BECOMING HONEY'S SISTER
Trying New Luck

Me and Ilham were in the car. But he still hasn't run his car.

"Why Miles? Why do you look unhappy?" ask Ilham, while gently rubbing my head. "Is there anything that makes you uncomfortable?"

Seeing her attitude made me calm. I smile. "Mas, if a woman offers herself to be your wife, will she accept it?" much

"Why?"

"Jawab only, mas. It's nothin. Don't think about my feelings. I'm okay, really. I want us both open."

"Don't I say it before, Mil. Polygamy is not my desire. Having one wife is enough. Really."

I smile. I believe in Inspiration, but still follow the path of destiny that God has set for you.

"Did anyone mention this?" ask me again.

"Yes, someone said that they were looking for a new wife directly to me. An uncomfortable statement."

"Who?"

"Do I need to answer?"

The Inspiration smiled. Actually he doesn't care. But if it disturbs my composure then he must act.

"I'm actually also uncomfortable with this polygamy issue." So, Ilham started telling stories. "So, in recent weeks, after Ayu died, a lot of colleagues who are smart and serious about asking about the problem of polygamy. Some even offer their friends or sisters. Honestly, it makes me uncomfortable. The problem of polygamy in my opinion is not something that can be used as a joke, let alone just losing a wife. It won't be easy to replace him. Coupled with the story of our lives that were originally quite strange. But many people think that for men replacing their wives, especially those who have died is easy. He thought we had no feelings." Ilham was even nagging. "Now I just want to be loyal to one woman, Mil, that is you. I want to focus on you and the kids. Just our family!"

I smiled again as I hugged his arm tightly.

"It feels really uncomfortable here," continued Ilham.

"If it's uncomfortable, why not just go out?" say

"out? What do you want to do? Starting from zero? Sure enough? Are you okay if your husband is just an ordinary person? There's nothing to be proud of me."

"That's okay, ma'am. Really am. I used to be just a wife of an ordinary man. For people there is nothing special, but for me it is amazing because he provides and takes care of his family very well."

"Hemmn," Ilham showed an uncomfortable gesture

"I'm sorry mas, I really don't mean to compare mas with his father Yumna" I said.

"Yes Mil, but just this once

talk about it in front of me. Now I am the one who is your husband. I don't want you to still think about Yumna's father even if you have children who unite."

"Yes, next time I'll be more careful."

***

We both have discussed will make a small office with capital savings Ilham.

The decision of the Ilham mas is certainly in about his mother and Madam Sila. They are worried that Ilham will not be able to reach the target until later can not finance children whose costs are not cheap, especially for the education of children who all attend International School.

"You keep me strong, yeah, Mil!" Pinta mas Ilham's.

I'm nodding. I will never look at the economy of Ilham, the most important thing is how everything went well first. Although the income is not as large as before, the important thing is that Ilham remains comfortable.

***

In addition to helping Ilham, I also have to take care of the children who until now, the three oldest children I have not been able to control.

There are fights at home almost every morning. Everything happened because of the provocation of Iqbal. he did not even care about his complaint that it would make chaos at home. Moreover, his two sisters were still unstable after the departure of his mother.

"if you still can't recede as well, you better go to school in the cottage, Bal. Abi is no longer able to see you. At least once a week we have to go to school to fulfill your teacher's call because of the problems you make. That's really annoying, Bal." Said Iqbal.

"That's Abi's business, otherwise everything would be a mess from the beginning Abi thought. Don't carelessly bring another woman into our family until you have to die!" scream Iqbal. "This again, keep threatening. Abi is the head of the family, the time to solve problems like this. bad it is because abi with the woman "

"Iqbal!"

"Abi must confess, since with him our lives are chaotic.we lost Umi, Abi is no longer the chairman of the foundation even though it was Umi who fought hard to fulfill Abi's dream. That's why realize, Bi, before everything happens."

"You don't just talk, Bal!"__

Hearing that debate I could only stroke the chest. Whispering to yourself to be calm even though Iqbal's words are actually very outrageous. But if he responds, he worries he hates me even more.

"Abi just doesn't want to know, next week you will enter Abi into his friend Abi's cottage in Bogor so you don't make trouble again." threatened Ilham mas. he did that because he was very worried about Asad and Hana who continued to be influenced by Iqbal. Finally, now the two children are also participating in the opposition.

"Mas, should I stay away from the kids first" I said. "Maybe they need time to remember their mother. Maybe a few months until they're ready to take me back.

"How far is Mil?" mas Ilham frowned.

"Move first so that they calm down." I thought so because I was worried about being the cause of the children being disorganized.

"Don't you don't have to do it all, instead we have to always be together to face this all" said mas Ilham.

Although Ilham said that everything would be fine, but I still did not calm down because now there are a pair of eyes watching me with a dislike gaze.

Assad. He who usually doesn't talk much now intimidates me with a hateful look. I also try to calm down.

Mas Ilham said, to face Asad never get carried away with his game, if it is disappointed it will usually be difficult to face.

"All will be well. Sooner or later I will get their hearts because I am now his mother. I love them as much as I love Yumna."

I also try to understand their hearts because it is not easy for children to lack friends..