Rif".

Rifki walked away from the place slowly, her legs felt very limp at the moment, seeing that made Bayu could only sigh while staring at her departure from that place.

"You have to endure Dhira, have mercy on Rifki, I can't bear to see him like that, maybe it's so very painful for him".

*****

It was not felt that thirty days had passed, but Nadhira was unconscious, Rifki continued to pray and occasionally recited the holy verse of the Quran beside Nadhira who was lying unconscious.

Every day Rifki always invites Nadhira to chat even though there is no sahutan from Nadhira, sometimes Rifki feel sad because Nadhira did not respond to his words at all.

Rifki always conveyed her complaints every day to Nadhira, whether Nadhira heard it or not but Rifki never stopped to invite her to chat even without response.

"Aren't you tired of staying asleep like this Dhira? Don't you want to see me for once? Open your eyes Dhira, I miss you so much, miss your laughter, miss your jokes, miss your smile, why are you punishing me like this?"

Rifki looked at Nadhira's face that looked so cute and paled, Rifki's tears escaped just like that, he had been waiting for a long time but there was absolutely no response from Nadhiraanya.

"Do you know what day this is Dhira? It's my 24th birthday, don't you want to surprise me or just say something to me? Everyone is celebrating, in Surya Jayantara is having a big thanksgiving in Gengcobra, but I feel lonely without you Dhira, I know you will not respond, but I just want to tell you Dhira".

Today is Rifki's birthday, although everyone is celebrating but Rifki does not want to attend the celebration and she prefers to accompany Nadhira who is in a coma at the hospital.

"Dhira, I beg you, on my birthday, I want you to wake up, don't you grant my wish? How long are you going to fall asleep like this, Dhira? Wake up Dhira, I beg you".

Rifki moved her hand to gently wipe Nadhira's head, a tear escaped from the tip of Nadhira's eye when Rifki rubbed his head slowly, Rifki lowered his head because Nadhira did not respond at all.

Rifki's tears fell on Nadhira's hand, and it made Nadhira move his index finger, saw Nadhira's index finger move it made Rifki immediately push the emergency button that was nearby.

"Dhira, are you listening to me? I feel happy at this moment, whether this is the surprise you gave me Dhira, quickly realize I am always waiting for you here Dhira, I will never leave you" Rifki said happily when she saw Nadhira giving his response to Rifki's speech.