Tone of Nara
Chapter 44 The Mahardika Struggle becomes successful (Part 1)

After the death of Papa Janu, the responsibility he once held, really fell on my shoulders. Both the burden of material responsibility on Mary's house and its contents, the moral and life responsibilities of the whole household and the responsibilities of work at home and in the organization.  In the eyes of my two sisters, I am responsible for their lives and needs both materially and as a guardian. Whatever they need I will always provide for them. If they get into trouble, I'll solve it. If they want to eat then I cook breakfast, lunch and dinner for them. Even for cleaning the house and shopping, I'll do it. Everything that Papa Janu originally did, I did.

I am grateful that Papa Janu has always involved me in his daily life outside of my school hours, so that when I do all this, I am no longer awkward. But, without them knowing, the real Papa Shasa is really in charge of this house. Actually, without me having to work hard, Papa can meet the needs of my home and my sisters. But me and Papa Shasa agreed that everyone should see a normal life for me and this family. Everyone should think that I am working hard as the backbone of the family with all its difficulties.  In fact, I was not working hard to make a living for this family, but at that time I was but actually, I was working hard, in order to replace Papa Janu in both the upper world and the dark world.

On the sidelines of my efforts to learn and sharpen my skills in the cyber world, as well as all the knowledge that Papa Janu has taught, I also have to train my skills in strategy, financial management and martial arts. In fact, I have to go often to exercise in various extreme places such as deserts, snow mountain peaks, in the depths of the sea and more. The training that made me have to leave Juli and Agusta on the grounds of hard work to pay for their high school fees. If Juli tends to survive in elite schools and maintain her prestige. While Agusta is more panag Besides that I also still have to finish my college like my promise with Papa Janu.

Papa Shasa actually never forced me to work in the office and college. But in order to cover our real identities, I had to work as well as finish my college. That's why I rarely spend time with my siblings. But we still often had dinner together. At mealtime

this evening my twin sisters often told me about their problems. Actually I really know what they're doing. Every day I monitor them, through people I secretly ask to escort both of them. But they never really knew what I was doing every day.

For all they know, I work hard to meet their needs.

There's something that's always kept me alive, all this time, which is learning something new and hearing my two sisters happy especially July. That's why I enjoy studying with college majors. Starting from Communication with the specialization Image communications, Medical science with the specialization of plastic surgery reconstruction that I did not complete until the science of psychology. I learned everything and I could get a degree there. To the people around me, I was a science-hungry man who always went to college and studied. I'm a bad student. Never study and spend the attendance rations up to the limit. Although

my grades are also not far from the A hurus and most of the cumlaude pass. I don't know, people say I'm a super genius

To cover the tracks and the amount of money I had, as well as the money I used to provide for the family and the three of us who were not small, I worked at Papa Shasa's camouflage company. This is where people thought all my income to raise my sisters was earned. They also considered me great because of the free tuition, thanks to the scholarship support. Though the scholarships that we three can be issued by my own company.

My role as a replacement for Papa Janu who was also prepared to replace Papa Shasa, made me often have to travel out of town, even though on paper I was only a marketing manager. As Papa Shasa said on the day of Papa Janu's death, from that day I was encouraged by Papa Shasa to be able to

replace them both at once. I was seriously involved in all of Papa's companies, certainly with many trusted assistants and no doubt his loyalty, to accompany me. In every company I have assistants who are shadow leaders. From that day until I finished college, I've been working full time in business unseen. But in the dark world, Papa still does not allow me to appear brightly. But little by little I have been trusted to carry out the mission.

Papa really trained me from the bottom. I started my career in the dark world, right from the start. Starting from the courier using my side job as a founder, and growing to lead a big project.  According to Papa, I can be a good and capable leader if I truly understand the organization from its roots. Papa really galvanized me hard and fast and stayed by my side, beside me. It makes me physically different. Don't think it's all easy for me. I had to study, work and get tired and sick twice as much as everyone else including Juli and Agusta.

According to Agusta, I work and study too much to not have a life. Dimata Agusta I never punta friends play apalhi dating. What Agusta doesn't know is that Juli and I have been dating since I went to high school when I was in college. This is because Juli wants to keep our relationship a secret, and still has many shadow lovers.  Unfortunately, Agusta was right. All the lectures, the world of work and the underworld slowly but surely put me in a pile of duties and obligations that I could not avoid. I don't have time for Juli as a lover. This is what makes us more distant from each other

When I wanted to stop this and buy him whatever Juli wanted, Papa Shasa always banned me and threatened to stop all the money for the three of us including our education money. Papa Shasa says that Juli has to learn, life is not as easy as raising your hands. According to Papa Shasa,

July must learn to face the consequences of all her actions. I know what Papa means well. He wants to change July's materialistic and childish nature. He wants Juli to be like me or at least like Agusta whose life is straight and not dependent on anyone. But July is not us. He never knew what hard work was. July, who as a child was devastated by bullying as the child of a gay single parent, made her stubborn and emotionally easy. Not to mention , out of guilt, Papa Janu has so spoiled Juli ever since. All of Juli's wishes were fulfilled and we followed what Papa Janu did.

Even when I graduated, Papa Shasa handed over the organization to me. He wanted to watch from far away. Meanwhile in the real world since the beginning I worked as a hawker who later developed into a ruler of trading on the streets both officially and not. I also worked as an Image communications consultant with a fairly snappy client. I'm holding an imaging program for some of the biggest figures in the country, from artists to politicians.  I also pioneered and developed myself in the television business including making a PH. For my psychology degree, I use it more for my work and

some volunteer work.

I managed to make several companies from a restaurant, frozen food manufacturer, communication consultant office to a production house office that produces many successful films and television shows such as Make Over. I have to pay a lot of money, but I can't avoid it.

Like I said earlier, I managed to send my two sisters in the majors they chose. Agusta with his genius managed to become a famous plastic surgeon in Korea. Juli managed to become one

artist, in accordance with his ideals since childhood. But this success left us with no time to gather and tell stories at the dinner table like we used to. Agusta is our one-on-one unifier. No matter how busy, my little brother was the one who always took the time to visit us both.  He also told me about July and about me in July. Until finally Agusta told about Juli who was running away to Singapore because her asshole boyfriend cheated on her.

I was so angry and hurt to hear how Juli spent her time crying that one of her best friends took her to Singapore. There they lived in the house of his best friend's sister named Pradipta.

I was thinking, they're just having fun in Singapore. At the same time I was very busy with Makeover production in several countries, businesses and organizations. All this busyness made me forget to watch over Juli. I'm breathless. I only realized when I heard that Juli had an illicit love affair with Pradipta.  After I investigated, it turned out that Pradipta had a wife. He is also involved with the dark world business

the mob, Papa Shasa's enemy. Pradipta also works for the Aerospace family now overrun by Father's enemies. It all feels complicated to me. At the same time Papa Shasa was gone forever, and I was the only one who knew of the precious departure of the man in our family,

without us knowing. For Agusta and Juli, Papa Shasa is nobody but one of Papa Janu's lovers. Only I know who and how big Papa Shasa is for us. Only I know, Papa Shasa's departure following Papa Janu will bring a big change to our lives. Especially for

my life.