When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Dilemma !!

Siti looked at her children who were already in deep sleep, after they opened earlier. Even Rama who usually sleeps a little night, even lay down first and appear smooth snoring. There was a smile on Siti's lips when she remembered the sweetness of Rama when giving the envelope given by her grandfather and father earlier.

' This is also my money, so do not hesitate if you want to use it.. Rama same sisters just need a mother, the rest we consider a bonus '

' Oh, that's bang !why ?'

' Separate the mother was not tasty, it turns out the most comfortable place is beside the mother. Although we have to eat one egg for three..'

Siti smiled haru, apparently Rama remembered at that time. At a time when he had no money at all. And must be frugal to eat their children, even though they still have Dadang who should give a living .

" Have they slept ?"

Elis made a sound, not since when he had stood there. What is clear, Siti did not feel the presence of the wife of her former sister-in-law.

" I want this!"

" Humm.. I think they're tired of El !"

Siti wiped away the tears that were still left in the corner of her eyes.

Siti stood up and found Elis's face already soaked by tears..

" I ... I'm jealous of Siti!!" Elis cried and hugged Siti tightly.

" I wouldn't be strong if I had to live my own life all my life, ma'am !! "

Siti was stunned then she raised her chin high trying to resist the urge of tears that were about to come out.

He did not know what to respond, all the complaints expressed by Elis. Suddenly Siti's heart felt slapped, all this time she was never grateful for what had happened in her life. Although now she will not be able to get pregnant again must she return to the household, but at least she already has three funny heroes accompany her. As for Elis, just feeling pregnant she never..

" Deck ...!!! " Great opens little children's room door. The sound of Elis's cry was heard until the guest room, where Agung and Bude Dewi were chatting.

Elis turned her head, and immediately hugged her husband tightly..

" I'm sorry my imperfections bang !!! SORRY ...!!"

Agung drowned Elis' head in his chest, he now cried and looked at Siti who was standing stiff with a wet face..

Siti even lowered her head, remembering Agung's request the other day. Was the man's gaze still with the same request. Thinking that Siti even felt a predator. If he was angry yesterday, but this time he doesn't know what to do ..

" We go home on deck.. Don't cry here. The kids will wake up !!" Agung rubbed his wife's head, trying to give understanding.

Then he led Elis out of his nephew's room.

" Come home Bang !! I'm tired ..."

Elis said with his face down, he now passed without a word . whereas they had just arrived in the guest room, where there was a goddess bude staring concerned at the figure of Elis.

" I'm sorry about Elis' attitude. Bude..!! We'll take care of it first.."

Agung salami Siti and also bude Dewi. Both of them just nodded in response..

Siti followed the grand steps and stared at the car cabin where Elis was seen sitting quietly there, as their eyes collided. Elis turned his face and ignored Siti again.had honestly this attitude made Siti's feelings feel stirred. Why could Elis change like that in just a matter of seconds..

" You must be astonished by Elis's change of attitude right Ti ?"

" So he told Agung if he wanted to adopt one of your children !! And the great answered immediately that he had said that to you, and you refused. So he was sad, Bude was worried Elis would be depressed again. Tell me from Agung if Elis is reduced in depression because of the news of Dio's illness.."

" So, when I first came here it was. Great did not say anything to Elis bude. And it's all purely from the grand thought itself ?"

Siti. He is now faced with the fruit of simalakama.

" I don't know Ti. Bude also did not know what to comment !!"

The two were now filled with silence, preoccupied with their own thoughts...

Time passed siti decided to lay down beside her children intend to sleep, but until the time showed at one in the morning, Siti could not close her eyes..

He was still thinking of Elis, a gentle and intelligent woman in his eyes. At the wedding of Agung he had felt insecure about himself in front of Elis. But the friendliness and indiscriminate attitude of Elis, made him feel comfortable talking to the young doctor.

But hearing the words of despair from Elis earlier made him feel that his rejection was cruel and evil.

the thoughts that now filled her brain made Siti decide to move, and prepare a menu for sahur..

" It's not too fast, Ti !!

still one hour past this little. ." Bude came from the direction of the bathroom, he just finished ablution for tahajud prayer..

" I can't sleep bude, rather than just mending, mending cook..!!"

Bude knows Siti. He is a man who could not bear, surely Siti is now thinking about Elis . That's why he can't sleep..

" Don't think too much, son, we can't always fulfill the wishes of others. Sometimes we need to be selfish, because life is not only about the happiness of others, but also our own happiness. Although sometimes circumstances require us to act otherwise. But now is not the time for you to accept it and ignore your feelings..!!"

Siti was already shedding tears, before the sentence from her budenya mouth was finished.

" Am I as evil and selfish as bude..!!"

Siti turned around, and hugged the bude with a trembling body...

" Human place is wrong and Khilaf Siti. But this time, it's not your fault. It's out of your control, so don't feel guilty baby!! " Bude rubbed Siti's head fondly..

***

On the other hand, Elis now appears to be more beaten than he was yesterday. He felt that God was getting unfair to him. Although he knew his request was very cruel to Siti, but still. the rejection of the ex-wife of his sister-in-law, left a big wound and still felt bloody, sick and painful . That's how Elis felt..

" Deck !! Try to accept all of this..!! did you hear Rama's words this afternoon ? if the age of Rama alone can not afford to be far from Siti. Especially Bara and Dio. We can adopt a child from the orphanage if you want. And Brother already got the address of the nearest orphanage from the acquaintance of Abang !!" Agung offered his hape to Elis hoping that his wife would give a positive response..

" Nothing will be as sweet as Dio and Bara Bang !!! I want them to be nothing else huhuhuhuhu "Crying Elis broke, somehow she became obsessed like this now..!!

Standing up, he could no longer. He thought the change in Elis's attitude yesterday would last and bring his woman to a cure, but in fact. Everything seems like just wishful thinking to the great.

Once out of the room she found her in-laws now staring at the door with tears in their eyes..

" You must be patient with Elis Gung..!! Mama please no matter what the circumstances may be, never leave her ..." The great mother-in-law cupped her hands together in front of her chest, pleading with the son-in-law..

" Mama don't worry, Elis's lack that now will never make me give up on her until the end of my life..!!"