If Only
Baffled

After seeing me still crying, Aunt Dona immediately hugged me and invited me in. He took me to sit on the couch and left for a while and came back with a glass of water.

"Drink first" asked Aunt Dona. I drank a little and gave the glass to him. "Try the story slowly" he said. I haven't said it yet, I'm crying again. Aunt Dona hugged me back and stroked my back. "Sofia, what's wrong?" Ask him softly.

"Father Aunty" my whine that still bothers me.

"What's the same papa? Papa mama is calm there" said Aunt Dona.

"Bian aunt" I'm crying.

"Why is Sofi?" Ask Aunt Dona again.

"The cause of the accident that happened to papa" I finally answered. "I have to what Auntie?" My toot. Aunt Dona did not answer.

"Do you have proof yet?" Ask Aunt Dona who looks heartfelt. I nodded my head.

"The one who told me directly" I replied. Suddenly Haris appeared and made me immediately pull my body.

"You sure Sofi?" Ask about Haris. That means that Haris heard my conversation with Aunt Dona just now. I nodded my head. He then sat down and hugged me. "I'm sorry sofi, you should continue to investigate" he said.

"It's not my fault" I said. He then let go of his embrace.

"Should we take this to the path of the law? Ask about Haris. I shook my head and then lowered my head.

"Tante understands how you feel" said Aunt Dona. "You stay here for a while" he added.

"Yes Sofi, about the office om who will take care of it" added om Haris. "Om will also look for ways to break business ties with Bian" he said. I know Bian has a big influence on the company. But I also can't relate to the person who caused my father's death. I then nodded.

"Sofi entrusts the company to om" I said at last. I can't think clearly tonight, my heart and my brain are just as tired.

Aunt Dona took me to Fahyan's room. He told me to sleep there because the room had not been occupied for a long time.

"I'm sorry I've been troubling Auntie" said I who felt bad. Aunt Dona smiled and told me to lie down after I cleaned myself up.

"Suppose this is your home too" asked Aunt Dona. "You're not a hassle here at all" Aunt Dona stroked my hair and smiled. Like a mother's smile to her child. Suddenly I was sad, and I cried again.

"What else is Sofi?" Ask Aunt Dona worried. I looked up and looked at him.

"Sofi misses Fahyan" I whine. Aunt Dona was a little surprised and smiled.

"Tante too, but Fahyan is calm there" he said.

"I should have said that I love him too" I sobbed. "Sofi was too busy with his own business to the point of not realizing that Fahyan had been waiting" I said. My cry grew, the cry of an older brother who lost a younger brother. Aunt Dona hugged me and cried.

"Tante knows Sofi, but Fahyan also knows that you love him" said Aunt Dona. I nodded my head. "Now you're sleeping" Aunt Dona let go of her embrace and pulled the blanket up to my neck. I nodded and after that Aunt Dona went straight out. I'm back pensive, how I'm going to live the day ahead. I don't even know how this night will end, maybe I'll fall asleep, wake up, cry until I'm exhausted, and fall asleep again.

I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't do it. I also felt that if it turned out to be this cold guy's room, as I remember last night I didn't turn on the AC. I felt someone's hand touch my forehead and then move to my neck. Samar opened my eyes but it was hard. My left wrist was also painful, like someone was stuck in there. My eyes that felt heavy put me back to sleep.

[Morning of the day]

I felt better, slowly I opened my eyes. But then I was surprised because I wasn't in Fahyan's room right now. I'm in the hospital, and who's sick? Me?. I looked up when someone arrived.

"You're sober?" Ask Aunt Dona who was surprised to see me awake. He walked over to me and grabbed my forehead.

"You were unconscious for 3 days" replied Aunt Dona. "You managed to make everyone panic" he added as he stroked my head gently. Me and Aunt Dona turned their heads as the door opened. Om Haris came in with his face down.

"How's it?" Ask Aunt Dona. Om Haris shakes.

"We will discuss this later" replied Haris and he approached me. "You're better?" Ask about Haris. I nodded my head.

"how is papa om's company?" My toot.

"You will just wake up, we will discuss later if you have recovered" he replied. I shook my head strongly.

"Sofi is fine" I said. "Tell me what's been going on these past 3 days" I asked with a clear face. Om Haris sighed.

"The company is in chaos" said om Haris began his story. "We cannot decide on cooperation unilaterally because of the contract your father signed first" he added. " If we continue to clean hard for it, this can lead to court and also a withdrawal of shares that can make our company bankrupt" he said. I looked down sad. The company is the result of my papa's efforts, if it goes bankrupt, papa must be sad. I returned to look.

"What should we do then?" Tanyaku. "Sofi can't possibly destroy a company you've built with great difficulty" I added.

"There must be a way out" said Aunt Dona while stroking my back. I nodded my head.

[Garden]

A week passed, I was better. After knowing the truth, I never came to the office or came back home. Aunt Dona had told me that bi Uma called and said that Bian was always looking for me by coming to my house. I had absolutely no intention of meeting her, it felt like I had not been able to see her face that would regrow my race to her. No way, after what happened, I can't take it anymore. Long enough I was pensive, then I gasped when Arin suddenly appeared in front of me.

"May I sit down?" Ask Arin. I was immediately indifferent and was about to leave but Arin held my arm. "I want to talk to you about something" he added. I finally sat back down and Arin sat down next to me.

"What do you want?" My toot.

"About that day, I'm sorry" Arin said. "I didn't know that it would eventually destroy the three of you, after that day, Bian went straight to see Randu who was with me at the time" Arin began the story. "Randu who already knew everything from Bian ended up hating me too. They both hit each other and eventually both Randu and Bian were equally injured" he added.

"Is this all you want to say?" I asked indifferently, when in fact I really want to know the next story. Arin shakes.

"During this time, my relationship with Randu was just a charade. About engagement and so on" replied Arin. "I thought I could make him forget you and finally accept me" he said. "Maybe you don't realize that all this time Randu was silent always finding out about you, he was always watching you from far away, he's almost in the same place as you all the time but you don't realize that" he added. This time I looked.

"What other plans are you going to make?" I ketus. Arin also looked over and now we looked at each other.

"I'm leaving, I don't want to be involved in this one-sided love anymore" he said.

"After you destroyed everything?" Ask again.

"Once again I'm sorry, I know it's too late" he replied. "Go back to Randu, he needs you now" he added.

"I want to, but I can't do it" I said.

"Why?" Ask Arin.

"You think it's that easy to bring things back? Have you ever wondered what kind of risks we'll face if we get back together?" My toot. "It's not about two sides, it's about many" I said, standing up and leaving.

I was about to get in the car, but suddenly someone pulled me. I thought it was Arin so I turned around and was about to scold him but then I fell silent.

"Rope ...." Randu immediately hugged me and it made me cry.

seriate......