If Only
Aunt dona's house

Starting from a very cool morning, I drove my car to the office. First I'll buy the flowers I put in my room. The flowers there seemed to have withered. I stopped at a flower shop. I bought a few stalks, after paying I rushed away. I drove off while listening to a song.

This is also one of my favorite songs. The meaning of the song is very touching, like telling me about my love. This time my luck about love shifted a bit, it seems like I'm the only one who loves here. He didn't even call me, just to ask me the news. After yesterday's party, I fell asleep and when I woke up I was already in bed. It didn't wake me up at all. I hit the steering wheel because I was upset, I shouldn't have had to respond to it from the start. He was Abian, but he was no longer my little friend. I went into the parking lot in my office, I went down and with my bag, phone, and flowers I had bought. I inhaled it, because this flower really does smell good.

"Stop smelling it before you get the flu" the voice suddenly appeared along with Bian's presence next to me. I was a little surprised but then I tried to calm down like that. I didn't even break the shit just now. I continued to step without caring for his presence.Bian suddenly pulled my hand and it made me turn my head immediately. "You trying to ignore me?" Ask. I stared at him long enough, I tried to let go of my hand but the grip got tighter.

"What's it gonna take to get here?" I'm lazy.

"This is also my office" Bian replied casually. I averted my eyes.

"Then let me go" I was about to leave but Bian held me back. I'd love to hit her in the face. I turned back and looked at him. "I won't give you a choice about who should leave here ... Whether you or I are here I don't care anymore ... So please let go" I asked. Bian looked at me.

"You angry?" I can't believe that question came out of his mouth. I shook my head, Bian let go of his grasp slowly.

"You know, to this day I have never regretted ever loving, but today, I regret something ...." I hung my words. I looked at my rose petals that had fallen because of me. Shit, my tears are dripping. I deleted it and looked back at Bian. "I'm sorry I ever thought we could continue our story. I'm sorry I tried to love you, I even fell in love with you, I fell in love alone, and I'm sorry I ever thought that you were still my little best friend" she said. "Bian, I know you have everything, you think hurting someone like me is fun for entertainment.but, I've had enough of a hard time, I've been hurt for the umpteenth time. So, I would never think of hurting anyone and take it as entertainment as you do" after saying that, I immediately left. I threw my flowers in the barrel until and after that I got in the car. I got out of the parking lot and drove aimlessly. And I finally decided to meet Aunt Dona at her house.

  About 30 minutes I finally arrived, I went down and brought some fruit and cake. I pressed the bell a few times, and Aunt Dona opened the door. He immediately hugged me and invited me inside. We both sat on the sofa of the family room. The last time I was here was when Fahyan took me to dinner that day.

"This aunt Sofi brought fruit and cake" I took out the contents inside the parcel. Aunt Dona looks sumringah.

"You look like a prospective daughter-in-law visiting the home of a prospective in-law" he said with a small laugh. Seeing him laugh like that made my heart very calm.

"Then Sofi will come again but as a child who visits her parents" I said with a big smile. Aunt Dona hugged me back and stroked my back. I returned his embrace with love.

"This house feels empty since the departure of Fahyan" said Aunt Dona Lirih. "Thank God you're here" he added. I stroked his back.

"Tante is calm, sofi must often visit here and make this house filled again" I let go of his embrace and smiled. "Oh yes, Sofi wants a cake made by Aunty, it's been a long time" I said.

"But what's this cake doing?" Aunty Dona asked as she lifted up the city filled with cake. I'm thinking a little.

"It's okay tan ... Later cake made by Aunt Sofi brought to the office for om Haris" said I. He agreed and we rushed to the kitchen.

[In the kitchen]

  Me and Aunt Dona put on an apron and after that took the ingredients that had been provided.

"Tan brown stems melted first, right?" I asked a little who forgot how to make it.

"Yes. After that put the butter melts in" I nodded and refocused on my dough. And after waiting with extra struggle, finally the cake was ready to be lifted. I took her out of the oven with a heart.

Tan is ripe" I said enthusiastically. I took them one by one and put them on the tray.

I then took out one cake using a fork and put it in my mouth. Ah, this is so good. I took another one and fed Aunt Dona. He happily opened his mouth wide.

"Sofi tried to make it himself at home, but not as good as this" I said while chewing.

"Can't you?" Aunt Dona asked and then laughed. I put my shoulder out. I took another one and swallowed it. My eyes kept following Aunt Dona who was moving here and there looking for something.

"Search what tan?" My toot.

"Find the cake jar. How not to look?" Ask while you keep looking. I approached him and searched.

"The usual ones Fahyan brought to the dormitory, or maybe not brought home" replied Aunt Dona. I was instantly silent. We looked at each other, but then pretended to be busy looking again. "Wear this jar alone" he said while removing two jars. I nodded and followed him to the table.

"Two Tan's?" My toot. I filled a jar with cake.

"For Haris one and the other you can take him home" he replied. My smile was immediately broken.

"It just so happens that the tan in the brown ball house has Sofi is up" I said with no shame. Aunt Dona smiled.

"If you want to eat something you can come here, Auntie will make it for you" he said. I nodded my head. After cleaning the kitchen, Auntie and I sat in the living room and had a casual conversation. I asked permission to go to Fahyan's room. I saw every inch of his room that looked neater than when Fahyan was alive. But still I miss that messy guy. I saw every picture still on display.

The perfume was still even smelling clear, I was sitting on the edge of the mattress. I spread my eyes, my eyes were hot.

"You left this room and chose to go to the dormitory. You must be suffering alone" I said softly. "I'm sorry I haven't had time to return your love" I raised my head to prevent my tears from falling. My heart was like it was slicing, imagining what he had been feeling all along.

  I went down and went back to Aunt Dona, and I saw her eyes wet. I knew she would cry again. I walked up to him and sat down next to him.

"Tante is okay if Sofi lives alone?" My toot. Aunt Dona shook her head.

"You should not hesitate to come here yes" Aunt Dona again hugged me.

"Sofi must have come here often kok Tan" I said while stroking his back. After saying goodbye, I immediately rushed away. I have to go back to the office to deliver Haris' cake.

Arriving at the office, I went straight to the room om Haris. I knocked on the door and opened it slowly.

"Of!" Call me. I closed the door and walked over to him. "Well, guess what Sofi brought?" Om Haris thought a little.

"Bringing flowers?" Om Haris answered the origin of the origin. I rolled my eyeballs. He cannot be joked at all. I took something out of the plastic bag.

"Yetoo!" I cried for surprise. But his face was still flat. "Om not surprised?" Just pissed.

"Because Aunt Dona had called earlier" said om Haris. I immediately sat down.

"I failed" I rested my head on his desk.

"Hows it? Is the cake good?" Ask her. I straightened my body with enthusiasm.

"What a son" I answered sumringah. "Om obliged to try" I opened his jar and thrust it. Om Haris takes one and devours it.

"It's still the same" said Haris. My face is back flat.

"The expression is very unexpected" I said annoyed.

"So someone came looking for you" said om Haris. I frowned at me.

"Who?" My toot. Om Haris seemed to think again.

"Name Arin ...."

Seriate....