Tone of Nara
Chapter 52 What kind of dating is that?

“Then after you said your feelings, you were dating?” my many. I don't know why I'm so curious about their official status. But it really doesn't matter, does it? Moreover it seems whatever the answer I still do not like to hear M near July. What the fuck am I? What right do I have to dislike? Arghh, let me finish breakfast. Toh M did not respond again to my words and returned to the virtual journey in his brain, aka dumbass. I decided to make tea for me and coffee for M. After I spit my coffee and tea, I cleared my throat to make M come back to me.

“So soon you guys are dating? You announce to everyone that you love your own sister?” I said while sipping the. And you know what M did? he was back in the middle of nowhere, Mahardika's brows daydreaming again. His face looks strange. There's a little smile there. It seems like she was daydreaming about her past while together with Juli.

“Yes, since that incident we are indeed dating. But I can't announce our relationship to anyone. July doesn't want anyone to know about our relationship,” said M a little. He talks like between conscious and not. But I know he knows what he's talking about. I'm starting to understand Juli a little. But I can't say what I think. After all, M would definitely not like it if I were to judge the relationship. She'd be embarrassed if I told her she was being played by Juli.

“Why?” my question was trying to tell my astonishment and at the same time find out what he was thinking. M hearing my question instantly frowned. He seemed to be seriously thinking about something. Perhaps, she was a little aware of the direction my question was about Juli and the strange relationship between them.

“Entah I just followed her wish July without asking as usual,” she replied and started sipping coffee. I think he's starting to think about the past and his relationship with Juli. Again Mahardika daydreamed.

“You're weird. If you love each other, why not just announce it. You are the ideal couple. Not like me with Pradipta. She was too perfect to be my sidewalk like a swollen elephant,” I said trying to compare my circumstances. The edge is so true. Juli is very beautiful and Mahardika is very handsome. If they perform together, then everyone will say as a matching couple. It feels like both Mahardika and Juli can boast of each other. Sangan is different from me. Pradipta men are smart, handsome and graduates abroad. While I was at that time as they say, the elephant was swollen.

I can be proud to have a husband. But Pradipta would be very willing if

people know, his wife is very fat and ugly.

“Not you and Pradipta are the same?” tanyanya responded to my conversation. Okay, she seems to be starting to compare her situation to mine. Of course it won't be the same. I am a woman who has never been seen by anyone other than my parents and Sandra. This is where Pradipta is great. He was the only man who saw me, even married me. Mahardika and Juli are the center of attention. They have many options to be a companion. And when they chose to accompany each other, it was not surprising and could boast of each other.  And again, if Juli hides her relationship with Mahardika, I always say my status as Pradipta's wife.

“Ngak. I have never hidden my status as a wife. If anyone asks, yes I say if I am married to Pradipta. Unfortunately, no one has ever asked,” I said confidently. “Even July also know I'm Pradipta's wife.”

I remember my encounter with Juli which ended in a humiliating disaster that went viral. An incident that made me realize who Pradipta, my mother-in-law and brother-in-law really are. An incident that made me acknowledge Juli's skill in acting. It was the first time I met Juli after learning of her affair. What I regret sometimes, why I had to look for Juli back then, ignored my doubts.

The Flash Back On

I remember coming to her even though my gut feeling was saying no. My feeling is that this meeting will be bad for me. I asked if she was July and answered haughtily.

“Yes, right I'm July. What's up?” he said coldly without replying to my hand that wanted to regret it. I pulled my hand slowly and sat in front of him. Alright, it seems like I should get this over with immediately, as I saw that he was uncomfortable with my presence back then.

“I Nada. I think you know Pradipta. I am the wife of the Pradipta you know,” I said slowly with doubt.

“Ha.. ha.. ha.. pede also yes you. I used to feel sorry for you, but now, I feel sorry for my fiance who stuck with you eight years ago,” he said mocking me. From this I knew that he did know that Pradipta already had a wife.  He knew that Pradipta had been married 8 years to me.

“I know who you are.,” said July while observing the diamond ring in his hand.

