When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
when pregnant

A month I have been here, it feels very comfortable because bang Dadang always comforted me if there are words mother who does not feel good to hear the ear.

if it's like this I think, the house in-laws are not as scary as what I've been thinking.

Bang Dadang had just come, seeing what he brought I felt curious, but mother's words had represented my curiosity.

" Loh Dang. What do you bring. Is Siti done ?"

Mother asked, when she saw Bang Dadang carrying a bag of mango in her hand..

" Ehh.no Mak this happened to be someone who cut down a mango tree, Dadang was given fear mubasir said who had.."

" Oh kirain Siti said that "

I can see if there's a disappointed tone from your mother's words.

" Not Mak, we have not been married for two months, if you quickly fill it up to be the neighbor's talk.."

" Iyah too, but my mom wants to carry a grandchild. How dong Dang "

" Yes, my mother is calm, 'we will be more active in trying, yes, the deck.." My husband's eyes flickered faintly,

The position of the bang Dadang right in front of me makes it easier for me to pinch his waist without being seen by Mother.

Basic !! don't think what if I'm embarrassed .

My mother seemed to understand my embarrassed behavior.

" Don't dengue Dang, he said that too often the quality of the seeds so reduced.pity Siti, already tired but did not succeed as well.."

Mother even teased and made me more wrong behavior.

" Later mother make you herbal medicine, and also Siti want well, later Mom invited to mbok Sumi. He's good if the massage let's fill up fast..."

Mom's idea makes me uncomfortable, does it have to ? our marriage is only corn-sized. Isn't this too much...!!

" I'm not ready Mak if sorted, because really have never done it .

...."

"Yes also mak, is not strange later the response of a new neighbor one month of marriage already ngebet aja want a child. We also need time to date first Mak.." thankfully bang Dadang want to represent my words.

" Yes sorry if my mom was wrong. My mom is just giving me a solution. Accepted thank you if not yes, want to be flanked...

Here mango mya mama peeled, Siti you make her seasoning yes. We'll go out together.." Mother stepped into the kitchen with a mango fruit that was brought bang Dadang.

" That's young mango huh bang.?"

" Yes deck, You have the land to build a house in the field, so the mangoes are forced to be cut down.."

" Yes bang, I went to the kitchen. Wanna make some spice.."

" Rujak what is mbak...?"

Salsa who just came home from school suddenly joined,

" Rujak Mango Sa, you mending change first . keep eating, then we raced together, the weather happened to support. .." I looked out where the sun was blazing.

" Okay, mbak..!! request pedes level ten ya mbak hehhehe"

Salsa is a hot lover, just like me. So even though sometimes bang Dadang and mom protested about my cuisine which he said was too spicy, there will be salsa that always stood up for me. I really feel like I have a sister near Salsa.

***

Tonight I put myself to sleep in the lap of bang Dadang, while my husband's hand now gently caresses my hair.

His eyes did not stop staring at me, because I was used to being brave enough to look back with a full smile on my lips,

" Don't think too much about the deck, mother said !!"

" The question is, when are you pregnant ?"

I sat myself down, should bang Dadang not need to bring it up. Let me not think anymore..

" Denger you said !! I feel, you are the one thinking .. Why is it ?"

Bag Dadang smiled "how is Brother dek. ?

"Yes, you don't usually nenangin me by bringing up something that you actually know if it bothers my mind a little. Surely you're the one who's depressed now, let's tell me why ?" I pressed him because of the bang Dadang, as if not looking me in the eye. A sign if there really is something stuck in his heart.

" Dek sir..!! He said maybe you're not really talking so you haven't filled up until now ?"

"surely you said it while joking, right Bang ?"

" yes. But.."

" But why even baper brother, it's just to say that our marriage is also a whole corn that is not even ready to harvest.hehheh"

I wish I could transmit a smile to Bang Dadang but my man still fell silent to think of what.!!

" Sister is actually afraid of the deck, what if we don't have a chance..."

"husss don't be chastised, speech is a prayer bang..."

I closed the mouth of bang Dadang with my hand and then even remembered the figure of bude, What is barren bude ?

If he means fear bang Dadang could have happened. Because I have genes that can affect.

My intention to calm down bang Dadang even became void, my mind was busy with bad possibilities in the future.

I shook my head trying to get rid of all the whispers that were now more like a warning ..

"Why are you decking ?"

" Does anyone offend bude who has no children bang..?"

Bang Dadang held me tight. " Sister shouldn't make you think over there deck. But really you are just joking and do not say anything especially about bude..!!"

I kept quiet and chose to wake my head in the arms of bang Dadang, From the tone of his voice I know. Maybe you didn't think that way. But far in the mind bang Dadang he must be remembering it. Is he afraid that I am barren?

" From the melow, we try again yuk deck, let it succeed quickly..."

we are now even dissolved in a passionate kiss, really this activity is like opium for me and also bang Dadang.

******* we now fill rooms, because our rooms are a bit far apart from other rooms, so we do not worry if anyone hears.

In the midst of our intimate activities, I pray to the powerful, so that they are immediately trusted and immediately blessed.

Thinking of that I smiled instead, Somehow the shadow of having a mini figure in our household life will be the most beautiful thing and I want it the most for now.

" Ohhhh..".".ssss.." I hissed, the more I buried the head of the bang Dadang on my chest, when the peak of pleasure came.

My husband is still trying to get the same thing down there.

If indeed the intensity of the husband and wife relationship did affect the process of conception, could Bang Dadang willingly, reduce our night patrol.

" Bang !! Looks like Mom's advice needs to be applied.."

Bang Dadang was still panting, as I asked him to talk "which one is deck ?"

" It's about reducing your night ration.."

Bang Dadang suddenly sat down, making me a little surprised to get an unexpected reaction that "Can't. You can't do that. Brother does not agree, after all, if we often do it the opportunity for the seed to grow will be bigger deck.."

I close my eyes that feel heavy. I shouldn't have to make that suggestion, because I basically already know what kind of answer bang Dadang will give, which is a rejection..!!!!