Tone of Nara
Chapter 5 I want to change (part 1)
This morning, I said, Mom has to go to Singapore because there is business. Actually, I also heard this unintentionally. I just got back from the market. I heard Mom asking for their passport validity. I also heard they have bought tickets for Singapore destination, tomorrow. Ah pleased. I'll meet you
with my beloved, my mind is happy. Impatiently, I immediately entered the house to approach them, forgetting to say hello.
“Tone? Have you been coming?” mom shouted like a shock. I was a little surprised by mother's screams, s ampai dropped my groceries. Pipit and Prita seemed to shut their mouths in shock. Hey why are they looking
a ghost? Is my appearance that horrible? I feel good today. But never mind, it's not important.
“New to bu. We're going to Singapore tomorrow, ma'am? Why didn't mom say? The tone is not ready yet,” I said happily.
“A..a... nu, the..” says mom stutters while holding her mouth. I was so confused. What's up with them? “Prita .. Pipit... ouhh... how is this?” mom's shout resuscitated Prita and Pipit who were silent earlier.
“ehemmm... Tone...mm who said we want to go?” said Prita with a tone of dislike.
“Ehm, I heard you guys bought tickets to Singapore for tomorrow,” I said confused. I saw mom pounding her forehead. While Pipit da Prita seemed to push.
“Ish what the hell Pit... oh a.. that is... yes, we want to take Pipit to see universities in Singapore. But you don't have to go with Nada. We only bought 3 tickets because,” said Prita. It doesn't matter if I buy an extra ticket. I miss my husband very much.
“Oh so yes, no papa deh, later Nada bought itself. What time is Prita flight?” my many.
“Tone! If you say no need to come, no need! If you leave, who will take care of the house? Who wants to cook for dad. You don't have to follow. And again Pradipta this week is very busy, if you were me, you wouldn't be able to meet him either. No need to argue,” Mother said as she left me followed by Pipit and Prita. I took a deep breath, disappointed. In my heart was a suspicion of their strange behavior. But it is not impossible to be prejudiced. Especially to your own brother. But, I can't eliminate this discomfort either.
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My disappointment from this morning left its mark until nightfall, so much so. So also with my miss on Pradipta mas. I saw Mom, Prita and Pipit busy packing their suitcases. Mother, Prita and Pipit were busy going back and forth preparing clothes and equipment to be put into a suitcase that had been lined in the room
this middle. On their faces looks a sense of happiness that makes me a little envious.
I could only look from afar, pretending to watch television that I didn't know what was showing. I sat down sweetly on a big couch chewing on the potato chips I made last afternoon. Well, eating always calms me down when disappointed like this. Pipit took my chips a few times. But if you see it, it must be immediately seized and thrown into the trash.
“Bu, don't compare me to an elephant why the hell? I am so slim and beautiful like this. Lingeri from July is for me? At least my future husband will definitely drool look at this body of ouhai, “ he said while glancing at me.
“That's you if you know ngeyel!” said mom while pinching Pipit. Then they put the clothes in the suitcase.
“Well, I am really beautiful and sexy. Time just because eating one chip so likened to the same swollen elephant. That's why I feel sorry for Pradipta. It's good that he didn't faint and vomit the first night. Good thing Prita had an idea for the tokcer that night, for Mas. If Pradipta mas must do consciously, can his juniors can not stand. The entrance is covered with fat, not standing. Wua can be difficult to enter,” whispered Pipit to Mother slowly but I can hear clearly.
“hus. Udah.. after all bentar again also end,” said Prita while glancing at me. I pretended to be shik with chips and television shows, as if not hearing their talk.
After waiting for a while, I got up and went into the room. Is Mas Pradipta really disgusted with me? Is Pradipta really forced? Ah no way. He was always so friendly and kind to me. Never mind, you can't be prejudiced by your husband. I better make my video today for my husband.
I remember the Lingerie Pipit earlier and my own ring. After I stirred up the closet, I found a soft and thin sexy shirt that I had just used when at the hotel first. I'm wearing that shirt again for Mas Pradipta. Yes, I also want to make my husband happy by looking beautiful in front of him. Favourite flower bando with matching colors
with lingeri.Prepare my salary in video mode, recording the movement and action of my tick tok that I had seen a lot done mother mother in the market. It's exciting that they do it the same. I, because I am aware of my size, can only see from afar. Now it's time to practice in front of my husband. Who knows by looking at this, I can comfort a husband who is tired all day working.
In the middle of recording, I heard a giggling sound on the door of my room. I immediately stopped and turned to look at the door in annoyance. I saw Prita and Pipit clenching his mouth tightly withholding a laugh, while raising both hands. They immediately walked away from my door. Before long I heard a burst of laughter both blaring to make my chest sore. Especially after hearing the words of those who weren't even held back so that I wouldn't hear.
“I think there was an earthquake apparently he was jogging. Poor eyes mas Pradit must be polluted every day, hahaha”
“iya. But that's the elephant again making a show, huh? Didn't elephants put on a show at the Safari Park? Why move to our house? Where the handlebar is far away again,”
“Partially yes, do not know yourself very much that person. Her husband is cool handsome, cake efforts make skinny. Let her husband be cool. This is not, every day eating like a pig working, upssss” and then heard laughter blaring.
My chest. My tears melted without me holding back. It hurts their words. But they're right. I must be skinny and not shame Mas Pradipta. I have to be skinny. I spread my feet and I threw away all the snacks that were there and determined to be skinny.
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