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Hi everyone! I'm Sofia Hanlim. I'm usually called Sofia. I lived in an apartment owned by my father, while he chose to live alone with several servants at home. My mother died about a year ago. I got down and got sick, and then I realized it wasn't the end of everything. I started to get up with the help of people around me. I thought I could live well without having to remove it. I have a girlfriend named Randu Vienja. We have been in a relationship since graduating High School until we both finished college and finally worked. Although sometimes busy, but we always take the time to equally unwind.

The weather was pretty good tonight. I sat on a balcony that happened to be directly overlooking the cityscape. I smiled as I looked at the flickering lights above one of the apartment buildings. It was there that Randu lived, although far away I could tell the location of the building even at night. My phone is ringing. She called.

"Hello"

"You must be sitting on the balcony"

"Don't know"

"Well, was my guess wrong this time?"

"No. You're never wrong"

"Get in a minute, you can catch a cold later"

"eungs. Where're you?"

"In the workspace. My work piles up and it looks like I have to overtime"

"It's okay. You finish your job first"

"Don't you miss me?"

"No ... It's there"

"I'm being evicted?"

"I'm sleepy you know"

"alright. Now go to sleep or I'll fuck you"

"Acse ... Basic perverted brain!"

"Nobody's got a problem with that. Now go to bed"

"okay ... Good night"

I immediately turned off the phone because if left even longer and the work will be neglected. I sighed, I was really happy to have it. He who never looked weak in front of me and tried to be my reinforcement.

I'm breaking my body. Starting to count the days because another week me and Randu will meet and we are already planning to go on vacation to an island that is said to be beautiful like me. I always want to laugh when he talks like that. I closed my tired eyes and rested my body.

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I don't know, but time seems to be spinning so fast. I've been up since this morning and I've been getting ready for a few hours. I didn't want to wait because I knew Randu would be late.

After almost an hour of waiting, the door of my apartment sounded indicating someone had managed to open it and it was Randu. I stood up and hugged him.

"I miss" I said.

"It was only a month ago to meet" Randu stroked my hair.

"One month you said, you don't understand what it's like to hold on to longing" I said annoyedly.I let go of his arms and walked to pick up a backpack containing several pairs of clothes and make up. After arguing for a long time we went down to basemant and drove straight to his favorite car.

Along the way I just sang with a voice that could damage the eardrum. But Randu even seemed to enjoy with his head moving to and fro.

"My voice is good, right?" I ask with confidence.

"It's good" he replied while shuffling my hair. "Where are you singing lessons?" Ask.

"In the bathroom" I replied with a laugh.

"Oh it was worth it that the shower in your bathroom was broken. Apparently because of hearing this nice voice of yours" he said.

"You're mocking me" I pinched her cheek and made her complain of pain.

"sickness ... I'll kiss you later" he said annoyed. I just laughed because her expression was so sweet. I hugged his arm and rested my head on his shoulder. Every day I just love him more. It's nothing, he's one of the reasons I've survived to this day.

"I love you very much" I said.

"I love you so much too" Randu kissed the tip of my head. I hugged his arm tightly. "Have you told your father?" Ask.

"It has. I also left yesterday ... I just found out" I replied.

"Where to?" Ask Randu.

"Regular ... Go fishing to the sea with a friend of his" I answered briefly. My father and I rarely communicate.

"Why don't you go with your dad?" Ask. I took off my embrace.

"I don't like fishing ... I'd rather provoke a ruckus with you" I replied with a laugh.

"Then let's make a scene" he said, then laughed.

After a few hours, we finally arrived at an amazingly beautiful island. We walked hand in hand, the rogue wind changing her hairstyle. Shit, make it sexier.

"Who also sees you" I said evasively.

"It has been discovered but does not want to confess" he said sewot. I just laughed and then we walked back to enjoy the beach.

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I just got out of the bathroom. Randu who had just played with a mobile phone immediately put it down and rushed into the bathroom. I stepped onto the bed and grabbed my bag to get some make up. Suddenly Randu's phone rang, I was about to pick it up but the phone was dead. I put the phone back, but it's not because there's a message notification. Without thinking I opened it. I frowned at me.

"Ji Han?" I instantly recognized the person who sent the message to Randu. "Why did he send a message to Randu?" I asked in my heart. I read the message from the beginning.

"You're on XX Island ?"

"Where do you know?"

"I happen to be here because I have business"

"Oh yeah? What a coincidence"

"Let's meet"

"For what?"

"I can't. Sorry"

"why?"

"Again"

"I'm back home tomorrow"

"All right"

"Just a moment"

"okay"

"I'm waiting at XX's restaurant"

"okay"

I tighten my grip on Randu's cell phone. Suddenly my emotions wanted to explode. I never suspected him. I've always believed, and stupidly I still believe. I put the phone down when I saw the door open. Randu came out with black jeans and a white t-shirt. He walked towards the mirror.

"I'm going out to buy food" Randu said. "Do you want to come?" Ask. I'm considering it a little.

"It could be that he had reason to want to buy food" I said in my heart.

"Not?" Ask again. I'm shaking.

"I'm just here. Come back quickly" I said. Suddenly my desire to follow him disappeared a little. I feel guilty for not believing in an innocent human like Randu.

"Yes. Just a moment" Randu picked up his wallet, jacket and cell phone. Randu kissed my forehead three times and then left. I let out a breath.

"May I don't mistakenly believe it" I murmured. I lay down my body, I feel a little unwell. Therefore I undo my intention to follow Randu.

[23:05]

I woke up from my sleep. I checked the clock.

"The stretcher hasn't come home yet?" I ask myself. "Is this what he meant for a moment?" I've been thinking bad. I got off the bed and changed clothes. I'm wearing a couple jacket that Randu bought last month. We'll wear it when we meet again. But tonight he's really cool himself. I called a taxi and went to XX restaurant.

Arriving there, I found neither Randu nor Ji Han. I even met Zoya's sister and her husband Raksa. The two of them were my upperclassmen who decided to marry young.

"Sophy!" Call Zoya's sister. I directly looked. "Where are you going? Find who?" Ask.

"Sir Zoya ... No. I'm not looking for who" I replied nervously. "You two?" I asked to divert the conversation.

"Yes ... My mother-in-law kept telling us to go on our honeymoon" she replied with a slight annoyance.

"Why are you so upset? If you don't want to just say it" said Raksa.

"I'm a good son-in-law" said Zoya. I just rolled my eyeballs lazily.

"Oh yes ... Weren't you on the beach with Randu?" He then pointed to the beach. I frowned at me.

"Beach?" My toot. "Ah yes I went to the toilet for a while" I tried to stay calm.

"Oh that" Zoya nodded her head. "Then we go first yes" Zoya and Raksa's brother passed away. I let out a breath. I immediately ran to the place that was pointed at Brother Zoya earlier. My gut feeling is bad. Sure enough, I saw something that was not eye-pleasing. I ran straight closer.

"STRAVEL!!"

SERIATE......