When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Unexpected sustenance (good apple)

Adhan Fajr sounded loud, I immediately rushed to take Wudhu and performed the obligatory prayers of two rakaat . Today I am clean from my period. I took a shower this morning just after waking up.

" Have a clean shower deck ?"

I nodded and stretched the prayer mat not caring about the Dadang bang, who had just returned home, out of nowhere..

After the prayer, I found a bang Dadang that was deliberately waiting for me.

" Why bang ?"

My husband was grinning and revealed a strange smile that I always understood what he meant.

" Consider the long fast of the deck. Yes, brother really wants this.."

I glanced in disbelief, she could have said that. Does this husband not know if I am actually upset with his behavior that always comes home before morning.mending that still responsible for living. But this ?

" Can't bang, I haven't cooked yet. And the day is about to noon. I don't want to have to shower again.."

" Come on deck. why the hell, there are no sympathy with the husband..." The sound of bang Dadang sounded whining exactly like a child asking for candy.

" If you refuse. I'm going on strike for Hajj this week. Let us starve because there is no money to buy rice.."

" WHAT!!!!"

I smiled cynically and showed a face of disbelief .

" Just because of your Bird's Affairs. You threatened me bang. I don't know anymore, actually you still have no brain. Or your brain has moved to ************..!!! Not thinking about your kids anymore. "

Bang Dadang suddenly went into the room when he heard Bara's crying voice, I thought he wanted to calm the youngest . But after a long time he was inside, the sound of Bara's crying even louder. Making me immediately come to the room and instead find if bang Dadang covered his ears with a pillow, his eyes look closed tightly. Let Bara cry alone beside her.

I tried to hold back the tears I wanted to shed. I have been tested heart and soul by my husband's behavior.

Dio looked at me, he also woke up to the sound of Bara crying. I looked at her with Nanar, and also invited her to leave the room immediately.

Luckily, Rama was sleeping in the house. So, I don't have to worry if Rama hears all of our sayings.

A week went by, apparently bang Dadang was serious with All his words that morning. He was really just at home, although I was a little calm because his chatty nature was gone, maybe he deliberately silenced me. I felt it was good luck because I no longer argued with my husband.

I also just bought side dishes for me and the kids. Bang Dadang who is usually choosy and must have a sauce and sambel as a side dish, now just stay quiet not protesting when I serve omelet and do not use sambel at all.

At least we save because we only need to buy eggs and do not need other vegetables.

After trying to make peace with my heart and accept my husband's behavior more, today I took measurements for our uniform. Although a bit late, but mbak Ira said if he still can because there is still a long time. And about the uniform bang Dadang, I deliberately only bring the size of the clothes he usually wears, so no need to invite him also to come here.

***

" Same brother Bang Dadang, marahan again ?" Salsa is now accompanying me on the porch of my mother's house. Because the time of Agung's wedding is near, so the mother's house has begun to be crowded in the neighborhood.

" No Sa, who said it ? I know you."

I smiled trying to avoid Salsa's accusation.

" Do not need to be closed down. Bang Dadang just the same story Mom. Salsa to poultice bang Dadang more like that complaint.."

I was silent, whether complaints and complaints like what Dadang bang said to Mother. It's only fitting that now I feel my mother looking at me a little differently as if there's something in me that pisses her off.

" Oh yes, the clothes have been taken yet? You see, yesterday the day after Ira sent a message to Salsa if all the clothes were done. I deliberately have not taken have mbak family, because fear the size is still not fit. And it has to be fixed again, but I forgot to tell you about this hehe"

" Already take Sa, thank you for the size of everything fit and comfortable to wear as well.. Thank you, you've been paid for it.."

" Hahha calm down. That's not Salsa money. That's money Ma'am Elis candidate bang Agung. Salsa is familiar with him, the person is also not stingy mbak Hesti.."

" Yes mbak. His father owned a coal company, in Kalimantan. anyway rich pollll..

His family is also friendly and welcomes our family openly. There is no degrading effect at all.."

" Oh.. Thank you, then Sa. So, only your Bang Dadang has an unemployed wife now, not a scholar anymore hehheh, "

" Don't think that's it. How to be so low ..!!

Mbak is not a scholar, but still the best brother-in-law for Salsa. If the others do not know also the original attitude like how, for example mbak Hesti, before legally married I think the person is royal and good. But in fact zonk.huh"

" What's wrong with you and Nesti, Sa. How do you think you're ilfill with him..?"

" She doesn't need to know what happened. For sure you can remember the message of Salsa, do not get too close to him yes mbak . The danger..!!!"

I'm honestly more curious because of the warning from Salsa, but to suppress my sister-in-law this I'm also a bit shy. Afraid our relationship might deteriorate.

" Ehh speaking of Nesti, your mother has given birth yet, Sa ?"

"Yesterday, bang Indra called. He said that if tomorrow there is no sign of the baby will be born then forced to cesar mbak. But, until now there has been no news.."

" Ohh.Hopefully everything is smooth, yes Sa, and both mother and baby are healthy until the birth..

Aamiin...!!!"

me and Salsa compactly guaranteed my words.

Salsa mobile phone now sounds loud, making Salsa a little tiptoed in shock. He immediately opened the hape. And instantly his smile was perfect..

" Said bang Dadang, you guys again have trouble paying bank installments huh mbak ? If only Salsa knew what the nominal was ?"

Salsa is still focused on the screen, his smile did not even disappear from earlier. But, it looks like he needs an answer from me on his question

" Why do you want to know Sa, Emang bang Dadang until it opens like that to Mother.."

Salsa realized that if my voice sounded weak, she might know that I was feeling bad for her brother..

He fixed his sitting position and now stared fixedly at me.

" I didn't overhear you accidentally. Oh yes, mbak !!"

Salsa approached me, "I have another windfall, I Transfer to Mbak yes, hopefully can help your difficulties a little . Just be calm, I will not tell Dadang about this. So what are you free to use this money for ?"

Ting !!!

Notifications from the device I kept on me rang out. There was a transfer notice from Salsa of five million rupiah..

" Sa... You didn't typo , the number ? "

Salsa was silent, and instead showed the Balance that went to his account number. Fifty million, screened .

" This is Halal money, the result of the fall...." Salsa blinked her eyes at me.

" So seriously, you're not doing anything weird, are you ?"

" Mbak safe. I know the limits .."

I smile, maybe Salsa will be open later about all this. And my job, as a good brother, is to always watch and remind my only sister bang this Dadang.