The Last Love of My Life
Nadhira was hospitalized

Nadhira was surprised when he opened his eyes for the first time and found that Rifki was already beside him with an increasingly thin body condition, he asked Rifki, but Rifki did not answer him, and she asked Nandhita who knew she had the answer from her sister.

"Why else if it wasn't for thinking of you Dhira, she never even left yourself here, because she was afraid something might happen to you, he eats too rarely because I'm not hungry, I see".

"This morning has he eaten brother?".

"Sister doesn't know either".

"So I'm gonna sit down, please help me".

"You're still hurting Deck, the stitches on your back are still not dry".

"Dhira no matter what, Brother, Dhira just want to sit down just kok".

"alright".

Nandhita immediately got up from her seat and immediately helped Nadhira to sit down, Bi Ira also helped Nadhira to sit down, with the condition of the body that is still limp makes it a little difficult for both of them to lift Nadhira's body to sit according to Nadhira's wishes.

After a long time trying to make Nadhira sit, Nandhita immediately gave a cushion on Nadhira's back so that Nadhira can lean comfortably.

"Rifki's in front now, sister, please call him, tell him to come in, he must not have eaten since this morning".

"Rifki ahead now? Doesn't he have business? How do you know that Rifki's ahead now? Why did he say there was some business?".

"Let's see first, I feel that Rifki is still ahead at this time".

"Yes bentar".

Nandhita immediately rushed out of the room to see if Rifki was right in front, and sure enough she saw Rifki sitting alone holding her head with both hands.

Nandhita also slowly approached the land where Rifki was, he immediately sat next to her, and found that Rifki was crying without a sound in front of her.

"What's the Rif?" Nandhita asked quietly while touching Rifki's back.

"Sir Dhita, Rifki is not strong to see Nadhira in such pain, even though he did not say but I feel that he is hiding his pain" Rifki said as she looked at Nandhita.

"Come on, don't make Nadhira more anxious inside, he asked me to take you in, don't be sad anymore, you have to stay strong in front of Nadhira so that he doesn't feel sad".

"Yes Brother" Rifki took a deep breath and wiped away her tears.

Rifki got up from her seat and immediately walked towards the nursery of Nadhira, she was surprised to see Nadhira was already in a sitting state at this time, she immediately rushed to come to Nadhira and immediately sat beside him.

Seeing the arrival of Rifki with full of worry with him made Nadhira smile thinly towards Rifki, Nadhira knew that Rifki did not really leave him before because he was just waiting outside.

"Dhira why don't you rest first anyway" Omel Rifki.

"How can I rest comfortably if you haven't eaten at all".

"You haven't eaten yourself, have you? Bi, where's the fruit of Rifki's order that's little Auntie potongi?" Ask Rifki to Bi Ira.

"Bunty get it first".

Bi Ira walked straight to where she put the bag she had brought before, and she took out a slightly large meal from her bag and handed it to Rifki.

Rifki immediately opened it and saw several types of fruit that had been cut small inside, Rifki also pierced the fruit and told Nadhira to open his mouth, seeing that made Nadhira inevitably have to open her mouth and chew on it.

"You should eat more healthy foods Dhira, you should not be tired" said Rifki while feeding Nadhira with the fruit and immediately responded to a nod by Nadhira.

Nadhira chewed the fruit until it was torn gently, after which he swallowed the land slowly, Rifki was so attentive to him somehow Nadhira felt there was something different from Rifki.

"I'm full of Rifs" said Nadhira stopping Rifki's feed.

"Alright" Rifki also put the lunch box on the table closest to him.

After feeding Nadhira with the fruits, Rifki did not eat and it made Nadhira feel worried about Rifki, who was not, rifki's face looks so cute and without power and it looks so very worrying for Nadhira.

"Rif, why don't you eat?"

"You're more important Dhira".

"No, Mom, did you also bring Rifki rice? She hasn't eaten Mom"

"So son, I'll get it first".

Bi Ira then handed another box to Rifki and immediately received by Rifki, Rifki also put it near Nadhira without wanting to open the rice box, seeing it made Nadhira reach the rice box.

"Eat the Rif"

"I'm not hungry yet Dhira, just later".

"Why? You don't have to think too much about me Rif, I'm sober now, I'll be fine".

"You're still saying you're okay? Your words are getting people worried about Dhira"

"Rifki, what's wrong? Why do you look like you're holding back on anger? Are you mad at me?" Nadhira asked as he rubbed Rifki's head slowly.

"You're still asking what's wrong with Dhira? How can I not be angry with you, you always act recklessly, and not think about your own life, why do you do that?" Rifki who could not bear her sadness finally shed her tears.

"Rifki listen to me, as long as I'm still breathing I won't be able to see anyone hurt in front of my own eyes, what life would mean if I wasn't able to help others".

"Whatever kind of heart you have Dhira, you're even willing to sacrifice your life for the sake of others, how could I hate you, I love you so much Dhira, I'm just afraid you're why".

"Why are you being a whiny like this Rif? Didn't you see for yourself that I'm fine now?".

Although his condition is not good, but Nadhira says that he is fine, Rifki does not believe the word good at all, how could a person who only had one kidney say that he was fine with such a limp body.

"Yes now, then what about? Are you going to keep doing things that will endanger your own life again Dhira?"

"If it's necessary to do then I'll keep doing it Rif, as long as I can do that, I'll do it"

"Aren't you thinking about my feelings Dhira? I'm so hurt to see you get hurt like this Dhira, you mean so much to me Dhira, don't do this to me anymore Dhira".

