Tone of Nara
Chapter 112 Questions on Nara's Head
POV Nara's
After M came out of his room, I still kept thinking about today's events. Juli's attitude towards infidelity, very different from the attitude of Nada first. Nada and Juli are equally angry and troubled by Pradipta's affair. But the way they deal with it is very different. Nada endured by crying and suffering. After that he came to July and spoke. Meanwhile, despite looking injured, Juli chose to shut up and leave. I'm sure July is with Pradipta. My head is full of questions with no answers. Will Juli be angry at Pradipta? Or will he ask Pradipta as Nada asked? Would Pradipta be angry if Juli asked? Would Pradipta's attitude to July be the same as that of the man to Nada?
I then remembered M's words about July. According to M, Juli is very smart and always thinks about her steps when she wants something. In the July family includes strategists M said. He also has to get what he wants at all costs. And also his relationship with Pradipta. According to M, silence and the departure of July yesterday is one of the strategies that July thinks.
“And again, Men hate chatty women. July know it,” Says M.
“Then what will he do?” ask me at that time.
“He will take Pradipta's heart through his attention and efficacy. I think Juli also has a trump card Pradipta,” explained M.
“But what do we contest as a gift? A pradipta? Is he worth that much?” muttered slowly. Back to my childhood with Pradipta who made a smile on my face expand. But the beautiful shadow was followed by the shadow of the treatment of my family-in-law after the marriage with Pradipta, in the residence of Hermawan. The shadow that made me frown without me noticing. I realized how stupid I used to be, ignoring Sandra's words about their attitude, about fighting them and showing that I was the one in charge of the house. After filming Makeover, and watching episode after episode, I began to see everything more clearly. Maybe because while watching the show, I positioned myself as an audience, an outsider, not a Tone.
Then came the memories with Pradipta. On a sad first night. As I waited for her to give up such a precious chastity with the beautiful shadow she always read about in novels. When in the end it all ended in pain to face Pradipta who took my education in a drunken state.
In my mind, I imagined how Pradipta behaved to me during a long marriage. I have never earned the proper inner birth from my husband. Even I almost never touched her, when as Nada. If you look at what Pradipta has now, he has never given me a living born either. All I have and eat is Papa's money. So, does he deserve to be a husband? Is he worth taking back? Then why did Juli come up with a strategy to keep men like Pradipta? Will Pradipta's attitude be any different to mine now? Then what if he finds out I'm Nada?
All those questions kept raging and spinning around in my head until it finally made me tired and fall asleep.