When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
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I really didn't expect that my relationship with Dadang would be like this. He's the man of my choice, the man who made me dare to reject a million men with charm and even treasure.

The guy I introduced to bude with a little pushy.

An ordinary man, with a job as a coffee farmer. The man I've committed to in do'a will be with me forever.

But in fact, after a decade of marriage. Everything changed, having a marriage with her made me swallow thorns every day. The more painful the day but still forced me to endure.

My memories now flow to the events we experienced a dozen years ago, a love story full of joy and struggle...

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His name is Dadang, a man with a tall stature and not too thin, his sweet face makes the eyes never get tired to look. I know him from a friend, who is one school with the young man. A bench friend who has been very close, because even though I am a girl I feel more comfortable being friends with men.

Actually me and Dadang used to be a school when Junior High. But Dadang decided to continue his schooling in a different city.

His figure is not known when Junior High. But the young man said that he had admired me even long before our reunion.

He is a humorous man, sociable and also a suble person, his style of slippery ceplos sometimes makes me feel wrong.

Although our closeness has lasted a long time but Dadang did not also express his love directly, he more often touched me with a crisp joke.

Long enough we were close to the status of just friends. But honestly I am amazed at his figure.

Although at that time I even had a relationship with the man who was in school with me.

" Well, I'm losing fast !!" He elbowed his friend who was in front of me. The young man's eyes still had a flirtatious blink.

"That is why if love is expressed, it should not be harbored. Especially if the girl is like Siti's address there will be no gap if not gercep.." Rio seemed to be chuckling while glancing towards me.

Especially now that I have officially dated Angga.

Angga, the man I now choose to be my lover is a handsome young man who became a new idol in Nusa Bangsa High School. He was a moving figure from outside the area two months ago.

As a woman who was able to conquer him and defeat other candidates to become his girlfriend certainly makes me feel proud and happy . Moreover, the sweet attitude of Angga who is very good at treating a girl. Who would reject the perfect charm of that charismatic figure. The envious gazes of upperclassmen and underclassmen always followed in our footsteps as a new couple.

But after hearing Rio and Dadang's joke somehow there was a strange shiver I felt, whether I actually had more taste in Dadang. When compared Angga of course Dadang far below it . Or this is just a backlash from his nature that does like to tease and always joke about me.

" Dear ...!!" The figure I was thinking of appeared as well, With his Ninja bike he approached me, because indeed we had made a pact to go home together. " Ayokk is out in the afternoon. I'm gonna pick up mom from the salon.."

The figure who was still at home on his motorbike looked at the clock in his hand with a huff.

" Wooi bro's. Same soft girlfriend bit cake. Go down and talk well. I've tried bawuran aja.."

Dadang's words were not responded by the man with the status of my girlfriend. He just looked at me intently as if asking me to move and understand the emergency he was in.

I went up without looking at Dadang and Rio. It feels sad because it is clear Dadang expressed his dislike for the treatment of Angga which I think is still very reasonable. The motorbike we were driving now began to pass, leaving the existence of Rio and Dadang who somehow reacted like what saw my actions earlier..

It was the last meeting between me and Dadang during the white-gray period. It seems like he is avoiding me. Although Rio still often tells if Dadang lately always stay at his house, Rio said if Dadang wants to continue medical school . because it is the department that his parents who are a PNS want, he said, there is no real compulsion from Dadang because he had long aspired to become a doctor. While I only briefly enjoyed a period of courtship with Rio because in the end the young man had to move back with his parents who worked as a Diplomat. Leaving me with a choice between breaking up or LDR. Of course I wouldn't want to have to have a long distance relationship. So we agreed to end our relationship that was actually being sticky. After the departure of Angga actually many tried to approach me. But now my mood about dating is very bad, no matter what affects it. But obviously I'm enjoying my singles status right now.

Graduation has arrived. Thank God I graduated with perfect grades, Bude Dewi is very proud of my achievements. He wants me to continue college, the cost won't be a problem for Bude. But, either because of destiny or what. I refused to go to college and preoccupied myself in front of the laptop, trying to explore hobbies while learning many things from writing. One year I passed by just standing at the front as a reader. I just stacked my novel in a special document that was stored with a password as a fence. I don't know why I did that. All I know when I write my imagination is that it leads me to be someone else..Although there is nothing wrong with my life but still growing up without parents is a hard thing. Not that I don't consider Bude's presence. But it will definitely be different if you can call someone with the name of Mother and Father, especially if you can feel the warm embrace of the figures.

After one year, my school held a reunion. As a person who did not go to college, there is certainly a little bit of inferiority in me. But this is my choice, no matter what the response of people, I'm very stupid.

And Rio was also seen coming, but what makes me not blink is Rio was seen coming with Dadang. Isn't it a bit strange when he was even casually present here even though he wasn't an alumni.

The face I finally saw again, Still the same as before, Dadang still sweet but now he looks mature and more masculine.

" Hey Ti..! I haven't seen you in a long time. " Dadang shook my hand, again I felt a strange vibration that occurred when the skin of my hand was touched by him, although long time did not meet somehow it still feels the same . And nothing has changed, but a sense of awkwardness that is now even created whether what is the reason.