When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
The wrong place ?

The situation of Siti makes it more difficult. His children seem more unkempt. Siti really does not have the energy to just divorce the quarrels of her children, Neighbors are even immune to the screeches and cries of Siti children. Fortunately Siti still has savings from her activities selling online . Until he was not so panicked when his children asked for snacks.

While Dadang increasingly seemed to be careless with his children, never want to know his son who always whines about the problem of side dishes and pocket money.

Dadang always go early in the morning, after washing clothes. Even Dadang does not provide side dishes for his children to eat.

After returning home, when the Maghreb arrived, the father of three children asked Siti and her children had eaten or not. Now Siti prefers to avoid quarrels because her energy is better saved to give a little attention to children, if Dadang has gone to work as a coffee farmer.

Boredom makes Siti more often surf in cyberspace, just look at the tok-tok application and know the latest news through Facebook. Apparently this also made Dadang inflamed, as every 32-year-old man went home . Siti always looks fun with her dress.

" Say she limp, dizzy ! But every working day play Hp mulu. If it's dizziness, take medicine, rest ! Play strong HP for hours. Other work is not done "

Dadang looks nagging, the cup that was made into a toy by Bara slammed with all his strength.

" I feel like you know ! It could not be if I was at home distop used to play Hpnya "

Bungkam Site. He really doesn't want to be in this position. But honestly to argue with Dadang, he has no energy. The more the fight, the man will be more emotional and the children will be the target of his anger.

" I'm dizzy, Ti. Mention weekly bank payments . Plus the bank as well. I could die if I had to keep going like this. How much longer will it take ! the waiting period for you a new birth can you like before "

' It is difficult if you have a husband who haunts his wife babu ya gini. It's only been a few weeks, it's been a thousand years' Siti satin. He who is depressed with this unwanted pregnancy is even more depressed, with Dadang's behavior that can only blame him.

" Your son ! how could you not worry. Wandering around like no mother"

' Not done yet ' Inner Siti screamed, but as much as possible she held back the emotions that were now coming.

" What the hell did you see on hp huh! no boredom, "

" It's precisely because I'm bored that I play HP "

Siti's anger was finally unbearable. He was standing right in front of Dadang.

" Halah play hp can , Home work all I do.."

" I'm not paralyzed Bang, so it's still possible if only playing Hp.."

" Yes against dong, eat a lot. Vomiting, eating again. If not forced how can there be energy.."

" I'm kind of like this because I'm pregnant ! that's why I'm going to let me not believe it.."

" I am going to the place where Midwife Siska recommended me. You don't even want ",

" Just suggest without any money free Bang ! If you're supposed to, you love the money in front of me. That way we can go right away.."

" you if the gini debate, can be full of energy. Wonder me "Dadang sneered.

" You're the one who lured me. I think I was wrong in this pregnancy . The one with the big Andil is you. Therefore the lust is withheld, do not the energy that is held up. I just live in the house ! He's tired ! But every night hanging out at the coffee shop. Turn to see the dirty clothes piled up to blame me. You can wash your son's clothes are malem-malem. usually I also like that, When my condition is like this. In fact, forget that the work you have done recently so far I did it. Without complaining. You just eat and wear all your clothes.."

Siti's voice rattled, her pale and sunken face now filled with tears.

Dadang seems to pay attention to the interaction between Siti and Bara. There is regret in his heart but still his ego is greater than his empathy on the figure of Siti. The woman who now contains her seed.

Without a word, Dadang left. The place she was referring to was the home of her mother, her parents. The distance of the house is close, making Dadang prefer to walk.

***

It didn't take long for Dadang to get to his mother's house. The woman who gave birth to him is now cooking in the kitchen. With impatience Dadang looked towards the steaming pot and let out a fragrant aroma, his favorite gulai . Chicken gulai with chili slices.

Dadang's stomach looks increasingly hungry, while Mother asks him to wait at the table to eat.

After the two rice dishes and side dishes moved to the stomach of Dadang saw the man stroking his stomach a little satiety.

" mom separated for mother's granddaughter. You bring it later, Dang ! "

Tell your mother to clean the dirty dishes and wipe the table.

Dadang just nodded in response.

" want to coffee sir ? Not coffee ?"

Mother asked again, when she saw the hot water on the stove had boiled.

"Yes can be mak. .! Take it forward. You want to say something to Dadang.."

Tell me as you go to the front porch. Dadang followed him, trying to guess what his father would say.

" You're still coming with Andre to harvest, huh Dang ?" Dad started a conversation. Mother's coffee is ready on the table.

" yes sir. The money was already taken up .."

" so yes ! if you have paid off your debt to Andre, mending you face the same rubber Mr. But yes it is, the harvest is 2 weeks once.if you want to get more money.."

Dadang sipped his coffee slowly, after blowing it several times "see later deh sir ! If it has to be 2 weeks, the children of Dadang Jajan use what sir "

" Yes the debt used to be la Dang, Father is also the same Mother.take it first in the shop of the Fatma. After the harvest is paid off.."

Dadang seemed to run out of words to hear his father's answer. Actually, what makes Dadang reluctant not because of the harvest time, but more to his habit of always waking up during the day, while the activity of tapping rubber must be early in the morning so that the sap is a lot.

That's Dadang, If only his wife Not Siti maybe until now the small family will not be able to build a House. But Siti's determination and the breadth of her association make it easy if she needs help from others.

Assistance in the form of the Arisan system, not debt.

Different Siti different also Dadang, Dadang wider association even seem arrogant. He was ashamed to ask his friends for help. Although sometimes even his friends use Dadang. Dadang as if.

But if Siti protested and asked Dadang to be wiser, even diomeli and considered matre, because judging everything from money. Turn kepepet, Siti who was forced to be a listener without wanting to hear Siti's opinion.