 “Oh yes, you need to know, we are engaged. He gave me this diamond ring. While you? Oh yeah I forgot, you bought her wedding ring yeah, it's a pity. wife who never considered and

touched. Or maybe you are still a virgin and have never touched your husband?” taunt the woman. My face is of what color. I felt humiliated and devastated hearing everything he said. I was silent and unable to speak back.  No. I can't give up, my ass at the time.

“July, you are a great and beautiful woman. You can still get any man better than Pradipta. And I only have Pradipta. Please leave my husband,” I said pleading with tears on my cheeks. I'm sorry to remember I've been so demeaning to myself.

“I know that you are crazy about my fiance. But I suggest you, buy a big mirror, and then figure out who you are. So that you realize that you are not worthy to accompany a CEO like Pradipta. You're just a big fart bundle that humiliates Pradipta. Ah already. You better go home and never bother me or Pradipta. Be aware of yourself a little so that you are not humiliated. He will never acknowledge you as his wife,” he said again standing up, preparing to leave me.

“July, Pradipta is my husband, we have been married 8 years. Aren't you ashamed to be an actor,” my shout that attracts the attention of the visitors. Jul

looks panicked. He immediately looked around and seemed to be aware of all

eyes look at us. And that was the beginning of my plan.

Flash Back off

I came back to reality when M called me. He brought up Pradipta's confession that he was not married. That is why Pradipta was dubbed Most Wanted Single in various media, both domestic and foreign.

“Emang yes?” I try to deny. I've heard of it myself, but I don't care. I used to be too busy to read gossip magazines. I used to trust Pradipta. I know, M was surprised by my ignorance of gossip news in the media both print and online.

“Yes, I do use the internet just for learning and communication purposes. I don't have social media because my husband and mother-in-law forbid,” I said trying to answer the astonishment she expressed through her eyes.

“Trus medsosmu?” tannya

“That could be Sandra alone. But yes it is just that, I have never dealt with it since ancient times. I don't have time to play sosmed. The homework and chores of Pradipta keep me pretty busy every day. No time to play social media,” I said. Why talk about me anyway. We are currently

m and July.

“Then, how about Agusta?”  ask me again to shift the conversation back to the original topic. I admit I'm not comfortable talking about my past. But that's not the problem. I just intgin knows

about M more. As much as M knows about me

“Nobody knows, Agusta though. Only me and Juli know. Even Juli said, so that Agusta and her friends do not suspect, Juli asked me to find another boyfriend and she would date other men who could meet her needs for expensive items. We were together until college,” he said.

“Your guys are a weird couple. Where there are dating but each dating someone else,” I said in disbelief. Am I wrong to think that they and their thinking is strange? “And you want to? Are you dating another girl? You toying with them?”

“You're cool,” subconsciously I said what I thought. Fortunately I quickly regained consciousness and locked my own mouth, even though my condition was still the same as before. Look at him and smile. Especially when she saw him smiling at me.

“Male should be like that Nara. That's why I called Pradipta a bastard. You are too good for him,” he said, making me float. Yes, he has no intention of praising me. But her words sound sweet to me.

“Then, July how?” I reminded you of our conversation.

“Yes like I said earlier. During my courtship, she also dated a lot of rich guys who always pampered her with gifts,” M said. Why is it in my head directly sing “Girls matre... chick matre... seaut aje”. Evil huh? Sorry, I really immediately thought like that after hearing M's word about Juli. Well then, how could M consider Juli his girlfriend anyway? So what is their relationship really? Really weird.

“Trus are you dating?” I asked like this out of curiosity about their true relationship. At first glance I saw M looking at me with a hard look I was trying to turn. Sometimes like the gaze of people on a delicious fried chicken, sometimes soft and then turned into an anxious person. I went to ge-er.

“I and July are dating at home. We still live in the house. Sometimes July asks for his company if the guys are busy. If anyone bothers her, I'll always protect her. Her girlfriends only knew I was Juli's foster sister. So yes we can meet freely without the need for a date,” replied M with

quieter. In my opinion, M also realized that their thinking and dating style was strange. Possibly

she loves Juli very much and always gives up on understanding.

“Toh I don't have much time for him. He needs a guy who takes care of him and drives him everywhere and buys him what he wants,”. I'm really surprised. Is that his love until he is willing to find justification for all of Juli's betrayal of him? Truly a lucky woman you are July, I said inwardly.

