Tone of Nara
Chapter 40. Starting a J Project

Dear beloved,

Once again I apologize if in two weeks the story of Nada Nara is not smooth. That's because I'm no longer on the road to get a signal, then continued right. Pain can not think let alone tick.

Although now I am not really healthy, try to keep updating yes. Don't forget to love my spirit with traces of you, whether voting, smiling, giving gifts, comments or even criticism. All of these are signs of love.

No bullies, no judgment spread love then hate.

Much Love to you

CKS

I'm currently reading an email from Jerry, with Shasa. Quite long like an outonote short story from a man.An email, which is more like a personal note of a Jerry.  I did not expect this email. Besides Jerry can really express his feelings in an interesting form of writing, this note makes me feel a little guilty for not listening to him. I refused to listen to the man when I wanted to give an explanation in person.

In the email, Jerry recounts that from the beginning, he did love Maria. This was told to Gerald. Unfortunately the man who he considered a friend since childhood even complained to his mother. Jerry himself had known for a long time that Gerald was one of his mother's brondong. Even Jerry says that Papa Gerald is his papa lover. A reality that made Jerry's soul depressed for a long time. This unhealthy family condition made Jerry very frustrated.  Many things that Jerry thought were not true, but he did not want to say anything. Moreover, his best friend since childhood, Gerald, since Junior High became very close to his mother. Several times Jerry Junior saw his friend come out of his room in the morning, before Jerry woke up.  Seeing Gerald enter the room, Jerry who pretended to be asleep initially wanted to ask/However he canceled when he heard Gerald monologue about his mother who was disgusting to him, he said, about the money and the pleasure his mother gave Gerald.

From then on, Jerry felt his mother pampered Gerald greatly. While Papa Gerald more often sleep in the pavilion of their house. That said, these two humans began to move into Jerry's house since he was Junior High and captured the attention of both parents. But Jerry can what? He was just a spoiled child who could only spend the money of both his parents. As she alludes about Gerald to her Mama, only the snaps and slaps and threats to cut the pocket money she gets. Even then Gerald became Jerry's supervisor of his mother's submissions. Whatever Jerry does must be with his mother's consent through Gerald. Including her relationship. The paper is actually pretty good. Too busy with his business or Papa Gerald. If Jerry wanted to bode with the papa in the pavilion, Papa Gerald would throw him out on the grounds that Jerry would disturb the concentration of the Papa. The man sometimes threatened her by kissing, squeezing certain parts of her body and even biting her lips until they bled. Once he complained to the Papa but only greeted with laughter and a swipe in Jerry's head. After that Papa told him to go home to the main house said it would be enough Papa Gerald. As Jerry peeked at what punishment his papa gave him, Jerry immediately ran to the bathroom and spewed out his entire lunch.  Papa Gerald did what Gerald did to his mother. Exactly like the disgusting scenes in the BF films shown by Gerald.

Since Junior High, Gerald is no stranger to *** and medicine. He introduced it to Jerry. But Jerry could not do it if it was done by people he loved. But the influence of the person he considered his only friend was enormous. After nearing the end of High School he also began to do so at Gerald's insistence.  The women he slept with were actually provided by Gerald

at the behest of his mother. If Jerry does not want to, then Jerry will lose all the material support given by his parents. If the threat doesn't work, then they'll get Jerry drunk and give him a stimulant. After doing so, this handsome man will lock himself in the room for regretting his actions. Several times Jerry wanted to be responsible for the women he had slept with Gerald. But Mama and Gerald threaten to destroy the woman and her family if Jerry acts. Including Maria who has made Jerry fall in love.

In his notes, Jerry says that smashing his own head is not enough as a punishment for what he did to Maria and her two children. He will neither hesitate nor regret doing so. Jerry feels himself too despicable and unworthy to be a companion of Mary let alone the father of his extraordinary children. He considers Janu more worthy to be the father of his two children, although Jerry also knows Janu's relationship with Shasa. “Being the son of a gay man like Janu, is much better than being part of my family.” Write Jerry.  He even asked me not to be offended when he called me gay. Lah, why should it be offended when he says a reality, I replied. Argh, why am I even talking to a laptop anyway?

Feeling that Juli and Agusta would grow up better with me, than with his family, Jerry decided to tell me all of his mother's evil plans. According to her, with me knowing her Mama's plan, I can immediately go and save the children. That's why he planned to frame Mama and her henchmen, Jerry said, and wanted me to record it as evidence to the police. Yeah Jerry wanted me to report him and his family, even though he's dead. According to Jerry, he doesn't care about his good name. After all the end result will be the same, not a tone who visits his tomb later. Well, of course there won't be, Jerry's body was cremated and dumped by his family.  Shasa who from earlier heard me comment read e-mail Jerry kissed me anxious smile.

“Baby, you are so funny. If Jerry answers how ?” goda.

“Oh no!” I said to roll my eyeballs to Shasa's laugh.

“OK let’s be serious. This is Jerry's family company. Very good because Papa Jerry is a smart businessman. It's a report on Mama Jerry's business and restaurant. This is Papa Gerald's law firm report. This was the financial condition of Jade and her family, quite formidable in the business world but easily dispelled by reputation. And this is a report of Gerald's efforts held by his friend. I think I can work with his friend who is also our new member. He's also already sultry working alone developing his own business, while Gerald is just messing around,” Shasa said. Wono this data is very valid and legcap. I immediately surfed based on the data in the information given by Shasa. All look tough but only on the outside. Once the first layer is broken through it will all be easy to enter and destroy. I immediately grinned wide. Shasa rubbed my hair in a daze.

