When Passion Is Greater Than Lust

When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Meeting an ex


I immediately went down and looked around, it was completely deserted. Anyway what does it mean to try to stop here?


Dirty thoughts now haunt me whether Dadang is not as good as I thought he was. Don't don't he'll really do bad things to me.


" Why are you ? It's finished yet ? If we can walk, if not, then we stay here. Danger if you are angry when on a speeding motorcycle. Let's go on the road .."


" Bude's gonna be pissed when we get home late. Why did you stop Dang ?"


" It's not like I've told you to wait for your emotions to subside, I'm more worried we're going on the street than going to anger bude.."


" I'm sorry for being so childish. Let's go !! I'm not gonna do anything that could put us in danger, ok! "


Dadang looked towards me !! I could only look down in shame, I should have been wiser. Not even dissolved will my ego is still very large.


" Ayo...!!!"


Tinnnn...,!!!


The car horn makes the ears ring. Making a rude swearing escaped my lips.about us just riding the motor continuously he seemed to make us hang with his ignorant behavior..


" Siti...!!!"


Just now, the motor was about to go through the pangilan that stopped Dadang. The car aligned itself with our position, although it was in the opposite direction.


A figure from my past poked out from behind the wheel, after the entire windshield of the car was perfectly open.


" Hey...!!!"


Angga, the figure that made me curse was him, my ex at High School.


I glanced at Dadang who was flat expression but he remained silent in place not trying to continue our journey. The Fortuner is now seen backwards, and slightly pulled over from the middle of the road, Angga out of the car, the scene was like slowmotion in my eyes, to be honest Seeing the man I was fascinated. He's getting handsome and charismatic.


Huhh especially now that my eyes are focused on looking at her sensual lips I even remember our kiss, which was my first kiss...


hhhh


my brain doesn't seem right anymore.how can I keep thinking pervert . Looks like I should formalize my relationship with Dadang at the marriage stage rather than getting dissolved in a crazy fantasy.


"So I went to your house ..


Just said bude you again go same FRIEND..!!"


Angga glanced at Dadang with a scornful look, then looked at me with his sweetest smile.


"Oh .. What do you want ?" Somehow his charm was invincible when I saw him as insulting the new adoration of my heart.


" Silahturahmi is .. Oh yes Ti. Is there time this week ? I want to take you on a walk, it looks like we're going to settle in this town.. "


Kulirik again Dadang who was silent, the young man still did not show the expression on his face.


" Oh, I'll tell you later. Your number is still the same as the old one..?"


" Oh, I've changed the number. I saved your number!! How many ?"


Angga approached me, and took out his hape, I also mentioned my number smoothly. And asked him to directly mention the name through the message, I was anti if there was a new number to call, so if you already know whose number is , maybe I can think about what I will do next, so if I know who number, whether it's accepting and serving or ignoring it ..


" It's afternoon. I have to take Siti home.. If you still want to talk a lot of things, you should just call. Let it be more free.."


Dadang interrupted my interaction with Angga, his tone sounded very relaxed . Makes me a little upset. Was this man not jealous, How could he propose that to Angga ?


" Yah ngga. Sorry yeah. I seem to have to go home. Afraid of bude, you know for yourself, right if bude bersamuk like what ??"


" I still remember the , the details, everything about you is still recorded clearly here.." Angga pointed to his brain "And also here.." And now he puts his hand on his chest.


I feel the usual. But somehow the look on my face even displays an awkward smile.honestly if it has been so far the treatment of Angga I am worried also will Dadang reaction later. Anyway Angga did not feel anything strange with my closeness and Dadang, or because of Dadang's relaxed attitude he concluded himself if we were just friends like before.


I immediately went up to the Badang, after replying Angga with a smile again felt awkward.As much as possible I did not turn to the figure of Angga, when this bike slowly walked away from leaving the Former.


On the bike, now everything feels different, the minutes go by as if they are very slow, making me a little upset about the situation.


" Why did you suddenly shut up ?"


I opened my voice, and tightened my arms at her,


" We're almost there, don't let Bude see, he'll get angry.."


Dadang replied quietly, with one hand he tried to release my embrace on his body.


" Come on Ti. lasss..."


" Why are you ? Angry .."


" Not who is angry !! But soon we will be home. I'm worried that Bude is even more angry because it's too late for you and also about this hand..!!"


" so. You used to when Angga was clearly seducing me in front of you ? what are your feelings so shallow that you are not jealous of the figure of Angga...!"


I let go of my hand and immediately crossed it, although I knew that Dadang could not even look at me.


The motor stopped back. Downstairs, making me even more upset. turned out he did not show jealousy at all, Is it true he loves me. Why do I doubt this now ?


" so. You want me to do what Angga does. Got to fight in front of you ? Or angry is not clear because you even still serve it..!!"


" It wasn't Dang either. But the hell you didn't show Angga that we were more than friends. You're not afraid if later I'm smitten again with him..."


" Siti. That's your past. I must proclaim in front of him if now you are mine, our people are not married yet. So how do I show him that you're mine now. And about you want to be smitten again and nostalgia with Him is still your right, because once again I reiterate that we have not been bound by a legitimate relationship. so you're still free to judge and choose who you think is the best.."


I'm still hanging on the bike Dadang now down. I looked at that face with a smile that expands, I did not expect if the thought of Dadang was that mature in response to the presence of people from my past .


" I'm sorry for thinking so badly. And thank you for believing in me. I promise to keep your trust. And I seem to be getting more steady on the household ark with you in the near future.." I got back on the bike, embarrassed to say so much and such detail to Dadang.my neck was even stiff to turn to see his reaction now..