When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Early steps of Dadang

Dadang now gulped down a glass of water to the toilet, his hands shaking as if he had not felt the coolness of the water that was now running down his throat.

Sandra's words affected her conscience. If so, would not Dadang not be known by the word stupid man anymore. However, no one wants to be the victim of rape, and Dadang cannot imagine the weight of Sandra's life if she chooses to leave the mother of one child, later. Is this god's answer to him ? It was as if the ruler of heaven and earth was showing him if the path that was actually considered to be Dadang was difficult, now he had found the lamp of light !

Geck..Geck..Tok

" Dang Assalammualaikum !! "

Dadang was already memorized by that voice, now he immediately went forward to open the door after answering greetings from the guest.

Sure enough, the Aunt of the Wife, Fatma was now staring at him. The woman also carried Sandra's child in her cradle. Making Dadang frown wonder why this baby must be brought by the Tantenya Sandra here.

" Mom can enter Dang !!"

Dadang who had earlier bengong blocked the door now allowed Fatma to enter .

After sitting down, and making sure the baby Sandra who was in her carrier was comfortable, Fatma was now staring at Dadang.

" Dang !! Ma'am please, despite Sandra's lies to you, she really loves you !! Ma'am is afraid he is depressed, mbak is afraid if this baby is not taken care of, after coming home from here Sandra daydreams a lot, she also does not care anymore with this baby now !!"

Dadang turned his face away, despite his pity, but this was too soon. But the faces of Mom and Dad now even alternated in her eyes, If like this, wouldn't she have to humble herself to pick Sandra and her baby back home ?

" What's her name Ma'am !!"

Dadang approached, he braced his heart to see the face of the tiny innocent baby.

Long enough, for Fatma to answer Dadang's words. He was surprised by Dadang's reaction which now seemed calm, as if trying to accept this baby

" Kania ,Dang !! Sandra said, that's the name you always say, if this baby's a girl.. !"

There was an unusual pulse that Dadang felt, of course he really liked if his daughter was named Kania, but. After knowing the origin of this child who is clearly not his biological child. Dadang felt sick too if the name was pinned on Baby Sandra

"You want to carry Dang ?"

Fatma handed the baby Kania in the lap of Dadang, Dadang was back in action but before long she was even sedated by the beautiful face of the baby that was very similar to Sandra .

With his trembling hands, Dadang touched the tiny face, there was a sudden smile that appeared on Dadang's lips, making Fatma's heart as if doused in cold water that was able to quench thirst .

" I'm sorry Sandra Dang !! "

Dadang nodded and with great pleasure he kissed the tiny face in silence.

Fatma was moved, she even hiccupped in front of Dadang.

***

Today Siti intends to bring her children to the market, if previously she relied enough on Fian as a private driver, but not this time. He had contacted the village taxi which usually hangs out at the border substation. The meeting between her and Fian time in the palm oil plantation owned by Bude makes Siti embarrassed, if you have to contact Fian first. Fian has disappeared again with no news.

Today, Siti invited the three to shop for necessities during Ramadan. Because tomorrow is the first day of fasting, Siti wants to present a special sahur menu for bude, Rama and himself.

Rama is determined to fast for one full month this year, because the last two years, he only fasted twenty days.

" We want to shop for Lebaran clothes, Mom ? " Dio asked as Siti tidied up the clothes the boy was wearing.

Siti smiled, even Rama who had earlier whispered his sister.

" who said Bang Dio ?"

" Bang Rama said ma'am !!! He said, tomorrow's Lebaran.."

Siti looked at the figure of Rama who was still giggling, while looking at Dio with a funny face. Siti knows now what Rama whispered to his first sister.

" Not yet, dear!! it is still one month away. . "

" Ohh means Abang lied ma'am," Dio looked at Rama with his face bent,

"Keep we want to buy what to the market ?"

" Buy fruit same toy. Dio want to ?" Siti stroked Dio's chubby cheek and kissed him slowly.

" Yeyeyeyeyyy....Dio wants Ultraman's robot !!" Dio looked very happy and jumped up in joy.

Siti nodded, and immediately stood up because there was a horn from the car kang Barja who is a taxi driver in this village.

" Come on Rama !! Oh yes grandma same Bara where ? How not to look ? "

" It's in front of Mom !! " Rama answered and looked at the mother who seemed to be looking for the existence of Bude Goddess and Bara.

Siti immediately took Dio to shorten the time leading to the front, while Rama had run excitedly.

During a long journey, the three Siti's children never seem to be bored and tired of chattering. Moreover, the little Bara who always asked what he saw along the Road. Although feeling bad for the other passengers will be the noise made by her children, Siti still as much as possible give reciprocation of the curious questions from her children.

" uh Ma'am, it looks like his son never went out for a walk huh Mbak ?"

A female passenger slumped, her face was also very judes when speaking. It seemed that he was disturbed by the furore that Rama and his sisters had created.

