If Only
Fetch Fahyan

  Arin stood beside me and washed his hands as well. I wanted to say hello but he first opened his voice.

"What is your pride in fighting over two men at once?" Tanya Arin arrived. I looked and we are now facing.

"What do you mean?" Ask me confused. He folded his hands to his chest.

"Don't disturb Randu" Arin said. I raise my eyebrows.

"Aren't you the one who came as a bully?" Just pissed. I laughed undercut. "I have no intention of interrupting, if I wanted to I could do it but I would definitely feel sorry for you" after saying that, I left. Whatever it is, my hand shakes after saying that. I think I deserve to say that, it could have been him who made my relationship with Randu worse. I don't know, I think I want to go straight home.

I walked towards our table, I immediately picked up my bag and mobile phone.

"Let's go home" without a warning I immediately walked away and ignored Bian who called my name. I walked towards the parking lot but suddenly my hands were interested, and the culprit was Bian.

"You why?" Bian asked who seemed to be upset as well. I did not answer and just took my eyes off. "You jealous?" Ask again. I looked at him cynically.

"You're taking me out just to show you this?" I ask who is not less upset.

"It's coincidence. And that means you're really jealous?" Ask Bian again.

"Not jealous, but we shouldn't be here" I replied.

"Arin said something to you?" Ask Bian. I nodded while looking in all directions. "My answer!" He said with a high tone. I who was shocked immediately looked at him.

"You don't have to yell at me, you should understand how I feel" I said with glassy eyes. Just think about it, the person I've been with for almost 5 years was engaged to another woman, and today we're in the same place. From that moment I was in pain, tightness, everything was mixed and now Bian just as well as his mouth snapped at me again. I, who was already very angry and also upset, immediately left after saying that. I cried, but I quickly deleted it.

I took a taxi to get home. But still half way, Fahyan called me. I just remembered two more days of her birthday. I picked him up right away before he nagged later.

"Where are you going?" Ask Fahyan. Right my guess he'll be nagging. "Tomorrow I'll go home, and don't pick me up because I want to make a surprise for brother" he added. What surprise? I already know.

"If it's a surprise why are you telling me?" Just pissed.

"I can't wait, so I called my sister" she replied. This kid thinks of me.

"Yes tomorrow I'll pick you up" I said. "Yes, tomorrow tell me" I turned off the phone. I sighed, if father was still around I would definitely not be this tired. I want to quickly break down my body and forget everything.

[Apartment;night]

  Tonight I chose to go home to my apartment because I knew Bian would definitely come home. It's been almost three hours I've only watched cartoons on my laptop. My phone was ringing but I refused to see it. About 30 minutes passed, my apartment bell rang. Is Bian coming? There's no way that Randu came to think of me. Maybe it was Fahyan? Does he want a surprise? I got up and saw who was coming. Turns out Bian, I lazily returned to my bed. She must have come not to apologize but to nag because I didn't answer her phone. But Bian if not stubborn, he kept hitting his bell and didn't stop calling me. This time I lifted it.

"Open the door" said Bian.

"What do you want?" My toot. "You'd better leave because I'm not taking guests" I said.

"Open up first I want to talk to you" Bian said. I took a breath and walked to open the door.

"You are ap ...." My words were cut off when Bian without excuse just walked in. "Hey you think this is your apartment?" Just pissed. I closed the door and walked up to him who was already sitting on the sofa. What do you want?" I asked who was sitting next to him.

"You went to see my girlfriend" Bian replied. I directly looked.

"Your boyfriend? who?" My toot.

"You, who else is trying" he replied in annoyance. I'm laughing a little.

"Hey don't dream" I said. "You know we've never had a relationship?" My toot. Bian looked at me intensely and it scared me. Bian brought his face closer and tilted his head.

"Ha feels like I want to quickly marry you" said Bian who immediately made me widen my eyes. I hit her thigh hard to make her complain.

"It hurts, right? so if you talk in the filter first" I shouted. Bian hugged me from the side and I rebelled. "Deliver!" I hit him in the arm.

"Let's get married" Bian said. I screamed while rebelling.

"Bian cih" I still patted her arm and now she stopped hugging me.

"Not again!" I said half a scream. Bian just grinned without feeling guilty.

"I want to sleep here" said Bian. Again I was surprised by it.

"No no!!" My yelling. I stood up and pulled him by force. Arriving at the door, Bian pulled me and it was clear I was immediately drawn to the back.

"The next time I want to sleep here" after saying that with his ignorant smile, Bian came out and disappeared from behind the door. I sighed, I could really go crazy, God.

[Morning of the day; apartment]

  I'm ready to go to the office and today Fahyan will be back. Haris and I have prepared a surprise birthday for her. Even though he's annoying but I still love him as my brother. After contacting Haris and asking the driver to pick you up, about 30 minutes Budi called me and said he was waiting in the basemant. I grabbed my bag and hurried away. In the car I was busy tidying up my hair which seemed to be very pretty today.

  I looked ahead and looked at Mr. Budi.

"How are you, father?" Ask me to start a conversation.

"It's better Miss" replied Mr. Budi. Incidentally, it has been a month Budi did not enter work because he fell ill.

"Thankful sir, take care of your health sir" I said with a smile.

"Yes Miss Sofi must also take care of her health" said Mr. Budi then saw me from the glass. I smiled while nodding my head.

[Office]

  I walked towards my room, as usual the employees greeted me kindly.  I went into my room to finish some work. Om Haris came in after knocking on the door, but why did it look lethargic? I asked in my heart.

"Om why?" Ask me. Om Haris approached and gave some documents.

"This is some file you need to sign" instead of answering, Haris instead switched the conversation. I stared intensely at Haris.

"Om okay, right?" Ask again. This time he nodded and smiled. I try to think positively. There may be family problems or something else.

"You're going to pick up Fahyan today?" Ask about Haris. I'm nodding.

"After this Sofi will go to the airport" I replied. "we will make a surprise like what?" Ask enthusiastically.

"Om doesn't know either. Om never did it" answered Haris. I started thinking to myself.

"Alright, Sofi will think again" I said. Om Haris came out of my room and in about 30 minutes I also went out.

  I'm already on my way to the airport. I tried to contact Fahyan but there was no answer and it means he hasn't arrived yet. I continued on my journey. I reached the airport and coincided with an incoming call from Fahyan.

"Hello" I got out of the car and picked up the phone.

"I've arrived"

"Yes I've been at this airport" I said.

"All right, wait for me"

  Fahyan decided on the phone. I walked in looking for her and with her towering body I could find her right away.

I called out his name while waving my hand. Fahyan who saw me immediately ran like a boy picked up by his mother. Suddenly he hugged me tightly, and this time I returned his embrace.

"Birthy birthday!!" My yelling. Fahyan let go of her embrace and then ruffled my hair gently.

"Don't be hard shamed tau sak" said Fahyan. "Morrow, anyway" he protested.

"it's okay, I want to be the first person" I said with a laugh. We went hand in hand and for the first time I felt like I was afraid of losing her.

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