If Only
Needed

After I found out about Bian, I went straight to the hospital. My mind is whipped, between worry and fear. I drove my car so I could get there soon. On the way I tried to contact Haris, and it didn't take long for the call to be connected.

"hello om .. where is it now?" ask me to the point.

"om is taking care of his administration Bian" replied om Haris.

"om wait sofi there" I immediately turned off the connection and darted with my car. When I got to the hospital, I met Haris. I followed Haris who was walking fast.

"how's Bian om doing?" my many.

"it's not okay" replied Haris and it managed to worry me even more. I don't want to ask you again now. Haris and I walked into a room and I could see who was lying there. I don't know why but my heart became sick instantly. I walked closer to him who didn't know I was coming. I'm a little bent.

"Bian" called me softly. I stroked her warm forehead. I was silent for a moment then I approached Haris and sat down next to him.

"Why om?" my many.

"The doctor was diagnosed with arrhythmia (irregular heart rhythm, sometimes fast sometimes slow)" replied om Haris who immediately made me limp. Why I just found out I think.

"but Bian's okay, isn't he?" my many. Om Haris nodded and it was enough to make me a little relieved.

"for now it is still fine" he replied. "but the name of the disease can all be dangerous if not treated" he added. I sighed, it felt like it was so crowded here and I couldn't hold back my tears.

"how can you?" ask me in between my stuffing.

"om also does not know about the incident" replied om Haris. "just pray for the best for Bian" he added. I tried so hard to stay away but the fact was that I wanted to stay close to her, and I started thinking about not leaving her again.

I fell asleep on the sofa and I woke up when I heard the sound of someone coughing. I immediately sat down when I realized that the one who was coughing was Bian. I panicked and called the doctor. I waited long enough, and finally the doctor came out. I stood up and approached the doctor.

"how's doc?" my many.

"he had shortness of breath, it was one of the symptoms of Arrhythmia" replied the doctor. "thankfully he made it through the critical period.You don't have to worry too much" the female doctor patted my back gently with a smile.

I came in after thanking the doctor. I opened the door slowly and closed it slowly. I saw Bian still lying on the bed, and I approached.

"Bian" call me. He opened his eyes slowly. I smiled but he shifted his eyes.

"what are you doing here?" tanyakanya. I frowned at me. Oh maybe she was still upset when I stayed in the park that day.

"forgive me" I said.

"go far away" he said.

"why should I go?" ask me confused. He didn't answer my question, he just kept quiet. "Bian" call me again.

"you know my weakness, right?" he asked. "you already know I have a disease like this" he added.

"keep why?" my many.

"so just go" he replied. "don't be so considerate" he added.

I shook my head. "I can't leave you alone" I said. He closed his eyes again and did not respond to me at all. I breathed, he definitely needed time. I stood up and sat down on the sofa, I laid my body there until I fell asleep.

[hospital; early morning]

Today's the second day I'm accompanying Bian in the hospital. Still like the day before, he still silenced me. Like today I've made him porridge from home but he's still reluctant to open his mouth. Even my hands were sore from constantly seducing her to open her mouth.

"Bian I've made you a good porridge" I said.

"i didn't ask" he said. Maybe true, sick people are annoying.

"i can ask bi Minah to make her my favorite porridge" he said.

"it's really annoying" chirped me. "let me throw it away then" he asked and I had intended to leave.

"aaaaa ..." Bian opened his mouth wide. I smiled with satisfaction and sat back down. I put a spoon of porridge in his mouth.

"tasty right?" sumringah.

"normal" and I started to regret my question just now. But I kept putting in one more spoon and she ate it again. You lying liar, I said in my heart. Finally, he finished the usual-tasting porridge.

"you said it was normal to taste?" I asked. "but you spent it" I said.

"it doesn't mean it's bad" she protested, and it made me laugh.

"hurry to heal" I stroked her cheek gently. A moment of eye contact between us, and again he shifted his gaze. "you tried hard to keep me away" I added. "you know how hard I was to ignore the people around me?" I asked him. "i'm here for you, but you're ignoring me like a gini" I said. He looked at me and looked at me. "do you really want me to go?" many finally. He just kept quiet and said nothing. I sighed, I closed my lunch box and then stood up. I'll get out of there.

"don't" he finally said something. I stopped my steps and then turned my head, "you can't leave me alone" he added.

"is that not your request?" my many. I walk and sit on the couch. "basic plan plan" I said annoyed.

"so if I ask you to leave, you're really going to leave?" tanyakanya.

I nodded. "what am I here for" I replied. "i still have a lot of busyness" I added. In my heart I was crying haha.

"i'm not so stupid as to let you go" he said. "i'm sick because of you" he added. I round my eyes, she can blame me.

"why is it my fault?" many confused.

"let's try if you don't leave me that day for sure I won't get sick like this" he replied. I laughed bitterly, and I regretted why I didn't just leave here

"i should have just left here" I said annoyed.

"and because you're still worried so you can't leave" he said.

"too confident is not good for liver health" I chanted. This is what I miss about our meeting. It's a fun debate.

[hospital; morning]

The sun was so dazzling this morning, I woke up from my sleep and I realized I wasn't on the hospital couch. I turned out to be on top of the hospital cage, and Bian was next to me. I remember sleeping on the couch last night. Who moved me? I asked in my heart. I tried to shift a little, but it woke Bian up instead. She moaned like a child and it made her look adorable.

"where you going?" ask without opening his eyes.

"wake up this morning" I replied. Instead of moving away, she tilted her body to face me and smiled.

"why are you looking at me like that?" my many. She shook her head.

"we must be a soul mate, right?" tanyakanya.

"where do you know?" askaku.

"since childhood kira together and met after adulthood" he replied. I nodded in agreement with his opinion.

"and you haven't changed at all" I said. "still annoying" I said. He immediately put his lips together. I pinched her cheeks, and I began to feel that I still loved her.

seriate..........