"Then how can I see you losing your life in front of my own eyes, Rif? I wouldn't be able to do that either".

"I'd rather lose Dhira's life than see you hurt, the pain is here" Rifki said, pointing to his chest.

"Don't tell me it's Rif, it's the same that you also hurt my own heart Rif, the most important thing now is that I'm fine, so eat it you haven't eaten yet, right?".

"You can't lie to me Rif, now eat yes, for my sake Rifki".

"May I ask you something?"

"Let's just say Rif, as long as I can give it to you, then I'll give it to you".

"I want you Dhira, I don't want you to harm yourself for the sake of others, I want you to live a happy life and I don't want to see you hurt because of others, promise me that you won't harm yourself anymore"

"I've been happy Rifki, seeing you well is enough for me, for that promise I'll think about it again, I'm just afraid that I can't keep it".

"Can't you fulfill my wish?".

Nadhira was silent to Rifki's question, Rifki held Nadhira's hand and hoped that Nadhira would immediately fulfill his wish not to endanger his own life.

"Dhira, why are you quiet?"

"All right I promise, I won't risk my life for anyone else, but that doesn't apply to you Rifki, anything I'll do to keep protecting you".

"Dhira why are you doing this".

"You want me to promise, right? I promised you, now eat yes".

"But the promise is less".

"You eat less too"

Rifki smiled slightly at Nadhira's words, Nadhira himself immediately told Rifki to eat the food that had been brought by Bi Ira before, Rifki was forced to open the box.

"This food is your favorite Dhira" Rifki said as he looked at the contents of the box.

"Why? Don't you like the side dish? Let me buy it for you, what do you want to eat Rif?" Nadhira.

"It's not that Dhira, I like whatever you like Dhira, it's just that Bi Ira must have prepared this for you"

"Have eaten, I want to see you eat Rifki".

"It's weird that your wish is Dhira".

Nadhira just smiled at Rifki, Rifki finally resigned and immediately ate the food in accordance with the wishes of Nadhira, seeing Rifki eat with his greed makes Nadhira feel very happy.

Seeing Nadhira who smiled at him made Rifki smile back at Nadhira, not long after Rifki had finished eating, Nadhira immediately thrust a bottle of water to Rifki and Rifki immediately received it.

"Rif help me, I want to sleep" Nadhira said as she frowned as if she would endure the pain on her back.

"You why Dhira? Is your wound back in pain? Let me call the doctor".

"No matter what Rif, just too long leaning maybe, quickly help me".

"Alright Dhira".

Rifki also helped Nadhira to lie down as before, slowly Rifki land did that because he did not want the wound on Nadhira's back to get worse, and finally Nadhira again lay in his place.

"Rif, as long as I'm unconscious, I've had very strange and frightening dreams"

"What dream is Dhira?".

"I met a very beautiful and graceful woman, dressed like a queen, whose name if not wrong is Radhity, she said that she is the Mother of Prince Kian".

"Then what happened to Dhira?"

"He told me everything, but I forgot what he said" Nadhira said with a slight whimper on the part he forgot.

Nadhira's words immediately made Rifki sighed violently, however the dream is a sleeping flower only partially remembered but the rest will usually be forgotten when waking up.

"Rif, don't leave me" Now Nadhira's expression turned serious.

"Look down, Dhira, I'll always be by your side".

"I also had a dream that I would lose you Rif, I saw that you wanted to be killed by so many people I didn't recognize at all, someone fired a shot at you while you were busy fighting the others, I shouted to call you but you didn't hear my call at all, I was so afraid that it really happened to the Rif"

Rifki smiled at Nadhira and gently rubbed the top of Nadhira's head, "Don't think about it Dhira, I'll be fine as long as you're always by my side, it's just a sleeping flower and not necessarily it's going to happen".

"But it looks so real".

"I know it's Dhira, don't think about it, now rest I'll take care of you here".

"Please promise me you'll be okay".

"I promise Dhira, as long as you're okay then I'll be fine too".

Nadhira smiled at Rifki's words, Rifki's gentle strokes made Nadhira sleepy and slowly the land began to close his eyes, a split second later Nadhira had entered into his dream realm.

"It was not a mere dream of Dhira, probably because the heirloom keris xingsi and the devil's jewel have a relationship therefore you can see the events that I have experienced, as well as the opposite armpit you are sick, so you can see, I feel the same pain as you do, but you take it easy Dhira, I will always be fine as long as you are always by my side for me" Inner Rifki.

Seeing Nadhira sleeping soundly made Rifki feel calmer, he decided to go to a sofa in the room to rest his body as well because he felt so sleepy after seeing Nadhira sleep.

*****

A few days later, Nadhira was sitting in his bed with Rifki who was feeding him food, as usual after Nadhira finished eating Rifki also joined in eating food brought by Bi Ira.

"Rif, when will I be allowed to go home?" Tanya Nadhira who was getting tired of being in the inpatient room.

"You haven't completely healed Dhira yet, your wounds haven't dried up now".

"I've recovered Rif, my hand feels sore if it continues to be installed infusion like this, look at my hand has begun to swell a little" said Nadhira while thrusting his hand in front of Rifki.

"Well, I'll tell the hospital to let your infusion be transferred to the other hand, he said he was sick from the infusion".

"Rifki is the same, even twice the pain later, you have the same Rif with me" Rengek Nadhira.

"Here you go, this is also for your good Dhira, you must recover completely first, do not whine so much like that, it's like a child you are Dhira".

Somehow Nadhira's current attitude is like a child in front of Rifki, it makes Rifki more anxious with him, and eager to pinch Nadhira's cubit.