Tone of Nara
Chapter 5 I Want to Change (Part 2)

Today is the second day I am alone at home.Dad was also not at home because I had to take care of the business in Bandung. It was Sandralah who went to Jakarta. Said Sandra aka tone get-together with our lecture temen first. I didn't know?  Don't be surprised. I was never considered by them, other than when doing chores. Only when there is a task do they look for me and ask for my help to do the task. This often makes Sandra berserk at me and my friends.

Unlike Sandra who although simple, but very beautiful. How much Sandra eats, however

his body is thin and nice. Very different from me. If my friends say, if playing hide and seek, Sandra hiding in my arms will never be seen. Unlike Sandra who immediately furiously defended me, I just smiled without saying. Wh-wh-what for? Is there no point in getting angry? They were just kidding. And me? I am big, right? They didn't mean to hurt me, did they? I never hurt anyone either.

We met at a pretty nice cafe. Not much has come today. They are people who are quite close to Sandra, who automatically also know me because wherever Sandra goes, I must be pulled along. As we shook hands, they looked at me and commented on my big body.

Huft, maybe Pipit and Prita are right, I have to change. I have to be skinny. I cannot humiliate Mas Pradipta, I said in my heart.

“What Tone? Who says you have to be skinny? Who said you humiliated Pradipta for being fat?” sandra said as she nudged my hand. How does Sandra know? I looked at Sandra in astonishment.

“Ran? Yes, although slowly, you speak in my ears neng,” said Sandra as if understanding my astonishment. I breathe heavily. My mind drifted back to the previous incident that made me determined to be skinny.  I don't feel my tears starting to follow the reunion. This made Sandra focus her attention on me, as well as some other friends. Sandra pulls me to move to the next sofa while giving the code to the other friends.  They understood and continued the conversation without us.

“Now, tell me. What was? I'm not a mama, so don't tell me there's nothing and you're fine,” Sandra said holding my hand. I looked at Sandra while sighing a few times. My chest feels sore and tight. Maybe it's time I told you. I need people to share. I remember mama. But my mother is too old and I don't want to burden her. Possibly

Sandra is the right person.  So I told you all about Mas Pradipta, his school, his job, his family, the insults and words that always hurt me even though I tried to hold back and positive thinking.

“Tone, crazy for her husband and family. How do you want anyway? Don't just shut up and keep on dong. Crazy lu. Do not mentang mentang lu ngrasa ugly and your body like an elephant gini trus lu diem aja carried, you know,” said Anto who somehow since when has been stuck at our table.Those who sit at our table look furious. I tried to smile. Yes I was wrong. I shouldn't have told anyone this. Mass Pradipta said, whatever happens to us, I have to keep it to myself. Ah, I was wrong. I said while hitting my own head. Sandra held my hand in anger.

“You are not wrong if the story to me Nada. What they do is evil. Don't punish yourself this crazy,” said Sandra. Ah, why did I say what I was thinking.

“Nggak San, Mas Pradipta it's good. He loves me the same. His family did it because of my affection,” I said, which immediately greeted their gusts.

“Honey said you? If dear wife, will not his wife left far away until 8 years Nada,” said Anto again.

“Already ah, don't talk about my household. Later I sin,” I said a little annoyed.

“Trus, now what do you want?” tanya Desti looked at me mom. This view I never liked. For me, it's better they laugh at me than pity me.

“I was determined to change so as not to be ashamed when I was with my husband. I also want to check with the obstetrician for the pregnancy program,” I said mantab.

“No need also time skinny effort, you are beautiful kayak gini. You are the inner beaty is very strong Nada. People will fall in love when they know you, Sandra disagrees.

“I don't need anyone else to fall in love San. I just want my husband's love. That's why I have to try to be worthy to stand beside him,” I said.

“Good, I support!” the words Anto and Desti together. “But how to. He ate a bulldozer like that. If you stop eating instead of you stress yes Nada?” I also thought hard. Yes also. The only thing that calms me down is eating. If I'm skinny, shouldn't I stop eating? Can I.

“Or, what if you join the reality show Make Over next season. Said my friend who works at their PH, they still need one more participant. If you want, I can recommend you to them. Who makes at once who has a PH is our senior too, you guys want Mahardika right? “ says Desty.

“Mahardika the cold genius with that jerky title? “thanya Sandra. Yes I remember, there used to be seniors who graduated cumloude and became idols. According to the news, despite his age is not far from us, but he has managed to achieve master and PHD in the field of Image Communication, Psychology, and more. He is also known as one of the most qualified facial and body engineering experts in Korea and Thailan.

“Iya, It just so happens that she lives near the house of lu Nada. I had been to his house when delivering blueprint communication during cooperation with my agency,” Said Desti

“Oh yes, know it like you. Your man?” tanya Anto was suspicious.

“Ish, no. Where does he want me. He's a dead love with his foster sister. He's the same best friend I know. I just opened the web about Make over,” said Desti.

