When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Bude disagrees .

I saw Bude sitting on the patio chair when we arrived. The middle-aged woman was engrossed with a glass of coffee that was still smelling surface smoke. His face looked ordinary, looking at us who had just arrived.

Thank goodness bude still responded to the greetings of Dadang kindly.

We are also sitting opposite Bude now.

" I'm sorry bude, I met an old friend on the way home, it was a bit late afternoon until here.hehe"

I preceded Dadang who was about to speak. "The guy said he said he had met Bude, for nanyain Siti ? '"I tried to remind Bude of the figure of Angga so that bude is not upset with our arrival.although bude does not display an angry face, but I know bude the type of person who ceplas ceplos if being upset.

" Old friend ? oh Angga . yeah he was here, just came home. pantes if you meet on the street.. You guys don't fight, do you.."

Dadang laughed, "Why did bude ask that ? bude is just like Siti expected the height of our meeting . Just because Angga is a former Siti, doesn't mean we have to fight if we accidentally meet. Relax bude I'm legowo with all the past Siti was with the choice of ponakan bude later. If a soul mate ain't going anywhere."

Bude stared a long time at Dadang , maybe bude had the same thoughts as me about the figure of Dadang who was already thinking of adulthood.

" So bude can still if you introduce another man who might be better than you. Honestly, Dang, Bude is worried about taking off Siti for you. You are young, and only as a coffee farmer that maybe even your garden still belongs to your parents. So how bude would trust Siti. Bude was even afraid to imagine if Siti did not feed you properly. Even though your parents are government employees, Bude is still worried. Because when married you are no longer the dependents of your parents, and Siti who will even be your responsibility later, everything related to your Siti will fulfill it later..

Bude doubtful. Will your ability to please Siti Dang.."

I gawked at the sharp and spicy bude speech, I was worried that Dadang was offended and instead gave up on our relationship. Why can bude suddenly talk like this. Is it because of the arrival of Angga with an expensive car earlier ? But I thought I was overreacting to accuse the bude seminater.

" Bude why are you suddenly talking about that? Didn't bude say if it will accept whoever Siti chooses as Siti's husband later. And Siti has decided if Siti's choice remains on Dadang..I'm disappointed bude talks like this !!" I can finally voice my heart in front of Bude.

Bude turned his face to hear all my complaints and protests.

" You're too young to draw Siti's conclusions. Getting married is not just about love, comfort and understanding each other.You have not felt how later when every day you have to think about what will be cooked for your family, everything is easy if supported by a definite and promising income but if you rely on the results of the coffee harvest season a year only once. Don't think where you can get money to eat. You better think about Siti. Especially if later you have children the burden will be even greater, it is true if rezeky can be sought and pursued . But still depends on the ability and skill that we have so for you too Dang, bude please think carefully about your relationship in the future because you are too young to get married. ."

Bude passed, he went inside after saying all that. Now that my gaze was headed towards Dadang, the man looked down sad. But there was not a word he said . Is he going to back down, where is his belief that he's been saying to me. I think it's all going to fail now unless Dadang wants to prove his seriousness to me.. But how ?

" Give me a year of deck..! I promise I'll prove bude if I'm worthy of you. But are you also willing to promise me, you will take care of yourself and your heart . By not responding to other men. I hope you give me full confidence in my promise. You want to wait for me ? "

" What do you mean, why one year..! what are you going to do for a year..!!"

Although uncomfortable with the new call that was sent to me, but I don't really care about it anymore. There's more important now than my protest

" You want us LDRs, we won't meet during that time ? can I ...". My voice plan felt pressurized Dada. hadn't I told her that I couldn't have a long-distance relationship, but why now Dadang is even proposing that to our relationship ?

" Not really. I'm sure I'll often say you're here. Especially on Sunday night.."

" Oh I think we're going to be LDRs. Bang, I hope you forgive bude huh. You see, indirectly bude has demeaned you and

rejecting you. I hope you don't hold a grudge against Bude.."

Dadang stroked my hand with his hand trying to reduce my worry and fear as well.." I understand, bude's feelings. So you calm down, there will be no grudge for bude. In fact, all the words of the bude earlier you will make a spark of enthusiasm to achieve success even though only as a farmer. Bude, after all, is your parent . She didn't give birth to you, but with her affection you can grow up and be beautiful like this, and it looks like we have to think about the mother's proposal of affectionate calling.."

I am moved by Dadang's words. My eyes were painful and finally the clear circle was flowing as well.moisten my cheeks that felt hot from earlier. I was angry at Bude, but thinking of his services to me, I felt guilty right now. Bude would want the best for me, free if I invite him to argue about the goodness and speed of Dadang as a prospective husband for me. Dadang is right, I will support him to prove if we will succeed in living the household later.

" Thank you Bang. His understanding..I promise I will try to persuade Bude not to be too hard to face you. May your plan be made easy by Allah. Yes, Honey "

I approached trying to give a hug to Dadang, but the man instead dodged,

" Remember the deck spot !!!"

Tell me how to land on my forehead, make me snatch annoyed. " I don't think so, just a habit. It can be..!!!"

Dadang's eyes dodged strangely, making me frown.

" Why ??"

"Fear of kebablasan..hehe"

I looked at him sharply, but did not dare to touch him, it could be bad if his speech became real...

Basic bawdymmm!!!!!!