If Only

If Only
Truth is revealed


When I was about to get into the car someone pulled my hand and it turned out to be Arin. I was surprised because I thought he was going to hit me, but he asked me to sit in a cafe.


"I want to ask you something" said Arin, who began to open the conversation.


"Do you want to ask about Randu?" I asked to the point. I'm not a person who likes to talk. And Arin shook his head. "Then what do you want to know?" Ask again.


"What is your relationship with Bian?" Ask Arin. What kind of question is that? Is he going to bother me with Bian? I asked in my heart.


"Is that important?" I asked at last, because I didn't know what to say either.


"Are you unable to answer yes?" Ask Arin like quip. She smiled the same way Rose did. "Is it because you're not who you are?" Ask Arin again. I knew he was luring me but I tried to stay calm.


"Arin, just like you said that I shouldn't bother Randu anymore, so can you from now on not bother me?" Ask her. "I don't know what you want, so don't bother me anymore" I'm getting tired of him. Arin laughed, and it was scary.


"You are right" said Arin. "Didn't you realize that because of you the brother-sister relationship was ruined?" Ask Arin. I frowned at me.


"Who do you mean?" I'm confused. Arin then sends something to my phone. I was about to open it but he forbade it.


"Open it when you get home, I can't if I have to see you crying like a kid here" she said. "And one more thing, actually I can send it without seeing you, but for the last time I want to see your innocent pretentious face" he added. After saying that he left and I did not stop him. I was confused by the video that Arin sent me.


[Home; room]


  I went straight home after seeing Arin. After dinner I went straight into the room and I chose to sit on the balcony. I wanted to open the video, but my hands were shaking. What am I afraid of apparently? I sighed, my hand moved to press the download button. And after the video download automatically plays. I frowned at me. Aren't the two men in the video Randu and Bian? I asked in my heart. I amplified the volume and listened carefully.


"What do you want?" Ask Randu.


"Get rid of you, maybe" Bian replied with a relaxed face.


"If you want to get rid of me stop hurting Sofia" I was surprised when Randu mentioned my name.


"Did your mother also teach you to take what is not rightfully yours?" Ask Bian.


"Don't involve my mother in this" said Randu emotionally.


"Why? Are you afraid I'll take Sofia just like when your mother took my father?" Ask Bian. I stopped the video.


"What did Arin mean to send this? Why would Bian say that?" I keep asking. I wanted to stop seeing the continuation of the video but my curiosity was much greater.


"Why do you keep bringing that up?" Ask Randu.


"You think I can easily forget it? How can I forget the fact that your mother was the cause of my father and mother's death?" Ask Bian who also started to get emotional.


"Then why are you bringing Sofia in on this?" Ask Randu. "Do you consider this all a game?" Ask Randu again. Bian looked to nod.


"By taking Sofia from you it will definitely make you hurt" Bian said flatly. "We're in a drama, and slowly I'm going to get rid of you so I can be the lead" he added.


"Dammit!!!" I was surprised when Randu was about to hit Bian but suddenly he abandoned his intentions.


"So you just made Sofi the material to avenge you on me? Did you forget that Sofi lost her father because of you?" Ask Randu again.


I immediately stopped the video, my tears suddenly dripped and my chest felt pain. I then cried with both knees hugging me. I then took my phone back. With the rest of the little stuffing left I called Bian immediately. Directly connected calls.


"Can we meet?" I asked with a loud voice.


"You why?" Ask Bian behind the phone.


"Meet me in the park" I said. I don't intend to explain anything right now. I turned off the phone and rushed off. Bi Uma who saw me in a hurry also had time to chase me but I first entered the car and immediately drove forward. I squeezed the steering wheel of my car as a way of enduring the pain in my chest. My tears continued to flow without permission, and my head felt increasingly dizzy.


Arriving at the park I immediately looked for Bian and I finally found him. Bian who also saw me immediately approached me. Her face looked worried as she looked at my puffy eyes and the remaining tears that were still wetting my cheeks.


"What's going on?" Ask Bian.


"What is your real relationship with Randu?" I asked to the point. Bian looked surprised and after that he returned to calm as usual.


"There's nothing to do with it" Bian replied. I took my phone and showed the video. Bian's face began to turn into panic.


"Aren't you going to explain this, too?" My toot. Bian wanted to hold my shoulder but I quickly took a few steps back.


"Where did you get this video?" Ask Bian. I laughed in disbelief.


"That's not what I want to listen to, what's your relationship with Randu? Why did you involve Randu's mother who was also dead?" I stormed him with a few questions. "And why did you make me a tool of revenge? Why are you involving me?" Ask again.


"That wasn't my intention" Bian replied. "I just want to take away my rights" he added.


"Stop saying silly Bian!" My yelling. Then I came back crying. "You just think of this as a game?" I asked in between my stuffing. "Even when the truth is revealed I'm still trying to trust you" I added.


"Sofia this isn't a true story" Bian wanted to reach out to me again and again I took a few steps back.


"What did you do until my father died?" My toot. "What did Randu say was true?" Ask again. I fell silent and I cried even more as Bian nodded his head.


"Sofi forgive me, Please forgive me" Bian then cried and this time he knelt before me. "I didn't know the accident was going to happen" he added.


"After what you've done, you can still hurt me" I said sobbing. "Now I ask you to leave, never to appear again, to go away like how you once disappeared from my life" I said.


"I can't Sofia" said Bian, who was still crying. "Tell me what I have to pay for it" he added.


"By leaving my life, and I hope your life will suffer after this" I said firmly. I then left her who was still crying.


In the car I was still crying, until I finally stopped in front of Aunt Dona's house. Just here where I complained, I walked and knocked on the door. Not waiting for long, the door opened and Aunt Dona panicked to see me still crying.


Seriate......