“_ Make Over Total

In a reality show involving many plastic surgeons, liposuction experts, gisi experts and beauticians this will be divided into two periods. The period before and after. Of the participants who register, the PH will assess based on their problems and how appropriate they are helped. After being selected 2 people

contestants, we will be invited to see difficult daily life due to "physical deficiencies". Respectively

participants will be given sadistic nicknames such as the princess of the land of garbage, rotten teeth, ugly duckling etc. Whether dramatized or reality but the story highlighted is indeed terrible. Like the Let Me In show, it will

held auditions looking for prospective participants. There the prospective participant will be seen his physical condition and tell of the suffering he experienced in front of the jury

This show is no joke. As we know, for a makeover like this requires strong determination, will and can withstand pain. Of course at a high cost. PH certainly has to spend a lot of funds for operations and all the needs towards this change. However, for the participants of Let Me In, which will be experienced by the participants Make over also - all this paid off.

 One of the participants who managed to get plastic surgery on Let Me In Korea was named Heo Ye Eun. She appeared in Let Me In 2 in 2012. Ye Eun's problem at that time was the shape of her jaw that was quite oval and some other parts that needed to be repaired such as nose and teeth. –

Tone breathed reading the news and was intrigued. Sandra just looked at Nada coldly

understand. Desti immediately played a video containing Heo Ye-Eun's interview .  In the video, the girl breaks up

tears, telling her life story on Let Me In. This girl was born with a very long chin and an asymmetrical face. The shape of his teeth was also messy since childhood. With this kind of appearance, Heo Ye-Eun had been humiliated many times since school. His friends called him a long chin girl, cucumber chin and other bad nicknames. The humiliation Heo Ye-Eun received almost every day of her life. Automatic, Heo Ye-Eun feels insecure, embarrassed and sees no future in her life. Even so, Heo Ye-Eun is noble-hearted. She has a special needs sister, all this time, Heo Ye-Eun is the one who takes care of her brother. From her sister, Heo Ye-Eun felt that it was all because of that that she had grown into a girl

the stronger one.

Ye Eun also get various procedures from jaw cutting, nose cutting and so on. Ye Eun manages to make a remarkable change, the woman changes drastically and has a face like a model. Ye Eun also recounted her life after 8 years of surgery. When answering the show readers questions about the side effects it gets? Ye Eun admits that plastic surgery completely changed her life. He now works as a marketing team for one of the plastic surgery provider clinics. Previously, he had worked as an online shop seller, working in a tax-free store

he appeared in a film in 2015. In addition, Ye Eun also admitted that she did not feel any adverse side effects related to her plastic surgery 8 years ago.

"It doesn't seem like I'm getting a nose fix, does it? it's been 8 years and I don't have any side effects" Heo Ye Eun said. The acarapun smiling “Hal is not surprising, considering the doctors who appear on the show are indeed plastic surgeons. Until they certainly

very professional about their work and minimizing side effects as little as possible, said the show's reader.  Although happy with the results, Ye Eun said she had struggled with social fear (Social phobia). He felt uncomfortable when many people read about him online. But, now Ye Eun seems to have been able to get through it. He even stated that he was now aware of how people treated him differently after his plastic surgery

"After I had plastic surgery, I noticed how Koreans judge a display. People's attitudes towards me completely changed afterwards" Ye Eun said. Ye Eun confesses that many men ask for her number after she turns into a beauty. When dating, Ye Eun will say that she is the woman who was on the plastic surgery show because she did not want to cheat on the men. Luckily, there is a man who still accepts Ye Eun's condition. He claimed to have been dating for 4 years with someone who was previously his friend.

 I will grately live my life each day, with a beautiful heart and mind. - Heo Ye-Eun.

The video stopped. Nada smiled and was sure that she would be like Ye Eun. He was confident that the total change would make Pradipta proud. And love him more. For the pain and expense, it was a sacrifice he had to make in order to be worthy beside Pradipta.

“Where? Ask Anto.

“Iya, help me Desti I want to come. But don't let your mom know Sandra. Don't let my mother know about my problems with Pradipta. Don't let mama know about this Make over,” I said while smiling sweetly at Sandra. Sandra just scolded and nodded.

“OK, but you have to be careful and it should be fine. What about the Pradipta family.

“Yes don't let them know either. I want this to be a surprise for Mas Pradipta right,” I said smiling happily. I finally found a great solution.

“Tone, I've entered your name in PH yes. There's a form you fill out soon. Coincidentally they are chasing airplay, so if possible this week has started filming for auditions, followed by filming 2 days at your home. Can?” ask Desti.

“Ah, can. It just so happens that my in-laws and sisters are away this month. It just so happens,” I said. And finally a month after that I was right with the filming of the show Make Over. Filming that only takes 2 weeks is only at the beginning of the makeover. After the audition, we filmed at my house. It is not difficult because it is the daily routine they want. Sometimes there are three artists who dress up like Mom, Prita and Pipit. They were the ones who played mother, Pipit and Prita in the Makeover event. At the end, there will be a narrative as the viewer's introduction to choosing one of the two of us that will actually be in the Makeover. After that the shoot will break to prepare the winner and makeover process.