The Last Love of My Life

The Last Love of My Life
Put Keysa away


Ana has been allowed to walk out of the room, although she is still hesitant about a figure like Ana, but the answers given by the child are a little more honest. He also has no ill intentions for Rifki, therefore must allow him to get out of the room.


Ana herself was relieved because Haris believed her words, she immediately rushed to the kitchen in the house. Ana no longer saw the existence of Rifki and the others, the kitchen space in the house was close to the room to watch television together.


Somehow the atmosphere of the house that was crowded now suddenly became quiet, Ana did not know what happened in the house because she had been in a room with Haris. While on one side Rifki was in her room together with Keysa, the two were staring at a window where the window connected her room to the outside world.


Keysa was still busy playing Rifki's fingers, while Rifki was busy staring up at the sky through her bedroom window. Rifki really misses her togetherness with Nadhira, all this time only Nadhira is able to make her cheerful, even so to make Rifki no longer feel pain.


Although he had been severely injured even if there was Nadhira then the pain was no longer felt, Nadhira is really a figure that means something to him and no one is able to replace him in the heart of Rifki.


"Om, Om hasn't told me about Auntie in years. What's aunty like, Om?" Keysa suddenly asked Rifki about the figure of his Tantenya who he had never met.


"Keysa want to know which aunt? There are so many stories that Om has been living with Auntie all this time,"


"About how Om likes Auntie,"


Somehow the little girl actually asked about the likes, Keysa felt very curious why his Om loved his Aunt so much. Even though his aunt had left him for a long time, Rifki continued to remember him until now.


"Eysa was taught who said that?" Rifki asked who was surprised to hear the words from Keysa.


"Mama said it to Keysa, Om. Mama said, Om same Aunt was naughty when she was a child, kept Mama also said the same Keysa that Om and Auntie like to make trouble until Grandpa and Grandma are confused."


Rifki also chuckled softly to hear the words of the little boy in his lap, no matter what Ayu had told her son. The shadow of Rifki and Nadhira's childhood is recalled in Rifki's mind, a childhood that will never be repeated.


About how the two togetherness in dealing with every problem that occurs, even Rifki himself was expelled by Rendi because he wanted to invite Nadhira to play. Rifki himself was once rumored by Lia for inviting Nadhira to play away from home, because indeed both of them were friends since they entered Kindergarten school.


Rifki used to bother Nadhira so that the girl was angry and crying, therefore she was often scolded by Lia for disturbing her son. Who would have thought that the two were married at this time, and even both of them already had a child, but Rifki did not know where the person she loved went.


If he can repeat himself to the past, he just wants to continue to be with Nadhira, the person he loves the most. But fate said something else to make the two separate, whether until when they had to separate like this, Rifki himself did not know when they would be together again.


Destiny is not in favor of the two to be together, even though the two already have a relationship, but fate is what separates the two. This was all because of the events that in the past held so many grudges, the grudges were as if they would not disappear even though they had been swallowed up by the times.


Revenge from a child whose father sacrificed his life for another, The boy did not know that his father sincerely did it but he thought that the person in question had bad intentions to his father to make his father die. This story is just a misunderstanding, but the misunderstanding goes on to this day.


There are times when we can forgive each other, but it feels to forgive it is not easy especially after many casualties. Not only the lives of one party, but both parties also shed blood even though Rifki tried to prevent it, in fact the grudge was ingrained.


Although Rifki tried to reconcile the two sides and not continue the problem, but the other side continued to target his life and his descendants. Even the child who was still in the womb was killed, Rifki had lost her first child to make her want to finish off the person who had done that to her.


Rifki was so angry when she found out that her son was gone even though he was still in the womb, especially when he saw Nadhira was angry with him, it made him lose control. By the time her first child was killed, Rifki had eliminated the man who had caused Nadhira to miscarry.


Descendants of Galih continue to try to kill him and his family, although Rifki and his family never try to commit crimes against them. Whether until when this grudge will continue, he is only afraid of losing people around him, enough he lost a lot of people who mean a lot to him but not this time.


Rifki will no longer be able to lose those who are nearby, even though human life is not eternal in this world. However, he will try to save the people he loves from the bad people who want his life.


"You've got too many stories, huh, Eysa? What has your mother said?" Ask Rifki to little Keysa.


"Mama said that Om always wanted Auntie from the past, rather than his own sister. Even there is rarely time for Mama, continue to envious Mama Auntie,"


"There's just, how could Mama Keysa be jealous of Auntie? Aunt and Mama Keysa are very familiar, if there is a Aunt here must be Om who is forgotten by them,"


"Keep Om sad?"


*****


In the afternoon, Rifki and the others were gathered in front of the television. In the distance Ana continued to pay attention to all of them, seeing those who gathered together made Ana's heart feel happy as well as happy despite not being able to gather with them.


He wanted to get together with them, but there was a reason that made him unable to meet them with his true identity. There is a hidden secret that Ana has been hiding alone, without anyone knowing.


"Sister, I put my son here, okay? I want to go with Mas Hafis now the thing is," Ayu said arriving after noticing the circular bracelet on her wrist.


"Let off now?" Ask Rifki.


"Yes, sister, the day after tomorrow I just came home. Take care of Keysa, brother?"


"Yes, the heart is on the road. Fis, if you get in the car do not hurry quickly, let alone the condition of the road that has been jammed lately,"


"Yes, brother, just calm down about it. Lagian Hafis also along with Ayu, where maybe Hafis let Ayu why," replied Hafis.


"Good then. You take it easy, Brother will take care of Keysa,"


"Where are you, sister?" Ask Ayu while crying because he did not get the child.


