Tone of Nara
Chapter 33 Getting Married (Part 1)

Papa Janu paused his story on Mahardika. The man smiled looking at his adopted son. No one knows the secret

it is currently told to Mahardika, other than herself.  He's been keeping it for decades. Only Papa Janu himself knows. In fact, the two children who are directly connected to this story have never

figured it out.

Janu POV

Obtaining the secret that Bu Lis had hidden in us plus the story of the series of events that Maria and Bu Lis experienced made my chest tight. Hearing Mom's request that I marry her daughter and save her granddaughter, was like a big challenge and responsibility. I know very well that this is not easy. It's not something that can be decided, because it's about the heart and the taste

two people who can never be put together. I remember when I was saved and cared for by my mother. I promised to take care of both of them all my life.

My debt to these two women is not just a debt of treasure

something, however, about life. If Mary had not brought me into their home, I might not have been in this world. A very difficult debt to pay.

Before deciding to talk to Maria I felt a sense of excitement in my heart. I realize, I do too

people who want to be loved and loved. I realized I wanted to be like everyone else, too, married to someone who loved and loved me. Although I have never found such a partner. My relationship always ended with the realization that we only needed each other. Not love each other. It was sad indeed, realizing my relationship all along, all about lust with little love . But I also want to find my true love out there. I'm still a normal man who needs to channel my biological desires. As for doing with Maria is definitely impossible. Toying with other men behind Maria is not my style. I'm adherent to one for a second. For me, infidelity is the thing I avoid the most whatever the reason and hurt all parties. I have never been and will never do that.

I have thought about it and tried to give up everything to the Owner of Life. Maybe this is God's way of lightening my burden so as not to fill my steps towards His surge. This is when I pay them my debt.

“Maria, I don't want to be stale. Me, you and Mom know who I am. A homo from birth, who is expelled because of his sexual orientation. I will not be able to love and have an *** relationship with women. But there are more important things than just love, relationship ** and sexual orientation. For me, Mother, you and the child in your stomach are much more important. Marry me, give birth to the child and make him our son,” I said firmly and looked at Maria. Maria looked at me with a gawk. From her face, it was seen that Mary did not believe what she was hearing.

“What? I didn't hear wrong, did I? You serious? You're not crazy, are you? Or are you the devil of the hospital?” ask Maria. I frowned a little and took a deep breath. I don't know what to say and convince myself what to do. I just want to make Mom happy by doing what she wants. Especially if there is life

what's at stake here, even though he hasn't seen the world. After all, he was innocent and had the right to live. In the end, I can only be interesting

deep breath, face this situation.

“I'm serious. This is my mother's request. He wants us to get married before he dies. He wants the grandchild in your stomach to be born and to be named by the name of the moon as my name is, because he is my son. I want the child in your stomach to be my son. Considering I would never be able to have children, I don't mind.  The baby in your belly, from this moment on is

january child,” I said trying to convince Maria after staying long enough.

“In the meantime, mother's last request, what does it mean?” mary asked, looking at me suspiciously.

“Maria, I hope, you are strong. I'll be honest as it is. But for Mom's sake, don't show that you're sad, because I really don't want that to happen to you. I want his last moments, just to see you happy. That's why I kept this a secret from us. That's also why, Mother asked me to marry you and take care of you and our children. Only one that I can't fulfill mom's request. I cannot be a man according to the nature outlined, love, marry a woman,” I said.  I asked Maria to

listening to all my stories to the end, without hysterics, drama and crying. I asked Maria to put down her emotions for a moment and think calmly. After Maria accepted my request, I began to tell her everything.

“Maria, all this time Mother kept a big secret about her health from us. I also just found out from the doctor about a history of heart failure due to the effects of drugs given by Jerry when the incident yesterday, can not be cured again. Coupled with end-stage lung cancer that has been also kept secret by Mother. According to the doctor, Mother will not last long.Regardless of her age, I just want to be happy to see her children happy at the end of her life,” I said as she stroked Maria's hand that shook violently. As she promised, Mary was not hysterical or crying

“You two are my rescue angels. Whatever I do for your happiness. That's why I want to marry you, Maria. I will take care of you and your child until, for the rest of my life,” I said firmly but gently. I saw Mary dumbfounded and silent at my words.  He seemed to start crying.

“Maria, remember, you promised to calm down. Come on, let's please mom in the time that's left. Don't cry and grieve in front of mom,” I really asked.

“Let's get married in front of mom, give birth to the baby healthy for Mom and your health. In order for us

innocent and sorry later. Mother said, this baby is innocent. If you throw it away, you kill it, take away one life. If later after the baby is born, you want me to leave because I can't be a good husband to you, I'll leave. The child in your stomach will be taken away.

You can marry whomever you want without this sad story behind you,” I said holding Maria's hand. The girl seemed to think hard.

“I was wrong. It's not easy. It all hurts. But Mom also got sick from this. I just thought about my pain without thinking about Mom's feelings. Argha! I'm a useless and selfish child. Well I can't be selfish! She sacrificed everything for my happiness and smile. Now, in the remaining time, it's my turn to make Mom happy, Gotta!” I heard Maria muttering and monologuing. I slightly tilted my head to clarify what he said.

“How long?” ask Maria.

“What? “ my question was astonished and not sure the question was asked me.

“How long does mom have time?” ask Maria.

“It's over. Medically, I should not have time. The doctor himself was astonished because mother still survives until now.,” I replied.  “How?”

“Alright, let's make mom happy. Precisely now I ask, Is Janu seriously willing to marry me, dirty woman with this unclear child.” Ask Maria.

“Maria, I offered you. Of course I'm serious. I don't play with weddings. I'm taking this seriously, even though I'll never be able to provide normal sexual satisfaction. I'll try to give it to you, even if I can't promise to succeed. I will try to be the father of our son. I will remain your husband until you expel me and release me. I'll let you go when you're happy with someone else,” I said really.

“Then your lover?” said Maria.

“I don't have a lover Maria. In the rainbow world, it is very difficult to find true love without lust as I wish. And honestly, I love you. Very fondly. Although until recently, this affection was the affection of brother and sister. But if you want, we'll learn to open our hearts together,” I said, looking into Maria's eyes.

“Thanks. I know, you're a good man. You are the best man to be my husband and father to this child, Maria said.

“Our son, Maria,” errs me with a smile. “From now on, refer to him as our son.

“Alright let's get married. I will never let you go until you let me go. I won't interfere in your love affairs outside the house. I just ask not to be taken home and do not let the children know,” said Maria. I don't like promises very much. Moreover, a promise that I did not know would definitely be able to keep it or not. I chose not to answer and just smiled.

Maria took a deep breath preparing to enter her stage play. The second stage play. I again squeezed Maria's hand and smiled, trying to transmit the power of energy. I wanted to telepathically send him and convince him that everything would be fine.  Yeah, we'll be fine, but not for those two bastards. Although I hate to promise, but I will make a promise to myself, in time, I will make two people suffer more than Mother and Mary.  We stood up and hugged each other for a moment

giving strength. I know, Maria feels a lot like me. We both know it won't be easy. But for the sake of our dear Mother, I'm sure it will all be easy.