“So, what's your plan?” said Shasa.

“You think we should involve the police?” ask me without answering the question. Shasa was silent for a moment.

“Depends on you hon. If you really want them to go to jail, you don't want to have to involve the police. Although I was honestly uncomfortable dealing with the police,” replied Shasa gently. “But if your goal is to punish them, we can do better on our own without the help of the police, hon.” Shasa said with a sly grin. I thought carefully. There will be a lot of blood and pain. There will be many names at stake. Moreover, this concerns a family as big as a family of popular businessmen such as Jery's father. Inevitably, if this matter reaches the police and is tried, it will definitely go viral. Many names will be called, including me, Juli and Agusta, maybe even the name Shasa that should not be known people will appear This will definitely endanger Shasa, Juli and Agusta.

“No, don't forget. Whatever happens, you won't be at peace as long as July and Agusta are alive. The crazy family will not let you and the children live a quiet life and then threaten them,” Shasa said. Ah, this handsome man is indeed my canay. He always knew what I was thinking without saying it.

“Then, how should I? Reporting them to the police with all this evidence, it would be easy to drag them to jail. But it will also have a bad effect on you hon. I don't want that,” I said worriedly. Shasa smiled. There was a happy lightning in his eyes that stunned me.

“Aih, happy to be worried about you,” he said while hugging me.

“Tsk, what the hell? Not connecting to me!” I said pissed.  Shasa laughed widely.

“OK, how about we execute your plan?” said Shasa. My plan? Which plan?

“Argh, you forgot to

your own bliyan plan. Though you are very sexy when you turn into Devil Angel, hon,” Shasa said laughing. Devil Angel's? Oh yes, that time crossed my mind and I set out to save Gerald and the two bad guys from Shasa's rampage. OK! Like her fun. I grinned widely, understanding what this man meant. After blinking one eye, I immediately returned to twitching with my laptop.

The data from Shasa and Jerry included some videos from Jeri and videos from the informants I collected, I put them in a special folder and I gave them the title J Project.  I then create a timeline project calendar and type a revenge chart including the timeline, the intended person and what was done in as much detail as possible.  This is what I always do until I die. Even the car aini that I taught Agusta and Mahardika later.  Shasa looked at me with a look of love and pride. I gave her a sweet smile which from earlier was just sitting sipping her drink while looking at me working. Occasionally his men came to give a report that made him struggle with the I Pad in his hands, handling the work. The rest? Sitting sweetly with me, or rather looking at me.

The night changed by morning. Without feeling like I have been struggling for hours with diagrams, programs and J project data. Finally it is all done and ready to run. I breathe a sigh of relief. I straightened my body for a moment. I closed my eyes while leaning on the sofa. A firm hand massaged my shoulder and a lip

I know very well to kiss me.

“Done?” asked Shasa who I answered with a nod. I gave him my laptop. He quickly read my work last night and nodded. Thumbs up to me and disappears into the kitchen, letting me close my eyes for a moment. Before long Shasa appears with a breakfast tray containing Syrniki, Shasa's favorite. Syrniki is a cheese pancake that is often enjoyed at breakfast. Syir is a Russian word, which means cheese. This food is very good for breakfast because it contains high calcium. Shasa also prepared my favorite Kasha. This food was introduced to Shasa since we were close. It is a typical Russian dish containing various types of grains that serve as a symbol of the wealth and well-being of the Russian state. Don't forget a glass of milk for me and bitter coffee for him. We then had breakfast quietly. After that Shasa asked me to sleep and rest. Before I protested, Shasa had already pulled me into the room and told me that the J Project would be implemented after I got enough sleep.

I slept well all day. I woke up when the sun began to slip towards the quarrel. I immediately took a shower and changed clothes, then headed for the nursery that I missed. I always miss them. During his stay in the villa, the children are cared for by trained babysitters who also have undoubted martial skills. But if I'm at home, I don't want to use a baby sitter anyway. I want to care for and raise the twins with my own hands. Although initially objected,

eventually Shasa relented and let me do what I wanted.

After being satisfied playing with the adorable baby baby, I walked towards Shasa's study. But as I passed the television room, I saw Shasa talking seriously with his men. His face looks red. I immediately approached him and stroked his hand slowly. Shasa immediately looked over and smiled. Meanwhile, Shasa's men who spoke seriously greeted me with a smile.

“Janu, are there any of your valuables in Maria's house?” ask Shasa.

“Valuable stuff? I guess not. Only a few of my clothes are still there. The rest is in the shop. At least Mother and Mary's valuables that I haven't had time to sort out, that's not much. You know, Mom and Maria don't like to use jewelry,” I said in surprise. “What's wrong? Home entry thief or robber?” I asked in surprise, telling my guess. But if only robbed people, I don't think this man in front of me will be that angry. Especially as far as I know, Maria's house is guarded by at least two tough guards. Whatever the robbers took from the house, it could be ascertained to be worthless in the eyes of Shasa, able to buy ten times as much.

“More bad hell hon,” Shasa said.

“Means?” manyworry.

“Mary's house burned down without waste. We lost our men guarding there, four men.  All are burning. But my guess is, they were killed before they were burned. I don't know for sure if they've given us any information about our current location before we die, but I don't want to take any chances. Right now you and the kids have to take care of the location. Here and BIG house is not safe for you,” said Shasa calmly. I know that behind this man's calmness there is great anger.