When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Bude!!! I'm in LOVE...

Long enough no more talk between me and his mother Dadang . It seems like my guess is right, if this mother doesn't like me. How to talk and treat me as if to describe his dislike of me. Imagine going to be the wife of Dadang with a figure of in-laws like this, it feels like I want to give up and admit defeat before fighting. But bude's words remind me . Bude's right!!! I have to accept my husband's family's treatment. Do I have to propose to Dadang so that we don't stay home with his family when we get married ? It seems like a not so bad idea.

The sound of Dadang's motor jolts me from the daydream. Apparently, my mom is no longer here with me..Where did he go ? Did I just ignore my mom and make her leave, or did I even tell her where she was going. But I didn't hear it, either,,

" Loh ..Which mother is Ti..?"

Dadang's voice increasingly makes me stutter . confused to answer What .

The sound of a step approaching my mother came with a stock box that still seemed empty,

" Why did you hear you call names anyway ? you should have had a more polite call. Sorry yes Ti. was your mother ninggalin, but I remember that the lunch box for you is still in the neighbor's house. Yesterday it was made for porridge.."

My mother's presence saved me, but made me clumsy with her words and suggestions. What kind of call did you mean??

I stared at Dadang who was also staring at me.

" Dadang is one year older than you, so you should call Dadang as Abang.."

I smile. Amused itself if you have to call Dadang with the name 'Abang' It feels strange and makes the tongue feel twisted, ahhhhh...

Will Dadang and I really get married ? But why do I feel if my mother's attitude changes in front of Dadang. While earlier he managed to make me a heart sport many times.

" Oh mother . Just this call. Kok. We are different even though we are different ages . Yes DEK!!!"

If I don't remember there's a mother here, I've twisted the guy's ear. Fortunately now the mother even laughed at Dadang's speech and showed her thumb a sign of support.

" Dad Brother...!!!!" Want to not want me to follow the game Dadang then we laughed together.

" Dang ..! Mom wants to go to the rubber garden..! You see, I asked you in susulin, all Mau nganterin lunch Mr..." Mom now even paid after entering briefly fill the lunch box that she brought earlier.

" yes mak. want to go between ?" Dadang stood up to take mom.

" Dang, it's not close..!!

It's not good for Siti if you live alone at home..My name is Assalamu'alaikum...!!"

"Wa'ala iaikum salam..Careful, mother.."

" Don't be too late afternoon nganterin Siti ya Dang..."

" Yahh Mak .. safe!!!!"

The figure of the mother is increasingly visible away and disappeared in the corner..

" His garden is near Dang "

I now ask, Emang how close until Mother refuses to be delivered, Emang,

" Near by, about 3 acres from the highway. .Usually it's a walking mother, thankfully the understanding mother..."

" So that was the saying doang Dang !! Same with my own mother.." My laughter broke with Dadang's honesty. "but the mother of the man was a horror yes, making me feel like I was in court again ."

" Is so.. Easy - everything is easy Yes. To us.." I muttered softly, somehow that sentence finally came out of my lips.

Dadang suddenly faced towards me, because our position was indeed side by side since earlier.His hand now tightly grasped both hands held it in the chest. Our eyes finally met, The eyes felt sharp piercing my net, I tried to neutralize the heartbeat that was inexplicably crazy and instead ended with a feeling of heat radiating on the cheeks. Happened again.

" I'm getting more sure. To make you my wife. And I'm now also sure if you want the same thing for our relationship in the future . .."

I turned my face the other way. Why would Dadang make me gurg-degan half dead like this. Am I really in love with this guy right now.

" Don't worry, I already answered !! not right . You are the one who is the reason, use tell your mother and family that I am your future wife. "as much as possible I try to reject Dadang's accusations.

" So ..? Yes or no!!"

Dadang is getting closer, if it continues like this it will be a danger to my heart health

" Don't come near. Not muhrim ..."

I let go of his hand and pushed Dadang a little bit away. .

Dadang laughed, now he again sat next to me. facing the table in front of us.." so I want to stop , let it be legal. And it can be more intimate than this..."

Dadang turned his head towards me again.as he went up and down his eyebrows..

" She...mesummmm.!!!..."

I ran out, it seemed like this would become my habit when I was embarrassed.

"Where are you going ??"

Dadang blocked my steps which still seemed to walk quickly towards the yard of his house.

" I'm sorry if there's a wrong word. Some of you are strangely seduced and even run away, why the hell? Did I scare you !! Come on in, it's not good to see the neighbors.."

I said without answering Dadang, somehow my face is now. I was really embarrassed and felt unable to deal with Dadang anymore. Why am I being such a child ? whereas back when I was dating Angga I was not this innocent and naive ..

We even kissed often. But why if with Dadang I was even embarrassed even though just teased through words...

" I'm sorry if my words make you uncomfortable ."

Dadang now choose to sit in front of me, our position is facing but there is a table in our midst, as a barrier to be safe hhehe

" I'm the one who should be apologizing.Honestly it feels different now. I feel alien to my feelings for you. I'm ashamed of Dang. But I can't answer if I'm asked why. There was some kind of electricity flowing through my body and it scared me a bit so I ran away..!!"

Dadang smiled, "That means you fell in love with me .. Thank you for entrusting your heart to me. I promise to take care of your heart, and in return I will also keep my heart intact just for you..."

The man now gave me a heart symbol with his hands.

I only replied with a smile.I was not ready to feel the uncontrollable turmoil of my heart due to the actions of this young man who had honestly taken possession of my heart. Bude's..I'm in love !!!!