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hospital

   I just finished taking a shower and now I'm ready to lay down my body. But my feet prefer to step onto the balcony. From earlier my mind was not calm, I kept thinking about Randu. We haven't communicated since we last met this afternoon. He said he was going to his apartment, but my feelings were really bad.

   I went back in and broke my body. I took my phone and tried to call her. It might calm me down I thought. I waited long enough for the phone to finally connect.

"where have you been?" Just pissed.

"Hello ... Sorry I found this phone and the owner on the street. He is battered" replied someone I know is not Randu. I immediately fell silent. "Hello" said the man who immediately awakened me.

"where is he now, sir?" I panic.

"i took him to XX hospital" replied the father. "I tried to contact someone with his cell phone, but the phone was password-wielding" he added.

"Rpa ... Please wait there sir, I'll be there soon" I said. Without thinking, I took my wallet and car keys.

  I drove my car very fast. Lucky because the RS was not too far away. Along the way I squeezed the steering wheel of my car tightly. He said he just wanted to stop by for a while at Doni's house, his schoolmate. You know I won't allow it, I'm really worried right now.

[The hospital]

   I immediately ran down the corridor after asking a receptionist. And finally I arrived, I met the father who immediately stood up when I saw him coming.

"what happened sir?" I asked who was still ngosan. The father also told his chronology, he said he saw three people in black suits get into the car and immediately leave Randu alone. I immediately fell silent.

"Black jeans?" My toot. The father nodded. "The characteristic sir?" Ask again.

"The two were like a bodyguard in his black uniform. While the other one wears a white shirt with a black suit" replied the father. I nodded my head, okay I understand who the mastermind is.

   I went inside and the father left after I thanked him so much. I approached, looking at her baby-like face.

"Randu" call me soft. Slowly his eyes opened. I couldn't help but cry when I saw her situation.

"You here? with who?" Ask. I couldn't answer because my crying got in my way. "You know I'm okay, right, why are you crying?" Ask again.

I rubbed my eyes slowly. "You're not okay" answered me, crying again, I was really whiny. "I'm sorry" I said, hearing a raucous voice.

Randu tried to sit down and I helped him right away. "You're innocent" he said with a smile. I shake my head hard.

"I'm wrong, I don't know who he is until he dares to hurt you like this" I said sobbing. Randu stroked my hair slowly.

"You believe, he's probably someone who's obsessed with you" she said, laughing. I who was annoyed immediately pinched his waist.

"I'm serious" I shouted. "Which one hurts?" Me softly. Randu was silent then took my hand and pointed to his chest.

"My heart is sick" he said. I fell silent and pulled my hand.

"Who hurt you?" My toot. "Who would dare hurt you huh?" I asked the brave.

"People love you too" he replied.

"What do you mean?" I'm confused.

"have you ever heard that when we love someone we can turn selfish?" Ask Randu. I'm nodding.

"Do I have to be selfish to love you?" Ask.

"You why?" I'm confused. "What are you talking about?" I swear I was really confused. Instead of answering, she pulled me over and then hugged me.

"Don't you ever go again, eum?" Randu stroked my hair. "You never know how I feel for you" he added. I'm shaking.

"I'm not leaving anymore" I replied. "I don't know how much your love is ... But I could feel the effect" I tightened my embrace and then we similarly smiled.

[Hospital; morning]

   I was really accompanying Randu until morning. He didn't allow me to sleep on the sofa, so we shared a bed. Now it's time for me to feed him, he's exactly like a baby.

"Open your mouth wider" I said.

"You know I'm too tiny?" Ask. I looked at him cynically. "Aaa enter the food" he said as he opened his mouth wide.

"Yes ... My little baby" I said as I ruffled her hair and put a mouthful of porridge in her mouth.

"You're not sexy, you're more like a busker" I said, laughing.

"I'm confused as to why I still love you even when you don't praise me at all" he said, filled with insinuations.

"I don't know why you love me either" I said with a laugh.

"your color is beautiful" he said, which immediately made me speechless and my cheeks reddened. Seeing that, he laughed too.

"Funny, huh?" Just pissed. "Yes funny? You think that's funny?" I really don't know why I know this man. Instead of answering, he laughed even more while pinching my cheek.

[On the way; office]

   I'm on my way to the office, I'm gonna ask Haris about that son of a bitch, but Haris knows something. I didn't stop grumbling because I was too upset.

"Cjh ... On what basis would he dare to do such a thing to Randu?" Ask myself. "Does he think he's a hotshot? I really wanted to meet him, so I could punch him in the face" I shouted in the car.

  Arriving at the office, I immediately met Haris. When I entered the room, he looked surprised and smiled.

"Sofi can come in?" My toot. Om Haris is like my own father, because from childhood he often carried me. Om Haris nodded and I immediately took a safe position.

"What's Sof?" Ask about Haris.

"Om remember the black-clothed man who came to my father's funeral?" I asked to the point. Om Haris seemed to think.

"everyone who was there was wearing Sofi's black suit" she replied with a small laugh. He still thinks I'm a child.

"That comes last, don't you remember?" Just pissed. Om Haris shook his head and refocused on his laptop.

"That's not important, the most important thing now is that you have a lot to learn again" replied om Haris. I stood up straight.

"It's just that I'm here" I was about to leave but Haris' voice stopped me.

"Where are you going?" Ask.

"Let Sofi find out for herself, om tau ... The man has already battered Randu" I replied annoyed. I immediately left after saying that.

  I turned around until I stopped my car. I breathed a rough breath.

"how do I find him?" I ask myself. I then remembered one name, yes Abian Saguna was his name. I immediately opened the search field in my sosmed account. Lots of them but nothing like them. Except one, a web page. I opened it right away.

"Abian Saguna, successful businessman and sole heir to the Saga corp" I read it and frowned. "It's definitely not him" I added. But I was stunned because the photo that appeared was his photo. My eyes are really evil because they betray my heart a little bit.

"Look, I will definitely beat you up" I said firmly. Okay, I just need to find him there, I thought.

  Sure enough, I went to his office. As I was about to go inside, I saw his little back that had just come out of his office. I called him right away.

"Abian!" Call me. He looked, then smiled. Like a smile of victory.

"You here?" Ask Abian. I instead of answering, I slapped him on the cheek strong, strong enough. He was stunned, but then acted cool as before.

"What's your problem? You want to destroy our relationship?" I asked, "who are you? why are you beating up Randu?" ask again.

"Because he's already taken mine" he replied casually. I laughed undercut.

"What did he take?" Just pissed.

"Love, family" he answered. I frowned at me.

"Are you so obsessed that you've come this far?" My toot. "Are you such an important person?" Ask again.

"I'm the biggest shareholder in your late father's company" he replied. "Does that explain how important I am?" Ask.

"Am I talking about treasure?" My toot. "Don't ever bother Randu again.I really hate that" after saying that, I went straight away. It's useful to make me look cool.

"I'm not going to give up" he said. I spontaneously stopped and turned around. "Thank you for being a part of my life" he added, leaving me still silent after that.

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