“That's a guy what's a driver double ATM?” reveal me a little here, without my being able to stand it. I swear I really don't intend to say it. Sometimes my mouth is so hard to control.

“Haish, you don't want to go to Pradipta,” said M while grinning win. No, I got check again. But it's different. Pradipta and I are married. As husband and wife, it is natural that we support each other. It is only natural that we share tasks and materials. Where's wrong? Unlike M and Juli who got married. I set my breath and closed my eyes to see the truth of M's words. So far I feel there is nothing wrong with my sacrifice for love and home.

“Since the beginning, July has always been spoiled for me. If anyone teases, he always takes cover behind me. He always said they shouldn't bother him, because he's mine. But when we were together, Juli always said that no one should know our relationship and she did not want to be restrained. He still feels

too young to just be glued to me. He said he still wants to enjoy his youth but needs me,” M said while daydreaming. Argha! He repeats and repeats his words, to defend July. It seems like July is everything to him.

“Moreover I left her, because I had to go to college while working That's why I let Juli date other people. Whatever happens, all this time, Juli always comes back into my arms she always comes back to me. The adventure is only I consider as the adventure of teenagers who seek identity and loneliness due to my busyness.  I forgave. And we will be back together again,” said M.

“So, why can July be with my husband if he always comes back to you?” my question while glaring. I was a little angry at his stupidity.  Instead of being afraid of me, he laughed when he saw me glaring.

“Hehehe, you're funny if you're angry. That was when he was in High School and I was in college. Until finally I became very busy and could not visit him who studied in America,” he said with a sigh.

“So you guys split up without breaking up?” many wonder. What kind of relationship are they in?

“For me we never broke up. For July, we never dated,” said M with his heart. axudnya?” many confusions.

“Augusta once asked about his lover's lover. And of all the names, I didn't say my name. I asked July about my position in his heart. He said I was the best brother to him,” M said with a sigh.

“Then what

july's response? “ my question while fixing his seat facing me more seriously.

“When I asked her about her statement confirming my proposal to be a lover, Juli just laughed and said that I was outrageous and that kind of business was why I had to be made a joke. My sister is my sister, right? “ That said July. “But at that time July was indeed close to a movie star who

very popular and being shined.”  Remember M.

“Why don't you talk to July about your feelings seriously?” my many.

“At that time it was not possible to ask him to speak. I have to leave for a long time. The plan is to clarify when I return. Unfortunately before my return I got the news that Juli was in severe heartbreak and depressed. He hid in his friend's sister's apartment in Singapore

Prefect. And that was the beginning of the land crocodile seducing my girl,” he said.

“Traveling crocodile?  He's my husband. The adorable July seduced my Prefect. If July does not seduce her and thrust her body, my love will not leave me,” she said upset

“Don't be naive Nara. As you know, July was taken by Pradipta and kept away from me,” said M made me frown like I did not understand.

“Why blame Pradipta? July came to my husband's apartment. He seduced my husband. Juli offered herself to my husband. Before July's presence, our relationship was fine despite LDR. My love always takes care of me, gives me good news and communication,” Nara said with a sour face. Visible

once she didn't accept I said that her husband was a crocodile and a cunning bastard.

 “Nara, July there because invited by Prita and Pipit. He's there because of stress, heartbreak. Pradipta takes advantage of Juli's fragility and pretends to comfort her. Then she tricked Juli into dating and fucking her. Yes although Pradipta is not the first male for July,” said M who still continues to try to defend July .

“That means, you are not in July either. Then if Juli is heartbroken and forced by my love, there's no way she'll ever forget her ex. Forgetting her heartbreak which she said was so severe and made her fragile. Only a few days will he be in Singapore until finally they date and even fiancee,” I said again. M

keep defending July by saying that Pradipta is only a runaway. I told you that Juli was after Pradipta. “M, you were too blinded by your love in July. Even I don't think Juli ever loved you. He was just using you to protect him from the guys who teased him,’ I said

with a little emotion. M looked to be frowning his forehead. Maybe he heard my voice rising earlier.