When Passion Is Greater Than Lust

When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Solution.. or ?


Bang Dadang finally woke up too when the clock showed at 15:23, I thought he was going to sleep until tomorrow, huh


Apparently bang Dadang woke up because his stomach was rumbling to be filled, only natural if he felt hungry. Bang Dadang had breakfast at seven this morning, and had missed his lunch. For someone with a large portion of food, of course this makes bang Dadang feel very hungry, he said,


I was busy putting my kids' clothes in the closet. It just so happened that today was very hot so I could fold faster and simultaneously compose the clothes I was washing today..


" Deck, Brother just remembered. Wendi nawarin last night want to take a bank around or not ? "


I stopped the movement of my hand, frowning in wonder. Does bang Dadang intend to dig a hole close the hole?


this name is not a solution but increasingly strangling themselves.


" Sustains...? Why bang, you want to take so too !!"


I saw Dadang bang picking up the fried tempe on the table before he answered my question,


" Yes the deck, make a bank installment payment. Want to borrow the same father is not good, already exhausted the idea of brother Dek...."


Though I wanted to express my opinions and ideas, but in fact what happened to my husband's mind, just an instant way like that..


Indeed, the Five million money used by my mother and father for the graduation of Agung has not been returned, while every month installments we always pay, I want to feel like I returned the words bang Dadang earlier. If it can't help, it would be nice if it doesn't add more weight..


But I hold my tongue, don't want to discuss this further.


" If I forbid, what do you think ?"


" Yes, it means you have to try to pay for this month.given the solution why even refuse ?" Say lightly.


" How should I be dizzy, just pay the bank monthly you've been drunk like gini, how to pay weekly as well. Okay, don't be weird. Borrow the same for Hajj. Even if you don't get paid, it's better.


Because when you receive the money it is delicious. The turn of pay that makes you dizzy. Maybe our child instead does not eat anymore, because it has to pursue installments.."


I immediately left the house, not wanting to hear the answer to the next sentence which I believe is the absolute decision of the figure of my husband, always like this. Again, and again...


***


Life that is actually full of peace is now even tainted with a variety of installments, the weekly money that is actually also quite now feels very less and makes dizzy, even though my online sales are still in demand and many buyers, even though my online sales are still selling, but if capital is always used for the needs of the house, of course this will reduce profits, because spending is always greater than income.


Even so, I still sent bude money. And exchange the news cheerfully through video calls. I always avoid our kangen-kangen event in front of bang Dadang, afraid bude keceplosan and can be a weapon bang Dadang to make fun of me, surely I will be considered he stole the money of the husband later.


"Assynjetaj.. Siti...Siti.."


It was the voice of my mother, although it was a wonder why my mother came here but I immediately met her who seemed reluctant if she went straight into the house..


I greet my mother, because it has become my habit every time we meet, even though our residence is not too far away..


" Go in, mak..!!"


My in-laws' eyes looked at my living room that looked messy, while Dio and Bara had indeed played with Salma's brother from earlier.


Although like a disgusted person, the mother still entered and now sits down after getting rid of some toys that look full and do not give room to sit.


" What are you doing behind the back ? next time settle first in front of , It's been a new run of kitchen affairs. Or you can also wake up early again, let's not mess like this, Later even my grandson who wretched because his mother is less nimble.."


Mother was silent even though I tried to calm her expression that had come before did look tense and unsightly.


" The kids next door


Yeah..?"


" Yes Mak. It was picked up by Salma's father himself he said so I could be free and clean at home.."


Mom looks to improve her position, she looks at me fixedly, "Mom wants to ask Siti. Is it true that you also take money from blooming ! that traveling bank ?"


" Dadang is not the story of Mak ?" I asked back to make my mother frown.


" No Dadang said anything to my mom..


Why are you even getting more troublesome !


Can you borrow your bud, he's like your mother, He must help you if you keep your bude ...


Keep the rest of the money you turn to your online sales huh ?"


I looked down, honestly I did not know the amount of money borrowed by bang Dadang, but he said he had paid the bank installments for the next three months, so my husband seemed relaxed, and only work if he wants, the rest he will be lazy at home..


And to be honest, my mother's proposal about bude, somehow reminds me of the bang Dadang speech the other day, it seems I know now bang Dadang is more inclined to whom about the resemblance..


"Siti does not know there is rest or unwillingness Mak, because bang Dadang who set all the money.."


Mother was silent, I raised my face to see her expression, apparently my in-laws were looking blankly at the photo of Rama during graduation Kindergarten last year. I don't know what Mom thought.


" Let's ask your husband. Somehow why you guys do not even get along since inhabiting this house ?"


I frowned, what this means bang Dadang complained to mother, but why bang Dadang even hid about lending money to his mother.


" So, you think I borrowed money from that mobile bank ?"


" Yes, you sell online so it costs money to make capital.


Why did your husband come so close to taking Ti's blooming?"


" Make payment of bank installments that month Mak, I've prevented.but, That's it. still bang Dadang insistent.."


Let me occasionally report the behavior of bang Dadang, anyways so hinahakah I in the eyes of the mother even directly accuse without asking her son first,


" I'm sorry, my mother accused you. Then let the mother who advised your husband, let nothing involve you as his wife. Let you not be confused if there are people who ask, so as not to be too obvious, if your household is again problematic. Keep the good name of Mr. , as someone who is respected in this village..Do you know Siti..?"


" God willing Siti understands why Mommy.."


My father-in-law said goodbye, after asking permission to bring Dio and Bara to his house, he said Mr. Kangen with his grandchildren. But it's a bit awkward to come here especially if bang Dadang is not at home.


I watched my mother leave with my two children from the door, after she was not seen again, I immediately headed to the kitchen and continued my delayed work. Let the children's toy business be cleaned later, anyway they will definitely be at home at the home of his grandparents..