If Only
So a peanut a day

I was still in front of my mirror. I was already wearing a party dress because a few minutes ago Bian called me and asked me to get ready. I breathed a rough breath.

"It's okay not to be good. Okay I just need to pretend that it's okay" said I calm myself who is always nervous when it comes to Bian.

A few moments later...

  I went down and immediately welcomed Bian. We went together to the location of his ex's party. I kind of pressed the former to impress Sangar. Bian and I stopped at a big, fancy building. We walked together but somehow I was a little nervous. I held her arm to reduce my nervousness. What's more when I see guests who come really classy and I'm sure they all come from the upper class. I'm wearing a dress with hair that let it unravel.

About 30 minutes Bian and I were in a crowd. I felt bored and bored, I tried to enjoy my food but still I was nervous. Someone came to Bian.

"You're here apparently, Brother Lay is looking for you. Let's take a picture together" invite someone with after suit just like Bian. Bian looked at me, I just nodded my head.

"A little while" said Bian after that he went with his friend. I didn't really care, but when I looked at the bride my eyes immediately shook. God, what do they feel when they fall from the sky?

"Maybe I can pick two or three" I murmured very slowly. "Maybe everything" I chuckled softly. That kind of bian alone had already made my head almost explode, especially if it was that much, I thought. But my dream just now seemed to float when I saw her bride appear. Ha she was really beautiful, instantly I felt that I was turning into a potato. I began to wonder, who left who?

I squinted my eyes. I seem familiar to him. I thought hard trying to remember. I straightened my eyes. Isn't she an actress from XX? Wow they are very compatible. But it seems like recently I heard rumors he was dating a former member of a famous boy group. Wah very quickly he turned, if he did it would look cool because his face is indeed less humane. And I don't want to try. But after I think about it, am I equal to him? Because Bian is also chasing and loving me. I flew back, but still I had to fall because I was far below it. I occasionally smile at that while enjoying the dessert that has been provided.

The event was festive. Bian and I sat back and enjoyed the show. I asked about her friend earlier, but she just looked at me cynically and said. "Don't try" when it hasn't started yet but I've been forced to retreat.

"Please ask for the mobile number of one of them" I whispered to Bian. And he didn't respond to me at all. "Then I will ask for it myself" added I who continue to provoke him. And right, he raised his deadly gaze at me and it made me shrink.

"If you dare please go ahead" said Bian casually. "But I can't be sure that the one you chose can still walk the next day" he added. I immediately shook my head.

"That's not going to happen" I said. "I haven't really emptied my heart" I said. I immediately took my drink on the table. I know Bian must be looking at me sharp. But I turned my head when I heard the voice of the woman who called Bian's name. My eyes continued to follow Bian who stood up and directly hugged the woman. I can't believe Bian can do that while I'm with him. I refocused on my drink, but with my ears wide open.

"How are you?" Bian asked the woman who seemed to be named Rose, because I heard Bian call her by that name earlier.

The woman smiled. "As you can see" he replied with a small laugh. I looked at him from top to bottom. With a simple dress like that alone she already looks amazing, I as a woman was a little jealous of her beauty.

"Who are you coming with?" Ask Rose. I looked a little. Bian then called me and asked me to stand up. Of course I do, because I don't want to make trouble.

"She's my partner Sofia" Bian replied. The surprised me turned to look at him but Bian did not look at me at all. I smiled wryly and looked back at Rose.

"Hi, I'm Sofia" I said as I reached out. And with a friendly smile Rose accepted my hand department.

"Hi, I'm Rose" after which she did not immediately let go of my hand, Rose turned to Bian. "Are you too frustrated to bring a partner to the show?" He asked with a smile still on his lips. But it also sounds like being teased. Then he looked back at me. I let go of his hands, but my smile was no longer there. I sat back down after struggling to catch my breath.

"If I find you first I will definitely take you" said Bian with a small laugh.Hah this building is filled with AC on each side, but I think it's hotter here than the field on my campus that I used to use when ospek.

"You're overreacting" Rose said. I sighed, knowing this I wouldn't have come here. Wait, this is definitely not my wish. I want to cry it feels. So he just thinks I'm a work partner? That's so outrageous. I wanted to go but my feet couldn't move.

An hour passed and I was still silent without enjoying anything. Rose left a while ago. He said he'd come to his friend, huh what do I care. Damn, Bian didn't even apologize or explain anything. Yeah right, what do I want to hear? Because obviously we have no special relationship.

When I got out of the building I walked first and stopped near Bian's car. I turned around when I thought Bian was so far away from me. He's with Rose again. But this time my eyes were on the person behind Rose.

That's Ji Han. Are they friends or happen to be together? I didn't realize Ji Han was here, either. But I guess they were close friends, because I saw the two talking without awkwardness. Ji Han left after saying something to Rose and Bian. Rose and Bian walked over to the car. I looked at Bian in surprise, my premonition was bad. And sure enough, Bian will take Rose home.

"Go home with us" Bian asked.

"Well, am I not bothering you? My driver told me his car had a tire leak so he can't pick you up right now" Rose said. Does he only have one car? I speak in my heart. Rose then looked at me. "But it looks like I'll be waiting for my driver, I'll obviously bother you later" he added.

"Ah no problem" I said enthusiastically. "Go home with us" I said. What am I talking like this for? I regretted it just now. Bian then smiled, at Rose not at me.

"Here come, it's almost late" after that, Rose finally really went home with us. You know what's more annoying? Bian opened the door of the car next to the wheel for Rose. And I ended up sitting in the back and watching how close the two were. I leaned my head, I suddenly remembered the late Fahyan. My lukaku had not even fully healed yet, but he bravely left me and left for good. I let out a sigh.I closed my eyes, trying to ignore the two people who were joking in front of me. Just imagine my current position, I want to say that this hurts. But I can't demand much either. Bian is entitled to his life, I even plan to erase my race for him. It's still a plan, but look at it later. I decided to go to sleep, no one thought I was here anyway. At least I won't see how happy the two of them are right now.

Seriate.....