When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Mom's sick

After going through a long process of finally building our house, it was completed as well. Although not in the ceiling and also still cement floor.

I was so grateful for it, it was completely beyond my expectations. The initial intention I just want to build first even if only one room, but there must be a bathroom.

Apparently God had enough of our money to make two rooms.

" Thank you, deck. I didn't think we were going through this process . And God willing next week we'll move into a new house.."

" Yes Bang. I am grateful . May we be more comfortable and peaceful in our new home later yes, bang.."

Actually there is still some money in my hands, but the plan is that the money I save will be used to buy home furniture. Because while at home our mother did not buy the name of the furniture, because according to mother, prepare the container first. Just thought about it..

" Oh, bang, tomorrow is Sunday. Get me to the market, buy some furniture. It's impossible to bring things from this house. .!"

" Is the money still on the deck ? How many ? and buy anything !"

"Still bang, transfer money from bude . I want to buy a stove, mattress pillow, utensils, cabinets . anyway we really need first just we prioritize, so that later not confused fitting the move, .."

" yes. But give me a gift, let me have a spirit.."

I knew it was the code of bang Dadang, and being happy of course I would do it willingly.

Bang Dadang approached, I greeted him with a sweet smile.

That sweet face was approaching towards me, we looked at each other for a while.

Just wanted to start, Bara instead woke up. Hearing that, I reflexively refused the kiss bang Dadang and looked towards Bara. The eight-month-old boy looked at me with his cute Belo eyes.

I don't know why, I am am ticklish myself. And sure enough my husband now appears to be snatching and choosing to drop himself on the bed, sleeping right next to Dio, who appears to be asleep with a Doraemon doll in his arms.

"Failed maning-fail maning ckckckk"

I threw a pillow at the bang Dadang because his voice managed to lure Bara looking for his father's whereabouts.

" bobok yuk deck, it's night.."

I covered Bara and patted her on the back so that my youngest child slept.

Before long I could not master the drowsiness that attacked and finally I was lulled into a dream, resting the eyes and body tired all day work..

***

I don't know what time it is, my eyes still feel very sleepy, making me reluctant to open my eyes. But the clap on my cheek felt stronger and managed to wake me up from the drowsiness.

Amidst the annoyance of being disturbed, I was also reluctant to respond because I knew if the perpetrator of this matter was bang Dadang. Is bang Dadang really horn*, so can't wait and even wake me up like this ?

" Deck, wake! My mother has a fever. .."

I heard the sound of bang Dadang clearly, so I quickly sat down and looked at bang Dadang questioningly.

" Mom is sick ? what time is it ?"

" Yeah mama meriang Dek. still at 1, so we are confused about where to take.."

I yawned, I deserved my eyes were still so heavy. Because this hour is a good time aka again good sleep .

" Yeah let Siti kerokin.Mom probably catch a cold.."

I followed Dadang's steps outside the room, and saw her lying on the sofa in the living room.

" How come you're sleeping here, Mak, ?"

I touched the in-laws forehead of my Woman, the heat now filled the back of my hand. But, Mom was shivering like a cold person. He also used a thick blanket to wrap his body, and curled up like a baby on a sofa.

" I'm kerokin ya Mak.. I'll take the coins just as much oil as I did.."

There is no word from the mother, only the sound of clashing mother's teeth.

" Yes Sa, you have onion sliced by Sa, the oil.."

" Yes, ready!!!"

Salsa came back shortly with what I told her earlier because not only was she sick this time, so I calmed down a bit because she would usually recover after being scraped.

" Mom, move yuk to the room. Kerokin sites.."

My relationship has been strained lately, but I try to be normal. Like the beginning of marriage, my mother used to not even hesitate if she was carefree to ask for my help, because she said that other people who ngerokin even sick all, as if not using feelings.

" Siti here, my mother is not strong if the way again.."

I looked at the Father who had been sitting on the single sofa at the feet of my mother, my father-in-law nodded and went into the room. He knew I was a bit uncomfortable too if he stayed there, even though there was a bang Dadang though.

" Why did it get so bad, Mommy ? I usually ask for kerokin if I don't feel well.."

I also said in my heart, Do you hesitate because you feel bad about the treatment and words to me .

" It's Siti, if you want kerokin mom. Kerokin. Don't ask too many questions, you really can't stand this hhhh!!!"

Salsa giggled, making me look at her. " Yes, my mother. I can't take it anymore .."

I just glanced in wonder, what did my sister-in-law mean?

I asked my mom to sit down, and take off her shirt, The body is really hot.

I have little doubt if this action of mine, will work out as usual ?

After I finished researching again, all areas. Who knows what was left behind, apparently all finished and touched the coin evenly.

Mom also looked sweaty, I was a bit pressurized, not like usual. But she did not protest and was silent, even though she hissed as if in pain.

" It's Mak. Put on her clothes and move to the room. Siti has also applied balm, so that the wind quickly out.. "

Mom quickly put her clothes back on. Without a word, the woman who had given birth to my husband had now passed by and entered the room, closing the door quietly .

" Thank you, Ma'am. Even though she likes to quip and say hurtful things, but it does not make you change your attitude to Mom.." Salsa hugged me who was still sitting on the sofa, after the mother had died.

" I hope that whatever has made Mother seem to hate her, starting tonight can be a little reduced, although not completely lost.."

" Hopefully Sa, we are one family, it's appropriate to do that for Mom .."

I returned Salsa's embrace, and guaranteed her words . Bara's crying voice sounded, maybe she was thirsty. I said goodbye to Salsa and entered the room.

When I entered, I found my husband lying next to Bara, patting her on the back. It is also seen if Bara has returned to sleep.

I also lie next to Bara, now that my son is right in the middle of his parents, his cubby face makes me smile.

" Thank you Dek. You can always be relied upon if your mother is sick,"

bang Dadang's eyes conveyed sincerity when saying it.

" Mom is also my mother bang, what I do is indeed the duty of a child. ."

" I'm sorry Dek. Maybe your attitude is the result of your complaint about you. We can get through that time easily but it turns out, it even imprints in the heart of the mother. Until he even hates you.." the view bang Dadang now stare fixedly at Bara as if reluctant to look at me.

I do not deny, if the words bang Dadang have a point, but I do not want to take advantage of the situation that should have been peaceful, by bringing up the past.

" Hopefully mom gets better huh bang. ."

"Yes deck. Mending you sleep again is still half three in the morning.."

I who was still sleepy finally tried to go back to sleep.