If Only
Many surprised

Ever since that day, I have had a hard time regulating my sleep. I wanted to hit him on the head but my hand didn't move at all. Damn, the boy had already dared tease me. I was still pensive and arrived my phone rang, jeez Fahyan called me. I adjusted my voice before picking up the phone.

"hello" I said a little nervously, a little bit.

"not sleeping?" ask him casually.

"eum, I'm not sleepy yet" I replied briefly.

"Is something wrong?" ask again. I let out a breath.

"No" I answered. "What's wrong?" much

"ayo eat out" he asked. I frowned.

"suddenly?" ask me confused.

"tomorrow I'm back in the dorm" he replied. And I'm sure now his lips are lurking forward.

"It's been the night I don't want to go anywhere" I deliberately refused.

"I'LL PICK YOU UP NOW!" he shouted, I even pushed my phone away. "you're ready" after that he disconnected his phone.I opened my mouth wide with a surprised horn.

"HOW DARE!!" I shouted.I threw my phone. "It's enough Bian and Randu who make my head dizzy" I said annoyed. I got out of bed and lazily walked to the bathroom.

[travel; car]

When he said he was going to pick me up, he really came. wrapped in a black suit and a dark blue shirt.why can it be that handsome? I asked myself. From then on I just kept quiet, I didn't intend to talk a bit.

"How's Randu doing?" Tanya Fahyan arrived.

"Well" I answered without looking.

"I'm sorry" he said, which made me turn my head. "I shouldn't have to force it" he added.

"No" I said. "Where do you want to eat now?" I asked while smiling sweetly. He just glanced and focused on the streets.

"I don't want to eat anything" he answered briefly. "We go home" he added. Huh, you brat, that's so annoying.

"Why?" My toot. "Let's just eat ice cream" I said trying to restore his mood.

"Well if brother forces" he replied. Hey boy I don't force you, my mind. We really only ate ice cream and sat near a tower that people used to date. Hem, me and Randu have also come here so I can say that. We are as silent as each other's thoughts. There's too much I think about, the company, Randu, and the other one is Bian. I haven't heard from you how many days it's been since I last met you.

"Sofia" call Fahyan. I was surprised to hit his arm.

"Aish you are" I said annoyed. Not that he's sorry he's just a whimper. "Then I go home" I'm going to stand up and take my bag but his hand reaches my hand first.

"where you going?" he asked. "yes I'm sorry" he added, who then told me to sit back.

"just watch if you dare to call my name again" I said threateningly. He nodded innocently. Damn it makes me feel anxious. We continue the dinner, this is not the real dinner. I devoured my second ice cream, yes the second ice cream.

"do you want more, brother?" tanyanya when I realize my ice cream is already abis. I, who was so full, shook quickly.

"i'm full" I replied. "you're back in the dorm tomorrow?" I asked without looking at his face.

"yes ... big brother will take me to the airport right?" ask Fahyan. I looked and then nodded.

"what time?" my many.

"hem ... tomorrow I will tell you again" Fahyan replied "why? Is brother busy?" tanyakanya.

"Not really, at least to the office with your father" I replied.

"it's great to be a father" Fahyan said. I frowned at me.

"what's good?" many confused.

"it can always be close to the big brother" replied Fahyan. Hearing that makes me laugh. He was shaking his lips. "There's absolutely nothing funny" he said annoyedly. I was upset to shuffle her hair.

"Sama father himself is jealous, like a courtship person" said I who still chuckles amusedly.

"I want it to be so" he said, looking annoyed. I pulled his nose.

"Finish your college first" I said. "later when you graduate I'll find a girlfriend for you" I added. Fahyan immediately let out an expression of dislike.

"what the fuck?" asked Fahyan annoyed. "Again who wants to find a boyfriend" he added.

"So you're not lonely" I said grimly. He looked at me clingy.

"don't do that, I became anxious" he said, which immediately made me shut my mouth for a moment.

"ayo go home" I said while pura pura

"You're a good actress" she said annoyed.

I chuckled. "let's go home, tomorrow you'll have to get up early" I said. She shook her head.

"there's bi Tini who takes care of everything" he said casually.

"You need to be independent" I said. "How can you be a good husband if you're not independent" I said. I am good at flirting with haha. But then I immediately regretted my words.

'okay let's go home .. I want to be a good husband for my sister" he said. I took a deep breath. Next time I have to be really careful when I talk to Fahyan, he's a super sensitive creature.

[Morning of the day; room]

This morning was really shit, I woke up bad luck. I ran straight to the bathroom and put on a super-fast typhoon. I came out wearing an orange dress and a milk-brown blazer. I really don't have much time left, I reached for my phone and bag and left. It's weird but Fahyan only called me once, usually he'll call back again and again at a time like this. But since I was already panicking I just left without calling her.

I was here, where we made an appointment to meet today. I was upset that he didn't pick up my phone at all. I finally chose to sit on a bench that has been provided here. Either by chance or how, I met Randu. I really miss him, he who also saw me immediately came to me. Without further ado, he hugged me tightly.

"what are you doing here?" tanyanya when she let go of her embrace.

"Waiting for Fahyan" I replied. Randu frowned.

"for what?" tanyanya's confused.

"he took leave yesterday and today he's going back to the dorm" I said, vowing, the atmosphere was more awkward than I imagined. Randu just nodded. "What are you doing here yourself?" my many.

"So look at the construction sites around here" replied Randu. "you're okay, right?" if I remember the last time I met him when he was beaten up by Bian and his bodyguards. Ah, those are bad memories for me.

"i'm good" I replied with a smile. "you're okay too, right?" my many. Randu sighed then nodded.

"finally his love is reciprocated" said Randu arrived.

"who's love?" many confused.

"the man's love" replied Randu. I understand the direction of this conversation.

"and in fact we have nothing to do" I said with complete confidence.

"There doesn't have to be a relationship to be together" Randu said with a small laugh and that sounded sad.

"don't start what we don't have to talk about right now" I said. This conversation easily ruined my mood.

"Alright. bag ..." The talk stopped because my phone was ringing.

"this Fahyan ... briefly I pick up the phone first" I immediately picked up the phone from Fahyan.

"Where are you?" my many.

"my brother didn't come back to the dorm" Fahyan replied.

" why?" many confused.

"father told me to stay home first .. a lot to take care of he said" replied Fahyan.

"where is Haris?" suddenly my feelings became unpleasant.

"do you not know? the hospital father said" Fahyan replied.I frowned.

"who is sick?" my many.

"sister Bian is in the hospital" Fahyan replied. My eyes are wide.

"Get in the hospital?" my many. Instantly I immediately looked at Randu who had been watching me. I turned my eyes to any direction. "which hospital?" much me.

"hospital XX" he answered.

"Tell your father I'm there right now" I said. I immediately turned off the connection. "i go first" I told Randu. I was about to stand up but his hand reached for my arm.

"you prefer him?" ask Randu. Can I answer that question? guess not.

"we'll talk about this later yeah" I was about to leave and again Randu held me back.

"i want you to answer it now" said Randu. I just kept quiet, I couldn't even answer yes or no.

"i have to go now" I said. Randu let go of my hand.

"if you go this will really end" he said as finally. I'm quiet, anyone please help me answer. I looked at her bead eyes that were looking at me sharply. But I didn't answer anything, I chose to go and leave it there. I'm finally ready, whatever it is.

Seriate.........