"He's sleeping in Brother's room, Ay. Maybe because of the fatigue running from earlier, let her sleep well,"


"Yes, Brother, yes we have left first, brother. Assalamualaikum,"


"Mosurfestalam,"


Ayu and Hafis immediately kissed Rifki's hand alternately, both of them also say goodbye to Haris and did the same. Seeing his two children about to leave, Haris also said goodbye to go home, because he did not want to let the Princess alone at home.


"Eishhh where maybe Papa goes along, it's a young man's business. This papa is old, so it's not his time so," Haris said while grinning.


"Once Papa wants to come, too" said Ayu.


Haris also looked at Rifki's face, there was so much sadness that could not be seen from his father. Haris can feel that Rifki is sad at this time, but Rifki still forced herself to smile in front of her brother. Rifki does not want if his sister finds out that she is sad at this time, only Rifki is far from her partner.


"No. Pity your mother at home alone later," said Haris.


"We both left first, Pa. Titip Keysa also yes Brother," said Ayu.


"Yes" answered both.


Ayu and Hafis immediately rushed to get away from Rifki's house, both wanting to spend some time together for a few days. Rifki himself did not mind if Keysa stay at his house, Rifki was happy because of the little girl in his house that would make him feel happy.


"Papa's coming home, huh?" Ask Haris to Rifki.


"Why the hell do I have to rush home, Pa. This is also not someone else's house, this is Papa's own son's house" Rifki said.


"Tomorrow Papa is here again with Mama, pity your Mama at home alone later. Moreover, Keysa nginep here with you, so in a quiet house. Keysa wanted to be left at home with your Mama, but Keysa wants to stay here with you,"


"Yes, Pa. Keep your real mom at home,"


"Pastill. Don't you want to get married again, Rif? Living alone is also not good, you also need someone to pay attention to you, accompany you, and take care of you. You can't open your heart to others, but love comes from getting used to it,"


"Rifki won't, Pa. Rifki's love is over for Nadhira, and there is nothing left for anyone else. It is said that Rifki is only Nadhira, no one can replace him, even if he is not here with Rifki, but Rifki is convinced that someday she will return home to Rifki, Pa. He can't possibly separate his son and father for very long,"


"Papa knows that, Rif. Papa just suggested that you do not continue to be sad like this, you can not lie to your own Papa, Rif. Don't pretend to be tough in front of Papa, Papa can feel what you feel,"


"Give Dhira back to me, Pa. Take him home, is Rifki's request too big? So that no one is able to grant it. Why does Rifki have so many treasures? Why are there so many people beside Rifki all this time? If none of them can grant Rifki's wish. Rifki just wants Dhira back,"


Far away Ana continues to look at Rifki's face, she feels guilty to Rifki, she wants to tell her husband everything. But, he could not do that for now, if he was on the side of Rifki, maybe Rifki would never feel sad like this.


"I'm sorry. Let me alone endure it all alone, you don't need to feel this pain, Rif. I know it hurts you a lot, but I can't do anything about it, I'm sorry. I'd love it if you hate me someday, but I don't want you to why. I'll do it all by myself, and if the time has come then we'll be together again. I love you so much" said Ana softly as she wiped away her tears that were about to drip.


Ana then rushed to leave the place, she did not want anyone to know that she had been watching Rifki and her family. Ana immediately rushed to the room she had provided for her in the house, she closed the door and locked it from the inside.


Ana then opened the veil, a beautiful face Nadhira there, because Ana is Nadhira. Nadhira changed her identity to Ana, she took a small glass on her desk, Ana immediately reflected there with tears.


"I am Nadhiramu, Rif. Forever I will be yours, no other man can take my heart from you, forever. My love has run out for you, so there is no other chance for anyone else to get this love. I'm here with you, baby. Your nadhir will never allow yourself to be in danger,"


Ana then took off her headscarf, she untied her beautiful hair freely. Ana looked at her little mirror face in her hand, there was absolutely no change in her revelation, her face still remained the same as before even though her voice changed slightly than before she gave birth to Kinara.


"I'm going to take out one by one our enemies, I'm not going to let them live on one, Rif. So many traitors are around you, even with one kidney, it's not a problem for me, if I end up having to die,"


*****


Rifki went into his room and found that Keysa was asleep in his bed, Rifki also approached Keysa and rubbed Keysa's sleeping head slowly. The little girl was in fact not too sound in her sleep, she was writhing when she felt a gentle swipe from the Rifki given to her.


"If my son were here, I could rub his head and play with him. Where are you, son? Are you and your mom okay? Papa misses you so much, can not be counted again how long Papa awaits you back. I hope you're okay,"


Rifki also shed her tears, when she was alone then that's when she could cry. He does not want to look weak in front of others, even in front of his own family, but when himself then his weakness will be seen with tears flowing down his cheeks.


"Om why are you crying?" Suddenly Keysa woke up from his sleep and saw tears at the end of Rifki's eyes.


Rifki was very surprised when she saw the little girl opened her eyes, and then wiped her tears violently so that the little girl did not see her tears again. Rifki also developed a bright smile to Keysa, he rubbed Keysa's head slowly.


"Om just glimpsed earlier, Eysa. It's no cry" replied Rifki.


"Keysa don't want to see Om sad, Om don't be sad?"


"Yes." Yeah."


Rifki also smiled in front of Keysa, the little girl also smiled at Rifki. Rifki rubbed Keysa's head slowly, he was very anxious for the little girl, although Keysa was still a child but he was able to catch any words.


"Papa's mom's gone, Om?"


"Yes. Eysa who slept from last night did not know that Eysa's parents had left, Eysa slept again because it was already night."


"Om not sleeping?" Ask Keysa.


"Om still no office work, you sleep first,"


"Yes Om."


Rifki rushes to leave her room, allowing Keysa to sleep well there. Rifki went to his study which was on the lower floor, he still had an office job to complete.