When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Fill Siti's heart

Bude Dewi has been picked up by travel this morning. It turns out that Siti's efforts and the persuasion of her grandchildren are not able to hold Bude Dewi longer. In order to save time, he decided to use travel services again, because yesterday Bude felt no longer feeling drunk vehicles . And he hopes he won't get drunk on his return this time either.

Siti was actually heavy to let go of her bud but she could not if hold her bud was too long at home, even with the reason her children though. Because indeed bude is the type who does not want to if you have to continue to stay at home without doing anything. Bude is always monitoring his own palm oil land and paying people after he himself knows all the details that must be done. Therefore, Bude Dewi is often considered stingy by people around his house, even though his goal is to go around and monitor the workers just because he feels bored always staying at home.

Dadang also knew if actually Siti wanted to go to her budenya village. She heard herself when Siti whined at her mother's sister. But Bude still refused because he considered if Siti childish if it continues to run from the problem. Especially now that they have been bound by agreement . So Bude felt if Siti and Dadang should be able to start everything from scratch again. And with this also bude asserted if he would give time for them to dive into each other's mistakes.

" The deck looks like we should talk..!"

Dadang said slowly, his children seemed to sleep, because this is the time they took a nap. Dadang felt this was a good time for them to speak four eyes. The time they passed after the Siti operation seemed to limit their interaction as husband and wife. And honestly Dadang is not comfortable with that fact.

Siti was silent but she lifted her body to wake up, her initial intention was to also want to sleep with her children this afternoon. Somehow his body really felt tired from this morning, but hearing Dadang's request he immediately undo his intentions. Dadang fear even more strengthen the tone of his voice if he ignored.

" Nothing to talk about anymore Bang !!" Siti said ketus, turning her face towards the terrace, because they are in the living room now.

" Respect me now . Then I will appreciate you too.. "

Stinging

" What does deck mean ? How are you doing this !!"

" Don't make me sicker Bang. I'm still here because of that stupid covenant letter. Don't torture me again with all your bullshit..."

Dadang made increasingly do not understand the direction of the conversation Siti "what does the heck Dek mean ? isn't it you who wanted me to sign the letter. Why do you feel compelled now. Didn't we have agreed to fix everything. Start it all over again,.."

"if you ask me if I have to..? So the answer is Iyah.. I was forced... satisfied you now huh hah!!!....You know that I am now more and more devastated by your actions, the only person I believe to be the place to return even blatantly rejected me and trapped me again with a stone-hearted man like you..!!

a - ku Saaakkkiiiit Bang..Sakiyit....."

" why don't you tell Bude if you really don't want to be with Abang dek . Honestly you're sorry and you're really sorry for your mistake. But you can't do it if you're forced to stay by Brother's side like this.."

Dadang also restrained, but his hands felt stiff when he would touch Siti's shoulders. The fear of her touch made Siti feel pain again.

" What do you think I can do ? Bude is the person I love the most and also the one I disdain the most. So far bude has never let me down and even made me slightly offended by his attitude and speech..

I'm so lucky to have him in my life.I'm afraid to hurt him with my rejection.."

Siti tried to neutralize the emotions that had already taken hold of her

" Let me endure here by harboring my pain, lest bude be sick with all my behavior and rejection ..

SO I-I beg you. Work with me, don't demand that I act the way I used to, because the wounds you've made every day are getting more and more and may be starting to rot. Until it is difficult to treat, let alone return to the original. That's the impossible..." Siti spilled all her heart towards Dadang. His position is so difficult now. Because now all he had in mind was a memory of Dadang's behavior that could not be tolerated anymore by him . Somehow this will boil down to the obvious Siti feels if Dadang has been bad and will never be able to change.

Dadang looked at Siti who walked towards the room by wiping her tears, really she never thought if Siti, a cheerful and always obedient woman was now transformed into a stranger in her eyes.

Will the wound heal. That's how he was to the woman who had given him the baby..

Dadang is now crying, his pain may not be comparable to what he has incited to Siti. If it continues like this. So what kind of household will they live in the future. Can he continue to play just because it is bound by an agreement or he must say all this to the family and also bude Dewi. But what if Siti hates him more and more and accuses him of putting Siti into an even more complicated and painful situation.

meanwhile, now that Siti was leaning against the door of the room, her tears were rushing down. There is a sense of relief in his heart because all the strings that block in the heart he has now spoken to Dadang.

His eyes looked at the innocent face of his children who were sound asleep. Thinking about how they would grow later made Siti sobbing even more without a sound. His heart was indeed against his decision to stay beside Dadang, but, Budenya instead tied him up here. Actually he is not ready or maybe he will never want to prepare again to improve his relationship with Dadang. However, Dadang's request would never return something he had lost. Enough for her to give her a chance and hold her wound alone, It is time for her to reveal the things that have stuck in her heart. So that his sanity is maintained, and can accompany his children mature body cheerfully and without any pressure . But if you continue to see Dadang's face whether he will be able to survive with his determination. What if she's getting stressed out and making her kids into an impingement ,,?