When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
End and Beginning

During these two days as effectively as possible, he asked Salsa for help to take care of Rama's moving files, fortunately during busy back and forth, his other children, and his family, who were also involved in the process, there is a bude who is ready to take care of.

It has been two nights anyway, the neighbors came, both just silahturahmi and some even asked frontally about the divorce that occurred between Siti and Dadang. Some regret their decision, some defend Dadang, and vice versa.

But Siti did not bother anymore, after all she will soon move from this house, and also this is her life, other people can only comment while the one undergoing is herself.

The day went on in the afternoon, All the files on Rama's move had now been completed. As if knowing if Siti was exhausted, Bude was now busy in the kitchen and Siti was assigned to take Bara for a walk, because Dio was still sound in his sleep.

" Sir, about arisan. Later let me transfer it to mbak account, if Bang Dadang do not want to pay.."

Siti now deliberately brought Bara to the house of Salma because Dadang was at home they took clothes. Not to avoid and worsen their relationship, but to keep his heart that still feels hot when he sees Dadang.

He also happens to remember their annual Arisan. Siti does not want to be considered irresponsible and also a fraud. So he needs to explain this to Salma.

" Dadang already there talk ,Ti. if the problem Arisan.you calm down, it will not burden you anymore, after all the responsibility of Dadang as the head of the household and the men..

It's been enough that you've been burdened with all the things that you shouldn't be responsible for as an IRT.."

" I also never thought if my relationship and household would be like this, Ma'am.But the more I forced myself, I was even more hurt, mbak.

this is the best way and also the only solution of all this." Siti understands if the woman in front of her is very supportive of whatever the decision is.

" But saddened Lo Siti. I told you not long ago neighbor, you moved. Far more, how later if Mbak misses the same Dio and Bara ..!!"

" humm, yes how Mbak has destiny like this. I will just live, the rest I leave to the above.

My patience, not too broad and much. It ended up being tragic like this..About children. I'll send a message to Salsa if they happen to be picked up by her father to play here.."

Siti was now crying, not because she felt regret for her decision, but because her eyes now collided with Bara's innocent eyes, feeling guilty because she could not survive for the smile of her children. But, of course his sanity is also no less important, free together if it will eventually hurt slowly.

They finally embraced, although brief, this togetherness made Siti seem to be blessed with an older sister.

" I hope after this you find your happiness. Siti..!!!"

" Aamiin mba, Ma'am also hopefully always happy and in harmony with husband hehehe"

***

Tomorrow is the day of the move for Siti and the children. Lastri's mother accidentally spent the night at Siti's house in order to help pack and accompany her grandchildren for the last time.

Lastri could not even sleep, and preferred to look at the peaceful face of Rama, his first grandson.

" Not slept Miss Lastri ?"

The goddess, now even rose from her bed and looked towards Lastri who now seemed to cry, crying,

" No, it still feels like a dream. Bang Nurdin asked Rama, he wanted to come with mom or dad. And Rama answered without having to think again. He chose his mother, even though it was the natural answer of a child. But it feels crowded here Mom. We even witnessed firsthand the growth and development of Rama, because he is certainly very special as the first grandson..." Lastri said everything he had in his heart.

" Everything is the rule of Destiny Ma'am. So we just live, we also do not know what kind of feeling Siti lived this unhealthy household, without being able to tell the slightest bit of tightness in her heart because of Dadang's behavior. This I'm saying is not because it defends Siti as her mother, but rather to try to understand Siti's position as a woman.."

Lastri now improved his position, he sat down too. Now her eyes were staring at the figure of Siti sleeping on their back,

" I'm sorry Miss Dewi, for treating Siti badly. I forget that I am responsible here as his mother. But I even made Siti seem cornered and swallowed this wound alone.."

the position of the Goddess who was at a distance from Rama and Dio made him unable to do much, to calm the mother of Dadang, he just Sighed slowly. Hasn't everything passed, it's not worth it if you always bring up the past that can never be repeated.

" Just pray, our children can be happy in the future, Miss Lastri, even though they are only friends until here.."

" Amiy..!!"

Siti squeezed her chest firmly, holding the suction that was about to escape her lips, from earlier she was also unable to close her eyes. Hearing this Siti realized that so many hearts were hurt by the decision she had made. But can he be selfish this time ?

He also deserves to be happy, with his children, and also with the bude. Who has always been sincere to accompany him.

***

The morning finally greeted me. Even though time seems to be slow.

Today is the beginning and also the end for Siti. Everything will be different in the future. Even so, he had already made up his mind to no longer look back. Letting his bad past pass with time. And as for the children, he has promised to accompany them to success, and he will make sure they will not lack affection. She will be a single parent to them.

" It's all ready, Siti. No one is missing, right ? "

Bude asked this because now , Siti was silent in her place .

" It's bude. Everything's in the car.."

Travel has indeed been waiting in front of the house, all the goods have even been neatly arranged in the car, The neighbors have now gathered, as if delivering the departure of Siti. The feeling of haru immediately burst into the moment Lastri with a lot of kissing his grandchildren alternately. However, farewell is a sad thing, let alone imagine if as a grandmother she would very rarely be able to meet again with the grandchild.

Seeing that the husband calmed Lastri down, because Bara was crying so hard, not understanding why her grandmother kissed her like that.

"Dad ain't coming with us, Bu ?"

Dio's small voice, created instantaneous silence. From then on the figure of Dadang was invisible. It's only right that Dio asks his father.

" No Honey. But I'm going to follow you to Grandma's house.."

Siti's voice choked. He often lies about his father to his children. But the lie this time seemed to hit his chest firmly, making his bones feel deep piercing until he felt a great pain.

" Daddy didn't send us Mom..?"

Rama now speaks, Siti knows if Rama has understood the separation of his parents. This made Siti, throwing a look at Lastri. asking for the whereabouts of Dadang through her eyes..

Lastri. He knew very well that his son would be heartbroken, how he would be strong if the family that had left many memories were to leave, without offering himself to participate ..