When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
sadang

Dadang grasped the hand of Siti who was not attached to the infusion. He regretted, because of their quarrel Siti had to experience all these things.

Fortunately Mr. Indra and his other sisters want to help with the cost problem. So he didn't think about the problem anymore, and could focus on Siti.

The doctor's words yesterday are still ringing in his ear, this is not the fault of Siti and also herself. But indeed the fetus contained Siti has a heart defect. Doctors also wonder why their female fetus can survive up to five months in the womb Siti.

Siti's uterus must also be removed because it has placenta accreta, which is the baby's uterus attached to the uterus and causes continuous bleeding. This surgery is the last way after all procedures to stop bleeding unsuccessful.

There was movement on Siti's hand, making Dadang happy. But it seems Siti has not shown more reaction. He had to be patient until his eyes opened again.

The door creaked, averted Dadang's gaze. Lastri his mother, looks in with a sad face. The figure approached, patting Dadang's shoulder channeling strength while expressing his sympathy for the condition of the Wife of his child.

" Siti hasn't noticed Dang yet?"

" So before Mom came in she showed a reaction . I think he'll soon realize Mak.."

Lastri looked directly at Siti's pale face. Guilt also attacked him. He had treated Siti badly all along. And that might also make Dadang does not appreciate his wife.

" You must change Dang ! Mom, this is a rebuke for you. But, is it true that you weren't the one who had done something to your wife until something like this happened ? "

Dadang. He did not commit physical violence . But considering her words yesterday, of course, Siti's heartache is even greater than what happened to her now.

" I hope Siti forgives my mistake Mak" Dadang could not hold back her tears. He's very sorry.

Lastri was crying too. He saw Dadang's face look pale.

" Have you eaten Dang ? eat first. Let Mother who nemenin Siti. You have to take care of your physique so that you can give a new spirit to your wife."

Dadang did not answer but he immediately moved on,

"Titip Siti yes Mak.." Dadang out, want to go to the cafeteria.

In front of the nursery Siti Dadang met with Indra and Hesti who had just finished lunch.

" There's a Mom inside, if you want to go home what ? Brother can replace with Mother keep your Ma'am.."

Indra and Nesti looked at each other, then they nodded together. " Yes, we have already said bang.all of you also want to pay to Mom. Later that night, hesti will come here to eat."

The wife's husband entered Siti's room while Dadang continued his steps towards the canteen . indeed from yesterday Dadang's stomach was not filled. Because busy taking care of all the needs and preparations ahead of Siti's emergency operation carried out this morning.

***

Siti is now conscious. His eyes seemed to adjust the glare light that felt piercing. Pain in his stomach makes himself reflex touch that part. But it turns out that Dadang held back the movement of Siti. The man also minimizes the sudden movement of Siti.

" Don't touch the deck. The wound is not dry. And don't move too much so the pain isn't too pronounced." Dadang said according to the instructions of the Doctor who had examined Siti a while ago.

Siti frowned, Why can there be a wound on her stomach. Thinking that made her head hurt, now Siti remembered, before she and Dadang were fighting, After that she did not remember anything else.

" What happened ? why is my stomach getting Bang's wound ? "

Siti touched her belly "Then our son Bang ?"

"Our son is dying, because of a congenital heart defect!"

Siti felt the heat in both eyes. She did not want this pregnancy . Not that he also wants his fetus to go like this. Siti even still very regretted the slow movement of her child candidate yesterday. But now, he's lying in the hospital all he felt yesterday as if he was just a dream.

" Maybe god punished me Bang. And this is the answer to all the resentment and disappointment that I crave because of your attitude and your nature. I want us to divorce Bang "

Siti is now cold. His heart really hurt.

Dadang shakes "Dek. How could you possibly discuss this. With your current state. Brother will never divorce you deck. I'm sorry and we'll start all over again."

Siti felt pain back . Actually he wanted to serve Dadang with all the absorbent vows that he kept all this time . but the pain he felt made his mouth even did not want to be invited to compromise "I'm tired. I want to rest, I want to rest, better get the fuck off. I need peace now !"

Dadang knows if Siti is still limp and still feels pain in her surgical wound. He chose silence and followed Siti's orders.

now the man who had the title of husband, sitting restlessly in front of his wife's room. The mother who had just performed the Isya prayer approached her son. So runyam Dadang mind to not realize the presence of Lastri.

" Why Dang ! Siti's conscious ?"

" Yah Mak. Now he wants to rest. That's why Dadang came out so he felt comfortable"

" You guys come back Dang. In a situation like this! why do we always have to fight ? You should be more in control. Siti needs your support. Not pressure like you've been doing. "lastri geek doesn't understand.

" Siti asks for a divorce from Mak."

Lastri could not hide her surprised look. " How could Dang? Be honest with Mom, did you guys make a fuss before Siti was bleeding ?,"

Dadang nodded in response

" You push him ?" Pastri asked impatiently.

" No Mak. But maybe my words hurt more than physical abuse.," Dadang cried again.this time he even sobbed loudly

" I blame her for being pregnant again. I also said that the boy added to my burden,".

Lastri looked at Dadang angrily "Mom thought the advice of Mr. yesterday you listened to Dang. Why can you say something like that again. ."

" I don't know Mak. My words made me hate Siti even more. I feel like everyone is on his side and no longer appreciates me as a man . .Sorry my mom is khilaf..."

Dadang now rested on the legs of Lastri, the harder he cried. Her chest is getting tighter.

" Mom tasa, Mum also contributed to all your bad qualities and. Forgive Mom for making you like this. Forgive mom Dang "

The mother and son were weeping. They don't care about the strange looks of the hospital visitors. Unfortunately, it always seems to come too late.