" Yes, Ma'am. .they are more often left at home. You're afraid that if brought to the market, right rame and also narrow .." Siti explained politely, not affected by the unfriendly attitude shown by women who Siti saw her age was not too far from her.

" O pantes ndeso. should now also not be taken mbak, disturb the peace only. What to ask, , Basic hick. .!"

Siti who was provoked by emotion, and was about to reply, immediately fell silent when a young man appeared to express his opinion, which of course crossed with the lady of the judges earlier.

" Eh kok nyolot anyway mas, why is it also that bothered. my mouths, why is it so that the sensi is not clear...!!"

" Now that's unconscious, the mouths of children are being commented, sane situation ?"

the woman throbbed, no longer answered let alone seen two other passengers also looked strangely at her.

Before long, now that silence was created, it seemed that the three sons of Siti were now drowsy. Although it was still morning, the wind that caressed the faces of the three made them lulled by the drowsiness that suddenly attacked.

Shortly after, the woman finally came down .Right on a stage house that looks lonely. And impressed with horror.

" Ahh It must be a kuntilanak woman..! Hate the kids ."

the fathers who happened to be sitting next to the mother are now commenting.

" I deliberately, closed my nose and did not want to reply to his words earlier because it could not stand the perfume that smells of frankincense.." Plus, it made the other passengers laugh.

While Siti, now looked at the young man who had defended her. When the eyes of the two met, Siti immediately gave her smile

" Thank you, yeah !! about that, , "

Siti said politely, though,

" It's okay, Ma'am. The bias of this world is a lot of kinds of inhabitants, it just so happens to be more apes because even one car is the same model of humans like that.." The man spoke casually and looked at the three Siti children who now looked careless, not as crazy as before.

" It looks like they're sleepy !!"

Siti dropped her eyes on her three children, she held the coals while Rama and Dio sat side by side with the goddess bude in their midst.

" Yes, this is Om..!!" Siti answered representing her son.

" Eh Ma'am. It looks like Fian ?" Rama suddenly slipped, making Siti stare fixedly at the figure, and if noticed they were indeed at a glance similar.

" What do you know about Bang Fian ? "

Unexpectedly the figure looked at Rama closely. " Is this Rama ?"

The face now turned to look at Siti, "This is Mbak Siti yes, her friend bang Fian .!!,"

Siti was confused and looked curiously at the figure, "You're ready Fian. As far as I know, Fian's an only child ?"

The young man smiled "It turns out the world is narrow huh Ma'am.. I'm Rama..

Cousin Fian..!"

" Rama !!" Siti repeated the name in surprise.

" Dad Ma'am...!! that's why I memorized it because my name happened to be the same as his first child mbak hehehe "

Siti smiled stiffly now,

" bang Fian was always the story of mbak to me. honestly I was curious, apparently true what bang Fian said. Beautiful mom and also a tough mom..!!"

Siti increasingly felt the heat radiating on her cheeks, she was embarrassed. With the words of these young men in front of him.

The taxi stopped to break the conversation between them, Rama chose to go down near the red light, before the market .

" Hopefully we can meet again yes, little Rama..!!" Rama ruffled the hair of Siti's first child with anxiety, she pounced politely on Bude Dewi and also other passengers, including on Siti.

" Om it looks like the same face doang om Fian, but less cool..!!" Rama said again, making the eyes of the taxi passengers were now squinting with a smile that suddenly could not be controlled..

While Siti looked on not understanding the words of Rama.

"Bude wake up Dio, we get to nih ..!!" Siti said, and seeing that Dio had awoken, the boy rubbed his eyes.

" We've arrived, ma'am !?" Dio asked, and looked delighted when he saw the crowd outside the car.

" Dad, let's go down !!"

After paying for a taxi, the two adult women and three young children are now in tandem with the large number of market visitors, apparently today more crowded than usual.

Make Siti choose to ride Bara, although a little trouble.

" Of Fian !!!" Rama exclaimed, and immediately ran forward, towards the figure he had called earlier.

Siti follows Rama fearing if her son is wrong, and is separated from her. But apparently it was Fian's figure. The man looked handsome in casual clothes. The first thing Siti saw from Fian , because Fian always appeared relaxed when meeting bude at home.

Rama hugged Fian tightly, while Siti looked tired, with sweat filling almost her entire face, she realized that her current appearance must be very messy and messy.

Fian took Bara from Siti's sling, and gave the woman a handkerchief,

" Thank you !!" Siti still seemed to regulate her breathing, while wiping the sweat on her face.

" Bang Fian !!" The figure of a fashionable beautiful girl is now approaching them, and suddenly kissed Fian's cheek casually, not even caring about Bara who was in the man's sling, and then kissed him casually,

Seeing that Siti was stunned and saw the figure of the woman and also Fian with a different view..