When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
At last.....

Bang Dadang came home at 23:00 p.m. Because indeed when he left the time had shown at 21:30.

" We forgot the deck time, Brother did not even realize to his bang Yanto house last night. Fortunately, he was home and not sleeping .."

I smiled confirming my husband's "So how did it go bang ?"

" Bang Yanto can deck, he just happened to have 3 more monthly projects. God willing he said, he can finish our House if only upright umbrella only.

But yes it's the deck, he ngajak bang Wawan, same Tio. Save time, he said.."

" oh no why bang, the more the exchange is not the faster the development later.the payment how bang ? Siti forgot to say to Brother if she could just daily, and eat loose. So that we can adjust the funds from the beginning.."

" So you know the deck, bang Yanto asks for 150 per day.we only provide snacks, coffee same deck cigarettes !!"

" oh Thank you, then bang, as you wish.."

Bang Dadang nodded, returning my smile.he now read again my paper.

" it's deck night, you sleep first. Brother is still counting all the details ', and also making sure there are no items left behind and unbought.."

I lay down beside Bara, a little surprised by the attitude of bang Dadang usually the man always asked for his rights, but it has been three nights bang Dadang as if not intend to warm our bed, whereas usually if I refuse then he will be angry and even careless all day . instead I hope, but seeing this significant change of course I feel confused myself.

***

This week construction will begin soon, the last week all building materials have indeed arrived. I could not believe all this finally happened, but I hope that everything can go smoothly as expected..

Bang Dadang decided to become a kenek, accompanying bang Yanto. In addition to saving money, bang Dadang can also supervise the development process and also prepare materials or goods that are not enough.

If according to bang Yanto estimates, our house will be three months. But in fact, only two months running house began to look the shape, living plaster inside and fireplace alone. The funds that I had originally prepared were not enough, and I intended to end the construction as if only.

" This is Siti, the money you promised. Accepted Yes "

I stared at the brown envelope in doubt, here we were gathering after dinner, even my three heroes had not slept.

" Thank God, sir, his house is almost finished. You should not just save the money, for the preparation of a grand graduation..."

"This was the intention of the father from the beginning of Siti. so please accept..

For great or Salsa it will be the business of the father later. The rubber garden section also began to be tapped. So every 2 weeks you will have income..Accepted Yes, .."

I lyric my husband who was silent from earlier.bang Dadang nodded in agreement. Although I was a bit reluctant to finally accept the money as well.

"Bude also sent 20 million yesterday sir. Alhamdulillah. True yes said people if our intentions are round. The streets will be wide open for those of us who believe.."

Not done yet I'm talking Mother has cut and voiced her heart ,

" Aren't you asking for money from the Goddess ? You will be embarrassed again. Moreover, begging to be helped . So do not take it lightly if the intention to wake up the house. No matter how much preparation there will be a lack.."

I looked down, not wanting to answer my mother's words. His tone of voice certainly provoked my emotions. Some bude is also a mother to me, no need for me to ask let alone beg if only for that amount of money.

Bude also Siti's mother loh mak, mother can not forget about that."

I know that if bang Dadang is a little upset with Mom's words, Somehow getting here, I feel that my mother always just corner me, and bang Dadang's defense against me. It was as if he was getting angry from his mother. Though as I recall, I never denied or answered all the words of the mother who hurt the heart.

What is still related to the birth of Bara, and also about me who never accompanied bang Dadang when going to the garden.

"Already Mak, his son is helped even accused of being a no-no. we should be grateful because Siti budenya want to help. Don't think badly.."

" Yes Sir. Mother came here even more visible sensi to Mbak Siti..His behavior is sometimes strange and unreasonable heheh"

Salsa is usually not flippant if there is a father. Now even show his original character, and managed to get a pinch from his brother, Agung who happened to sit between Mother and Salsa.

Mother was silent, and without a word even went into the room, even Dio's call was not touched by the figure of his grandmother.

I'm thinking more and more if we stay here longer, then it could be the state of the house, will be more uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry Mom. You also do not understand why his mother Dadang even behaved so now, "sounds clearly disappointed tone in the voice of the father.

" Siti knows sir, although frankly a bit confused why my mom would behave like that.."

" Mom again PMS kali mbak. So don't think about "

I just smiled, responding to Salsa's joke, actually sad if our relationship was even tenuous when we would split the house.

This happiness can be warming. But I can't manage everything according to my will!

The fussy ones took my mind off. My youngest seemed to be reaching towards me, as his crying began to sound tight.

" It looks like he's drowning on the deck, Mending took him to the room. Let Dio Abang accompany here.."

I follow the advice of bang Dadang and take Bara to the room, usually at this time Bara has slept. Even so, he never woke up early, so it does not bother me when I have to cook at dawn for this family breakfast.

It didn't take long, Bara finally fell asleep beside me.

This I use to check HP, because it was from this morning, I did not have time to hold the flat object.

[Siti. Bude has sent 30 million to your account.].

[may add to the shortcomings of your home construction. Bude help pray'akan, may everything go smoothly until you can occupy it ]

Bude's message is lined up now I've read. Do not forget a notification notification if the Dana mentioned earlier has entered my account.

I was moved, However grateful I was, to have been surrounded by kind-hearted people.

[Thank you bude 😭...

Aami.]