When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
The turning point ?

Dadang spent time sleeping while watching television at Mom's house. Actually he really wanted to go home, but considering Siti's words and behavior earlier, made him undo his intentions, Maybe he should talk and listen to what kind of advice from his parents first, first, let him not feel pressured by this situation.

It was late in the afternoon, and my mother and father finally went home. Dadang who had been sitting on the terrace had indeed been waiting for the arrival of the two, now stood welcoming his parents.

" Loh Dang, why are the afternoons here already ?" Mother asked directly, looking at the behavior of Dadang who came when he wanted to complain about Siti's attitude, of course, Mother even thought in that direction .

" Don't tell me there's another problem..!!"

" Here you are Mom, later the interrogation, mending you take a shower first there..!!"

Nurdin pushed his wife into the. While he now chose to sit first near Dadang waiting his turn until his wife finished bathing.

" Is your mother's guess right, Dang ?" Nurdin lit his cigarette, rather surprised Dadang did not smoke too, usually the eldest child was always even collect first, asking about cigarettes..

" Yes sir ...!!!"

Dadang answered listlessly, and now wept. Something that Nurdin had never seen since Dadang grew up.

Nurdin patted Dadang's shoulder slowly,

" What's the problem with Dang ? What are you doing with your wife ?"

"It looks like Siti can't forgive Dadang sir ? He was hysterical in front of Dadang, making me afraid of anything happening to him sir. He's like traumatized to be close to me sir !!"

Nurdin let out a long sigh, he thought everything was done and the Dadang household would be fine, but in fact, it was not that easy to treat Siti's heartache.

" Honestly Dadang, I'm out of words if it's like this. If from the beginning you want to hear the advice of the father, everything will not be like this. Don't blame Siti Dang Bapak's attitude for not knowing how deep you've hurt her heart, ,?" Nurdin realized that it was Dadang's stubborn nature that made it complicated like this,

" Continue sir .., What should Dadang do ? Siti asked Dadang to be normal, but she wouldn't even talk to me and come into contact with me, sir !!"

" Call the Goddess, Dang. If it is that bad condition Siti. We better let him go free first. Stress on the Inner can make people depressed, pity children if it happens.."

"What if Bude asks me to divorce Siti Pak ? I still love her, and I don't want a divorce..."

" Dang, are you not aware of your mistake ? if you love her, let her go first. Let him calm down without you present, don't be selfish anymore. If you're divorced, it's better now .."

Hysterical, she's struggling.

Truly he did not want a divorce, but saw Siti like that, making naruni naruni knocked too, did not want to do more cruel things to the figure of the mother of his children.

Lastri came and calmed Dadang, although he did not know what caused Dadang like this.

" What happened to Dadang Pak ?"

" we must go to the house of the Goddess, Lastri. Their relationship seems irreparable, if forced, then Siti will be affected.."

" This is why, sir ? Confused me, even though the Goddess had just come home this morning. Why is this their relationship ? You're making another mistake, Dang ? "

" It's Mak, don't make Dadang sadder.. I'll tell you everything later.."

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Siti is now accompanying Bara and Dio at the house of Sister Salma, in fact she had been to the mother's house. But seeing that there was Dadang and also the father in the room, Siti paused her intention and even turned around to return home

Fortunately neither Bara nor Dio issued a protest and chose to follow Siti's steps, Remembering Dadang's face earlier. Had her husband complained again with his parents and finally he would be judged and blamed again..

thinking that makes Siti now even daydream, she no longer even listen to the speech Salma who is now playing with her son.

" Your uterus is really lifted up Ti ? How can ? You are not a victim of the KDRT, are you ? You see many say you screamed before Dadang came out to ask for help at that time, Mbak thought , just misheard because panic.. !!"

Silent. Siti just lowered her head, made Salma touch her shoulders, and managed to make Siti a little surprised.

" What else do you think ? Your household matters are over, Ti..!! "

" I don't know Ma'am . I'm still traumatized, and I probably won't be able to recover.I'm really giving up. But ? I'm confused where to go ?"

Salma sighed, she knew exactly the heart wound that Siti felt, especially after the incident that had snatched away even her child's womb, it will not be easy for Siti to behave as usual in the figure of Dadang the husband.

" Don't you guys have a letter of agreement. Is that not enough for you as a reinforcement and a handle if at any time Dadang act again.."

" I am confused mbak, Bang Dadang is not much, but his lazy attitude that makes me sick, especially if his lust is not fulfilled, he will make an excuse to justify all his attitudes. It's not one or two times mbak, I give up, I don't want him to apologize but go back to the nature of his origin continuously.."

Siti cried despite being held back fearing her two children who played became distracted. To be honest he does not want to tell too much, but holding this pain alone will make himself more depressed and could lose his mind.

" Mom also does not know what to give advice, who lived this household is you, even if Dadang finally really changed this time, but your heart still holds grudges and wounds. It won't end well for your relationship either.."

Siti hugged Mbak Salma, so far only this woman who she believed to pour out her heart and disappointment over Dadang's attitude, "Do I have to contact bude, so she comes here to pick me up , Ma'am ? But, surely bude will be sad and I do not want to see it like that, especially because my household fate is very messy, and can no longer be saved.."

Salma looked at Siti with concern, Siti was too young to live a life like this. But, he is also only a spectator here, even though he seems to feel the feelings of Siti. But the one who knows and realizes everything is Siti herself.

" Do whatever you think is best, Siti. Children need a mother who can maintain her sanity. If staying by your side makes you traumatized and depressed. Then let go, Ma'am will support whatever your decision will be.."

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