Tone of Nara
Chapter 47 Story M
POV Nara's
The sun began to show itself. The sky was orange as I picked up my second glass of tea. There was no sign of M waking up from his sleep. I think my schedule will change a little bit today. So there's no harm in me enjoying my tea this morning thinking about what M said last night. I was thinking about M and Juli's relationship in the past. A lame love story in my opinion. For some reason, handsome men as good and as smart as M can still be fooled and used by a snot girl. Men who
so good and hard working for the person he loves and just a place to escape when lonely or looking for people who are sacrificed. I remember what M said that made me admire him as well as consider him stupid.
“We were raised together by his father July, until he died. When I was in college, Juli was very close, closer than me and Agusta. I think I'm dating her but Juli doesn't want people to think she's weird about going out with her own sister. That's why he asked me to
keep secret. Until I was very busy with my college and business, I didn't have much time for July. I just made sure Juli and Agusta's needs were met, so I had to work hard. I've been looking after them since papa died.” Said M. Being too busy and trusting of Juli, who thinks M is still a girlfriend, but wants to have fun, M doesn't realize that she is only used by July. That's my opinion anyway. According to M, she disappeared until she heard about Juli being played by the man she was dating and broke. To entertain herself, Juli chose to go to Singapore with her friends. When he realized, it was too late.
“According to Agusta, at that time July was in Singapore with a friend named Pipit. Juli is frustrated because she betrayed her lover. Though July has surrendered itself entirely to the jerk who only wants to play Juli,” said M. Subconsciously M then admitted that he only realized, if only M who considers his relationship with July as a romance. Juli never considered her a lover. He realized that he used to say M his lover, to protect in rinya from the interference of the striped nose. Wow so sorry.
Even though I felt sorry for M at the time, I focused more on other things. Last night I realized that I was just as stupid as M. The people I've always considered family, mother, brother, are nothing more than traitors. It was they who made Pradipta relate to July. It was they who made Juli close to my lonely husband in the land of people. They were the ones who made my husband cheat. People say, even though every day eating meat, when hungry, cats will eat the pity fish in front of him, right? I don't think this is entirely Pradipta's fault. A man who will stay loyal to his distant wife, when seduced by a woman as beautiful as July. Juli uses her heartbreak and Pipit to get Pradipta and betray M. Yeah, I'm sure it is. Not with M. But seeing M's face I don't want her to get angry either.
“Maybe not directly. Juli and Pipit often play together, hunting bear males to be friends for fun. All I know, July often visits the house Pipit,” said M slowly. Although not directly and blatantly, I know M wants to defend Juli. Maybe M's still holding back because he knows I'm hit with Pradipta and July's wedding plans. I don't care, even though M desperately defended herself, I still blame Juli as the actor who took my husband.
“A week after that, I heard, Juli was already dating her sister Pipit, named Pradipta. That's where I tried to figure out which men would dare to hurt Juli. And which men could potentially hurt my little girl. I have to punish whoever made my little girl cry, My July,” that M said. That's exactly what I said. M is very protective of her girl, right or yes. The thing in my heart is that I say no. I've been too tired with drama all day.
M told me about his relationship with Juli last night. Of course the relationship of the M version and I'm sure will be different to the July version. M said of his concern in July who was heartbroken because his girlfriend betrayed him. In my heart I was sure that Juli wasn't as miserable as I was when she made my husband betray me. M
he said he was also looking for a former Juli who he believed had made Juli suffer, and punished her. In my heart I asked, what punishment should I give to the woman who made me suffer for the loss of the only man who would marry me when I was like a swollen elephant? M also said that he hated the former July for angering Juli and then fled to Singapore, met with Pradipta and was tempted. In my heart I said, It is July who seduces Pradipta.
“People who made Juli hide themselves in Pradipta's apartment and give a proper reply. Because of the bastard, Juli met intensely with Pradipta and was persuaded by the male seduction of the bastard. Because of the seduction of the man you called the husband, my July changed,” he said with emotion. Right, he must be angry and defend July. I'm sure it is. But why does my heart hurt? Why don't I want him to defend Juli. My wife Pradipta could not have fallen on another man besides Pradipta. I just want Pradipta.
According to M, my meeting and he accidentally met me. Even he only found out who I was after the team finished collecting my data.
“As a participant, the background of your life is definitely we find out and dug as much as possible. From there I'm sure, if your husband and Juli's lover are the same person. We know that Pradipta and his brothers often laugh at you and bully you. Even you look more like their maid than the son-in-law” said M. M is really sharp tongue. I don't feel that way either.
From the conversation with M I knew that we were being watched. All the things about me were dug up. Not just me but my family. I protested to M who found out about me, without asking.
“Why don't you ask me anything? You guys really find out who I am that deep? How the hell did you guys know? I'm not an artist, am I?” say
“Nara, you are not an artist. But you're a makeover participant. That means you become a reality show character. We have to make your story as cool and as exciting as possible. How can we do that if we don't know who you are?” M tried to explain why my profile was created. Okay, alright. It seems free to be angry too.
I wonder how M and his team know so much about me.
“Where to? Again, this is the age of the Internet. July and Pradipta celebrities. It is not difficult to find information about them. You may not be an artist, but you are involved with a communication clown exposed widely in the digital world,” M gently explained. “You yourself know what I mean, without me having to explain at length right?”
“Ya but___”
“Already. The point is I know who you are, Juli and Pradipta very well. We know you guys to the slightest. After we lived together, I found out more about you, Pradipta and Juli,” cut off M before I refuted it further.
“This is a photo of me with July and Agusta,” Kata M continues the story, while showing a photo of the three of them.