Tone of Nara

Tone of Nara
CHAPTER 45 . Grudge Mahardika Love Nara (part 4)


The author's acuity is healed and tries to start consistently to up every day. Thank you to those who are still loyal and patiently waiting for the story of Nada and Nara. May you all be healthy and happy always


Much love for you



“So, why can July be with my husband if he always comes back to you?” asked Nara with glaring eyes. Ah, funny face. I felt a little short-sighted because I realized how much I admired my own creation. Remember, admire and not love. Since my love is only for my girl, I'm sure of it.


“Hehehe, you're funny if you're angry. That was when he was in High School and I was in college. Until finally I became very busy and could not visit him who studied in America,” I said sigh. I remember, in July of college, I was preoccupied with the change of organizational leadership from Papa Shasa to me. Then shortly Papa died, following his lover. At that time I concentrated fully on the organization and the company in order to be controlled from afar without me having to show myself. It took me a few years to build the system the way I wanted it to. Agusta and Juli only knew I was pursuing a career and money to be able to send them abroad, as they wanted. They thought that the money they earned each month was my sweat, working nonstop to the point of not being able to go home or visit them. My two sisters are so grateful to me that they think they've banged their bones.


“So you guys split up without breaking up?” ask Nara.


“For me we never broke up. For July, we never dated,” I said with sadness.


“Means?” ask Nara.


“Augusta once asked about his lover's lover. And of all the names, I didn't say my name. I asked July about my position in his heart. He said I was the best brother to him,” I said with a sigh.


“Then? “ asked Nara again while fixing her seat facing me more seriously.


“When I asked her about her statement confirming my proposal to be a lover, Juli just laughed and said that I was outrageous and that kind of business was why I had to be made a joke. My sister is my sister, right? That's what Juli said. But at that time July was close to a very popular movie star and was shining. Before I answered, Agusta and her lover came closer,


makes us unable to continue our conversation,” my frog. I remember that time I was preparing to go to Russia for at least 6 months.


“Why don't you talk to July about your feelings seriously?” ask Nara.


“At that time it was not possible to ask him to speak. I have to leave for a long time. The plan is to clarify when I return. Unfortunately before my return I got the news that Juli was in severe heartbreak and depressed. He hid in his friend's sister's apartment in Singapore, Pradipta's apartment. And that was the beginning of the land crocodile seducing my girl,” I said.


“Traveling crocodile? He's my husband. The adorable July seduced my Prefect. If july doesn't seduce him and thrust


her body, my love will not leave me,” Nara said with a frown. Hearing what Nara said, I was quite angry. But I'm not mad because he insulted Juli. I was angry that Nara was too stupid to know the depravity of her husband all this time. Pradipta had been a bastard who changed partners, played with women and practiced love for a long time, before July entered his life. I can prove it.


“Don't be naive Nara. As you know, July was taken by Pradipta and kept away from me,” I said. Nara


clenched his forehead like he did not understand.


“Nara, July there because invited by Prita and Pipit. He's there because of stress, heartbreak. Pradipta takes advantage of Juli's fragility and pretends to comfort her. Then she tricked Juli into dating and fucking her. Yes although Pradipta is not the first male for July,” I said I tried to influence him.


“That means, you are not in July either. Then if Juli is heartbroken and forced by my love, there's no way she is


that's as soon as she forgot her ex. Forgetting her heartbreak which she said was so severe and made her fragile. Only a few days did he end up in Singapore until he finally captured my husband?” nara said the logic. Yeah anyway. But still for me, Pradipta, that bastard crocodile was wrong, taking Juli from me. Still for me Pradipta is an evil man, greedy and ungrateful. Still I was angry for what he did to Nada and put Juli in the position of the actor.


“The name of a heartbroken person is indeed so insane and easily affected. Heartbroken people need attention. Pradipta used that to frame Juli, Nara,” I said not to accept. “Unfortunately I am too late to know the state of July because Agusta did not tell me before July to Singapore.


“Yes sometimes it is like that. But I'm sure that's not how it is. From what Juli told me back then, Pradipta wasn't a runaway. But July did go after Pradipta. M, you were too blinded by your love for July. Even I don't think Juli ever loved you. She was just using you to protect her from the guys who teased her,’ Nara said in a rising tone. I frowned when I heard anger


so big of Nara when remembering her meeting with Juli. Argh, maybe I never understood my lover that long ago. Could it be that Nara was right that I was blinded by my one-handed love? Then, all this time, what does this wholehearted relationship that I keep for Juli mean?  Argha! Why am I so scared like this.


The wrong pradipta. July is just a victim of that bastard. And Nara? Only weak women crave true love and believe in it. He was just one of the victims that the evil man fooled. My anger is back. My hatred for the man who was loved wholeheartedly by this beautiful woman in front of me grew even greater. I don't think I'd be willing if Juli or Nara were owned by that lecherous man.


“Whatever happened between me and July before that no longer matters. Because right now, Juli along with Pradipta will even marry your husband. So it doesn't matter anymore. Conscious Nara. Are you sure you'll go back to the depraved men who betrayed you with hundreds of women? Even the man wanted to


kill you! “ I said also a little scream. My emotions made me forget to control my tone.


“He's my husband M. She's my love. First love. Only he wants to love and


appreciate me when I am so big and even others are reluctant to see me,” Nara said


“Yes because he wants to seize your treasure. In front of you she's sweet, behind you she's humbling you. He even fucked a lot of women behind you. Why always defend him and want to come back to him. He wants to kill you Nara!” I said.


“Not Pradipta who wants to kill me M. But July!” said Nara.


“July good girl. He can't hurt you, Nara! She won't have the heart,” my prayers.


“Will not have heart? Good girls? Even when I spoke kindly to him to release my husband, he could pretend to be sick and set me up and threaten me to be reported to the police. That's not a good girl M!” said Nara.


Nara's face flushed. He stood up and walked towards the fridge to grab a glass of ice water. I then realized that we who were originally talking well were no longer okay. We started arguing non-usefully because my grudges clashed Akuu decided to temper the emotions. It seems Nara was trying to put a damper on her


his emotions. Because now we're on the same ship, Project Nara.