When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Pregnant again !!!

Dadang looks paced back and forth in front of the bathroom of his house. The burly man, was not about to shirk. Waiting for Siti. His wife is currently using a testpack. Feelings of anxiety approached Dadang, standing here for a long time but did not get clarity from his wife, who seemed at home in there.

" Deck ! How ? not yet ?"

Dadang's voice seemed to echo, as if impatient with the results.

Siti looked lethargic when she came out of the bathroom. Without speaking the 30-year-old woman gave a testpeck to her husband.

" Positive Deck ? " Dadang's voice sounded heavy. Slightly disappointed by the results showing line two on the pregnancy test kit.

" Yes Bang ! I don't want to know, just fallin !" Siti suddenly dropped off. His three children are small. The youngest is not even two years old.

If you have to have another child, the instinct of a mother owned by Siti felt unable.

It was not about the sustenance he feared. But about upbringing.

How can she take good care of them, if the burden of thoughts about her husband's behavior never changes.

" You are not KB . I told you to make KB !"

Dadang looked at Acuh towards Siti. Not sympathy and comfort the Wife . The man even made Siti down.

" Anter I'm going to Siska's midwife. Who knows if he has a solution !"

" Will there be money ? " chicke Dadang wonder.

Siti nodded in response. After permission to the neighbor with reason to inject KB. At once leave Bara the youngest. After Bara his youngest son was a henchman in Salma's neighbor's sling They.

Siti and Dadang immediately glided to the house of Midwife Siska.

Fortunately there was quiet, so Siti could immediately say her complaint.

" When was the last period ? "

Siti shook her head in response to "I KBnya sometimes 1 month sometimes three months mbak"

" Oh, don't you know when your last period is ? "

" Yes." , Siti bit her lips, seemed hesitant to express her desperate desire to come here "Can I be dropped by a mother, take some kind of medicine?"

" Yes mbak. Our son is small. How will it be later !"

Dadang also looks crammed.

The midwife looked doubtful, "The child is a gift ! Many waited years but were not loved.."

"i beg mbak...!" Siti cried without being prevented, while Dadang seemed to embrace calming.

" What if the USG just used to be. Let me know how old it is, if it is still under two months. Cureable..In clinic A nice tuh..."

Siti wrenched, money from where .Because the clinic recommended by the Midwife is an expensive clinic, with a minimum patient head of the village

" duh duh expensive mbak clinic ? how well "Siti again seems to bite the lips, "USG is expensive mbak, especially if it has to be Kuret..!"

After all Siti was really horrified if it had to be curated.

" I'll call the clinic later, when you come there. Let the cost be a little light. I intend to help. I happen to know one of the obstetricians there. You can come tomorrow, because the doctor's practice schedule is Wednesday and Thursday.."

" Ok, let's think about it first. There is no money." Siti now stared hesitantly at the young midwife in front of her, "If the pill medicine how mbak, some say can be used a kind of pill that"

" Now the drugs are closely monitored mbak . So we can not buy any medicine without a doctor's prescription. Such drugs were once sold freely. But not anymore.."

The explanation of Midwife Siska made Siti down. held tightly to the 50 thousand money she had prepared, where she knew there was a drug at a price according to her ability. His determination was very round. But it seems their finances are not supportive.

The midwife explained again. Siti nodded 'em, then took Dadang out because it didn't seem like she'd get the solution she wanted .

When riding the motorbike, Siti recalled the child shaman who might be able to help her. Soon he asked Dadang to go to the place of the Shaman.

All the way to the Shaman's house. Siti continues to squeeze her stomach, hoping that this fetus can be removed, he said,

" I'm pregnant Mak ! it can be sorted. If my curette is scared.."

Siti immediately spoke to the point. When they had sat opposite the Shaman.

The shaman is usually called Mak asih. his figure is indeed quiet, and he only nodded while hinting Siti to immediately fall asleep with the position of the legs bent.

" How many months has it been, Mother ? "

Dadang asked in the middle of the activity of the shaman massaging the stomach of the wife, who,

" This young man ! Balum is clump-shaped, still very fragile. Hopefully after I massage, get out soon. ."

Said Mak Asih while pressing Siti's stomach.

" After this drink sprite huh ? And the routine of drinking that the angels let it decay.."

" It must come to massage again or not Mak ? "

Siti who was fixing the position of her clothes again asked

" No need. That's enough."

Mak Asih turned on the Cigarette then sipped it slowly.

" oh, thank you, Mom.. We say goodbye, afraid of the crying children and nyariin.."

Siti slipped the 50 thousand money into the hands of Mak Asih.

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All the ways Already Dadang and Siti do, to abort the content. But maybe God has another will, because the fetus is still steadfastly surviving.

time passed making Siti Like pregnant people in general . He began to feel dizzy and nauseous.

Whatever he eats will be regurgitated. Never mind food. White water also felt stirring Siti's stomach.

The condition of Siti like this has lasted for weeks, making Dadang emotional because Siti never again cook, wash clothes. Even some houses.

Dadang did help, but the man would nag long while doing so, Siti felt depressed. Moreover, his children are not taken care of.

Luckily he had good neighbors, who bathed the youngest every morning and evening.

" Deck ! is this your fourth pregnancy ? fight dong don't be too pampered."

Siti who was still lying in bed, again heard Dadang's nagging

" I could die if I keep going like this ! I've made a living, still have to cook, wash clothes. Even dusty houses you're barin. You go home to Auntie's, I'm sick of it."

Siti was crying, why Dadang could have kicked her out," All this time I was the one who worked everything Bang, I also did not want my condition like this ! Even drinking water I was scared . You should think about how I'd like to have energy if I drink, I'll throw up.."

" That's why the husband said. I'll ask you to KB. Even ngeyel.."

Siti who is lazy to argue, ignoring the speech of Dadang. He is still focusing on his HP as a diversion over weakness and saturation. Did she have to start all over again when she was also pregnant Bara for conceding . Siti cursed her body which was always this weak if she was pregnant. But he admitted that this fourth pregnancy was the worst, to make it really lose energy.