Tone of Nara
Chapter 53 Still Going Forward?

Hiya, hiya,

again I want to apologize because lately my health and my busyness make it impossible for me to do regular updates every day at the same time as before. However, reading your comments, always makes me excited and trying to write the story of Nada well. Yes, even though the results are not as good as I would like. Sorry if there are so many mistakes and typo.

Later towards the end of the cheerful I will review this story from part 1, and fix everything.

Much love for you

SK Sari's

POV Nara's

“That means, you are not in July either. Then if Juli is heartbroken and forced by my Love, it's impossible. Is it possible that he forgot his ex, forgot his heartbreak which he said was very severe and made him fragile in a matter of days. Not just a few days he was in Singapore, until finally they were dating and even fiancee,”.  I tried to open M's eyes about Juli's bad attitude. I was really anxious because M kept defending Juli by saying that Pradipta was just a runaway. For me, of all the stories M yesterday and this morning, July is not a good woman and deserves a man as good and as great as M. I know it was Julilah who chased Pradipta and teased him. And all of that was directly acknowledged by July during that shameful first meeting.

“M, you were too blinded by your love in July. Even I don't think Juli ever loved you. He was just using you to protect him from the guys who teased him,’ I said in a slightly high tone. M looked to be frowning his forehead. Maybe he heard my tone of voice that reflected my emotions. But I don't seem to care much now. I looked at M who was silent and thought. Maybe he was surprised.  Yes I know, he was shocked by my tone of voice. I hope he doesn't misunderstand it. I hope he doesn't think I'm jealous and like him. Women who have husbands should not expect other men, right? Especially to jealousy. I just want her to rethink her love for July. I want her to look back on her feelings and her relationship with Juli, through all the stories. I who was not there and only heard the story of M immediately knew something was wrong with the relationship between the two of them.  I don't like to hear the fact she was being played by Juli. Moreover, he always blamed Pradipta in the relationship

this infidelity. Pradipta was wrong for cheating on me? Yes, he was wrong But in relation to Juli, I still believe that my husband was seduced by Juli.

“Whatever happened between me and July before that no longer matters. Because right now, Juli along with Pradipta will even marry your husband. So it doesn't matter anymore. Conscious Nara. Are you sure you'll go back to the depraved men who betrayed you with hundreds of women? Even that man wants to kill you! “ M words spoken in a high tone surprised me. He looks very emotional. Apparently he didn't accept my words to Juli. That's how much he loves the woman who destroyed the house

my ladder?

“He's my husband M. She's my love. First love. After all, only he would love and appreciate me when I was so big and even others refused to see me,” I said defending Pradipta.

“Yes because he wants to seize your treasure. In front of you she's sweet, behind you she's humbling you. He even fucked a lot of women behind you. Why always defend him and want to come back to him. He wants to kill you Nara!” he said with emotion. I still can't accept him accusing Pradipta. I think Julilah is the mastermind of all these disasters.

“Not Pradipta who wants to kill me M. But July!” I said.

“July good girl. He can't hurt you, Nara! He will not have the heart,” M still continues to defend the cunning actor woman. Couldn't he see how cunning the big lady was with him?

“Will not have heart? Good girls? Even when I spoke kindly to him to release my husband, he could pretend to be sick and set me up and threaten me to be reported to the police. That's not a good girl!" I said try to open M's mind to facts. Argha! My emotions were running high, making my chest tight and my face hot. Looks like I need a cold drink to ease all these burning emotions. I decided to leave M and take a glass of ice water in the refrigerator and drink it. I took a deep breath and tried to ease my emotions. Slowly but surely, I began to calm down. It looks like Pradipta and Juli are just as wrong and equally a scoundrel. So why would I defend one of them. Now the important thing is; it's getting my husband back, through the Nada’s Project. After I calmed down I went back to the table where M was still sitting looking

the coffee.

