
POV Mahardika
I barely slept last night. Aside from having to finish my work at the company and restaurant, my concentration was split thinking about Nara, Juli and my feelings for both of them. I don't know, what I thought was a beautiful feeling and only I felt in July, it wasn't the same as the feeling I felt for Nara. Is Papa right about my race in July? Am I really not in love with Juli? Is July really not my true love? Is it really just my assumption as Papa said? I became doubtful despite trying to erase my strange feelings and thoughts to Nara. But is this in love? What is this rebar ?
Ah, this is not love. I may be in love with Nara. I'm still expecting Juli back in my arms. I still hope Juli will see me and the love I gave her a long time ago. I'm not in love with Nara. It's just a comfort because we've been living at home for the past year.
This morning I heard Nara's voice coming out of the room. He's also bad luck like me. This morning we are the same as skipping a gym session in the morning. I heard the voice of Nara who was busy and prepared breakfast in the kitchen, from under the covers, lazily. But there was an immediate desire to see the beautiful woman's smile, which made me throw a blanket and move to the bathroom to just brush my teeth. After that I immediately went out to meet Nara in the kitchen, which also became our dining room.
“Good morning Nara,” my bro with a voice that is still hoarse because I woke up forced. I smiled amusedly at the funny face of Nara who was surprised to hear my voice. I immediately placed myself on the dining table chair waiting for Nara to have breakfast, while looking at the woman who had been living with me for the past year.
“Morning, what breakfast would you like?” nara said while putting some food on the table for me to choose.
“What aja. This is all quite a lot for breakfast right,” reply me while looking at what's on the table. I was really serious when I said that the food in front of me was too much for both of us to have breakfast. But this is the custom of Nara. Always spoil me with his delicious food. Although I often protested, the food was too much, very rarely did I leave what the beautiful woman was serving for me. Especially if there is a male duo rioting the diner. I started to enjoy my breakfast quietly.
“How did you feel this morning? Still remembered by last night's date and past?” I asked Nara. Actually I wanted to joke, but somehow my tone was a little cynical. There was a sense of jealousy that burned my heart when I said it, and I couldn't cover that feeling. I pray that Nara doesn't notice.
“You said what the hell,” said Nara with flushed cheeks. “forget what happened last night,” said Nara. He was covering his shame. Looking at Nara's behavior and face, I feel nano nano. My heart was jealous as well as enjoying that blushing pretty face. I don't know how to express the feeling in my heart right now. I finally don't know why I laughed while chewing my breakfast bread. Although my heart was hot and a little angry at Pradipta, but I also enjoyed Nara's embarrassed reaction. But all of that stopped when Nara's smartphone rang.
I glanced at the smartphone lying on the table. It turned out to be a message from Pradipta. Huft that man again. She was already very fascinated with Nara. Even after meeting last night, this early in the morning she had already contacted Nara. I saw Nara frowning and showing me her phone. Looks like he needs me to respond to Pradipta's message. All right, I moved from across Nara to the side. I started to read the message Pradipta.who said good morning, asking whether Nara slept well or not and Nara's news. He brought out a fairly common style of dreadlocks.
P: I couldn't sleep well last night because I kept thinking about you
N; oh yeah?
P: you are truly an amazing woman. You're beautiful, smart, kind and not Matre,
N; you are too praising. You don't know who I am yet.
P: yes indeed, but your charm is amazing, making me always miss you.
That's one of the compliments that Nara gave. He even said that he wanted to get to know Nara more closely. This conversation was well received by Nara. I know, Nara responded to Pradipta according to Nada’s Project's plan. But there is still the pain of sneaking in this chest. I tried to concentrate again following the chat Pradipta and Nara.
N: Dating? Meanin?
P: yes dating. We had dinner last night after that it's up to you we want to do and where.
Nara seemed confused to answer Pradipta's invitation. He looked at me as if asking and asking for help on how to answer the chat.
“M, Pradipta asked me out. Hows it? “ asked Nara to make me smile. Honestly, if I follow my heart, I'll say no. But wouldn't it ruin this year's effort. It's all about Nada’s Project.
“We're talking Nada’s Project right? Yes already, thank him, snare him and cancel their marriage which is only a matter of this week,” I replied while reminding Nara about the strait time “But keep careful in the implementation yes, I'm happy,” Nara nods a sign of understanding. He thought for a moment and then returned to his smartphone. He began to answer Pradipta's message carefully. I could see there was a doubt Nara had accepted Pradipta's dating request.
N: um how is it? I'm still worried about Juli. She is, after all, your fiancee and future wife.
Q: Wife candidate? Oh July
Yes, very beautiful woman and together you have announced your marriage
P: hahaha, relax. It's not what you see. Just look at it later. Soon I will prove that I just want to enjoy aging with you Nara.
An incredible laughable shake. Pradipta is indeed a great crocodile who is very great at seducing women. Deserve thumbs up. A seduction that was able to tickle my stomach made me laugh without my help.
“It's great your husband Nara. He is very good at combating. It is fitting that you used to be crazy about him to want to be tortured by his husband and family. Incredibly,” I said what I was thinking unconsciously of Nara's feelings. I kept teasing her, but the woman in front of me was just pouting and looking dislikeful, but sometimes smiling as well. I just stopped when Nara tried to ignore me and went back to her smartphone.
N: really not a problem?
P is beautiful. Leave everything to me. You just have to dress up and have fun with me
N: Then all right. We meet on Saturday.
Nara put down her phone and continued her breakfast in silence. While me? I again felt a sense of unease in my heart, realizing that Nara was going on a date with Pradipta. I don't know, I don't feel like Nara's dating Pradipta. Want me to run Nara and Juli, away from that selfless crocodile man.