If Only
Double date

It's too cold tonight if I have to spend it alone, and right now I'm in Bian's arms. Yeah, that guy came after I ignored his phone. When she saw me crying, she came up to me and hugged me tightly. And in fact it's very convenient. But in fact I think back to someone, yes he is Randu. My heart aches when I remember everything we've been through, but why is it that a moment like this isn't him here? Why isn't he holding me like he is now? Why did he choose another woman? Is it that easy to let go?. If I say I still love him, then Bian is the first one to get hurt.

"Have you eaten?" Bian asked who had been stroking my hair gently. I nodded my head. Bian sighed. "Don't cry alone anymore" she said. I didn't answer yes or no. But the more I hugged my arms, the more I felt his heartbeat.

"You're cured?" I asked who finally opened their voices. Bian nodded his head.

"You have to be strong, you have to live better Sofia" Bian said. "You know? Every beat of my heart always meant something to me, he was too precious. I was thinking, maybe if I had appreciated him more, he wouldn't have disappeared and I would have lived and stayed here" he added. I let go of my embrace, I looked at her eyeballs that looked cute. His eyes are glassy.

"If I continue with you, will you continue to be here?" My toot. I looked at his eyes in turn. He smiled without answering. "Hey ...." I hit his arm slowly. Bian lowered his head then shook his head slowly. Again my tears came. "Hey, you said you'd hold on for me" I said with a small sob.

"Can I go that far?" Bian asked who turned his head then looked at me with his beautiful eyes. I'm nodding.

"Is there a reason you should go?" Tanyaku. " Are you also going to be like those who left me without permission?" I asked again, this time I sobbed. Bian shook his head and pulled me back into his arms.

"I'm here ... Don't worry" said Bian. "Never think I'll leave you" he added.

After a while, my crying weakened along with my energy that was running out. I put my head on his chest. Following every beat made by his heart, until I would finally fall asleep in his arms.

[Room; early morning]

I didn't know that Bian's hug turned out to be this comfortable, but I was wrong. This isn't Bian but it's a mattress. Am I in my room? When's? How can? I asked with the lives still half-collected. I sat down and straightened my hair. Am I just a dream? I'm back to messing up my hair. How could Bian hold me that warm. I gasped when the door suddenly opened, Bian walked in with a tray of food and milk. Oh, my God, it wasn't a dream. He entered with a sweet smile. And look, he's wearing my big shirt. Bian walked up to me, he put the tray on the nightstand and sat down next to me.

"Is your sleep good?" Ask Bian. I nodded but then my mind went straight to travel.

"You slept here last night?" I'm nervous. And look, he's smiling mischievously. "Don't joke around" I whine.

"Don't whine. I want to kiss you again" Bian casually spoke like that. He then walked open the room curtain.

"Kiss?" Manya surprised. I immediately covered my mouth. And he turned around and nodded with his smile. I immediately threw a pillow at him and he quickly caught it. "Basic pervert!!" My yelling. Not that Bian came out and walked up to me again.

"It was just a kiss" he said, now sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Just kiss you say?" Just pissed. Bian nodded again. "I've never been kissed rich like that, Rand ...." I immediately stopped my nagging and immediately I glanced at Bian whom I currently made sure was jealous blind again.

"Kok quit?" Ask Bian. I dared to look at him. Just look, his clean white face is now mixed with red.

I-I want to go to the bathroom" I nervously tried to run from this situation, but Bian's hand reached me first until I was interested and immediately hit his chest. The surprised me was only able to fall silent with round eyes. He hugged me tightly.

"I'm still being kind today" Bian said. "But if you dare to say his name next time I will finish him off immediately" he added.

"Why did you lure me anyway?" Just pissed. She tightened her arms even more and it felt like my body could crumble like this. "I can't breathe" I said, patting her on the back. Bian let go of his embrace and we stared at each other.

"Let's eat out" he asked. I was really lazy today so I shook my head.

"We eat at home" I refused. Instead of answering, Bian got up and walked away.

"I gave him 30 minutes" he said before disappearing from behind the door.

"Basic maksa!!" My yelling. I moved from my bed to the bathroom.

"What's wrong?" I was confused . Bian took the paper bag and gave it to me.

"Wear this!" His order. I was upset according to.

15 Minutes later I went out and went back to see him. After seeing me he smiled.

"Sweater is better in winter" Bian said. I sighed and sat down next to him. I looked at her outfit.

"why should I wear black?" Just pissed. I was upset because the black clothes made him even more handsome.

"Black autfits are the best" Bian said. "Let's go" he asked.

[Resto; daylight]

Bian and I were in the restaurant parking lot. After parking the car, Bian and I walked in. Not far away, Bian and I stopped when they saw two strangers standing and looking at us. They are Randu and Arin, his fiancee. I looked at Randu and Bian in turn.

"Let's go find another place" take me. I pulled his arm but he walked over to the palanquin and Arin. And I had to come even if I just looked down.

"Two alone?" Ask Bian. I spontaneously looked at him.

"Yes" replied Arin. Whats?? They know each other? Thought me.

"Honey this is my old school friend, Arina" said Bian. I smiled and greeted him.

"This is Randu, my fiancee" Arin said. Why does my heart hurt to hear that? I tighten my grip on Bian's arm.

"I know him" said Bian.

"Well, good then" said Arin enthusiastically. I realized from earlier that Randu looked at me without stopping.

"How about we eat together?" Ask Bian. Again I looked towards him. I really want to make me sick.

"I don't want to" I said slowly. "Let's find somewhere else" I said.

"no problem, Let's have lunch together" said Randu finally. I looked at him trying to find an excuse.

And finally we were really at the same table. I try to get rid of my nervousness. I tried to eat and stopped my shaking hand.

"When are you getting married?" Ask Bian. I who was eating immediately choked, and suddenly arrived Randu and Bian the same as thrusting his drink. I looked at the two in turn. But I immediately realized when Arin cleared his throat.

"I want to go to the toilet" I stood up and went to the toilet. I stood in front of the sink and washed my hands. Arin came in and stood beside me and washed his hands as well.

"What is your pride in fighting over two men at once?"

Seriate.......