“Nara, we should not debate what has happened. But we need to focus on the future. Let's focus on the Nada’s project. Do you still want to continue?” ask M after I sit back in his face. I caught the worried tone of his voice. Maybe he's worried I'm gonna pull out of this half-way project, because of the fight. Retreating? Of course not. There's been too much we've bet so far. In terms of the material released by M as well as the physical and emotional that I sacrificed. The pain and suffering I experienced was not an easy thing to let go of.

“Sure M, I won't want to stop after everything I've been through all this time. Let's finish,” I replied steady. Our conversation stalled because the M smartphone went off.

“OK, keep alert Lex, follow him. It seems that now more dancing,” said M while changing the smartphone mode to bluetooth. After that he tapped his smarthphone while still listening to the person who spoke on the phone.

“OK, so he is already the right-hand man of the CEO of Lion Communications. And the goal is to move the headquarters to Jakarta to control Dirgantara Corporation? Okay, we'll talk later. Although actually I am not interested in DC but Papa's will must still be implemented,” said M while glancing at me. I

thinking hard at M's talk. Lion Communications is the company my husband works for. Right now I know he has an important position in that company. Is M talking about my husband? A DC? Aerospace Corporation? I seem to have heard. When I was working on one of Pradipta's last projects, there was some data that had something to do with DC. Is it the same company? What does this have to do with M? Argha! Never mind, I don't want to bother with M's business. I better concentrate on my mission to get Pradipta.

“Nara, sorry to be cut off. Where were we?” m said after he sat back in front of me.

“There is a problem with your company? “ just stale base.

“No! no trouble. Only reports about clients and targets. Forgetit. We better talk about our project Nara,” said M firmly. I know, M always dodges my questions about the company and its business. At first I still often asked about his business and company. But M only wants to share

for other PH issues, he was reluctant to talk about. After almost a year of living with him, I decided to stop going out of business. When he asks for my advice, I'll talk. As of now, I choose not to discuss his business calls. But we have not had time to talk about our plans, M smartphone again reads. M by hand code, asked permission to pick up the phone first, and I went over

“Halo Andri,” M answer the phone with Bloetooth mode. “Yes I'm with Nara, why?” When my name was called I immediately raised my face. M raised his hand to give the code for me to wait.

“Oke, means that the event of one year of Nada's death is not commemorated on the orders of Pradipta? “ ask M.  Okay means Mama and Sandra will warn him? Just send the funds to Mama Nada on behalf of Friend Nada and Makeover,” said M. The mama? Sandra's? I miss them. I haven't been able to see them. Can I meet them now?

“You want to see your Mama? “kata M who turned out to have finished receiving the call. I humped while asking “What can?”

“Bby but that means all our efforts are in vain. With you come to your Mama, then the one-year anniversary of the death of Nada will be canceled and the media will know about you. That means you can no longer approach Pradipta as Nara and can no longer take revenge,” M said while looking at me sharply. Wow, what is this

a threat? Why do I feel like that?

“This is not Nara's threat. I only give you the reality you will face if you decide to meet your mama and open your identity,” said M. As usual, he read my mind.

“Why?  We can ask mama to keep it a secret, right?” I said I was still trying to break M's ban, see my own mama.

“Nada is already quite popular. The one-year anniversary of her death has become part of the popularity of Makeover shows. So there will be media around your mama.And if you show up, there is no way Mama and Sandra commemorate your death. You are still alive,” said M trying to explain why. Makes sense anyway. I knew that if I came up with my true self as Nada, Mama would instantly be hysterical. The year anniversary of my death must have been canceled. That must have made people wonder. I haven't been able to show up with my allotment at the moment. In my heart I want to shout and apologize to Mama who must be very

sad to hear the news of my death.

“Already Nara. Focus. There will come a time when we will visit my mother and explain everything. For now, don't show up first,” said M while holding my hand gently.

“So how's Nara? Still want to keep moving forward?” m asked while looking at me gently. His hand still holds mine. I don't know why I'm being fed by something warm out of his hand, which makes me feel comfortable. I again made up my mind and focused on M.

“I'm ready M, let's start!” I said steadily. “Good Girl's. Let's talk about our strategy to thwart Pradipta's marriage and miles