If Only
Happy day?

After picking Fahyan up at the airport, I drove him home because I saw that he didn't feel well. When I was coming home, Fahyan hugged me from behind.

"Don't go home brother" he said. I'm surprised I'm not playing.

"Hey, you boys let go!" I said half a scream.

"don't want to .. say that brother won't come home" Fahyan tightened his embrace. I could feel his body being hot but his hands were very cold. I turned around and now we're facing. I saw her sad eyes and it made me worry.

"You okay?" My toot. Fahyan nodded with a smile. "Your hands are cold" added me who still can't believe that he's okay.

"Then from that I want to hug my sister so that it is not cold anymore" said Fahyan. I looked at him cynically.

"You want to tease me?" My toot. Fahyan shook his head and hugged me again. He stroked my head gently and I could feel that he had not stopped kissing my hair. "Fahyan" call me.

"Hem" he answered briefly.

"You're why the hell?" I'm confused.

"it's okay ... I just want to hug you" she replied. Okay, this time I let Fahyan speak in his casual language. Because tomorrow is his special day.

"Because tomorrow's your special day, so I'll let you in for now" I pinched her waist slowly. "Now you go back to your room and rest there" I said. I forced her to go back to the room, despite the rejection but she finally complied.

  I sat on the couch alone, where else? Thought me. Oh my God I forgot to order her birthday cake, I haven't made any preparations for tonight either. I immediately took my phone and contacted Zoya's sister who happened to have her own bakery.

"Hello"

"Where is Zoya's sister?" My toot.

"I'm home, why Sof?"

"Sofi wants to ask for something" I said. "Sofi wanted to order a birthday cake, but sorry that Sofi didn't have time to come to the store" he added.

"Yes, I'll send you some references"

"All right, but there's one more. Can you get some decorations, right? At Sofi's house, which is simple but still looks luxurious" I said while laughing. "But it's up to how good it is" I added.

"Whose child is going to have a birthday?"

I laughed when Zoya asked like that. Yes, the birthday is the big baby Haris.

"For Fahyan's birthday brother, son of Haris" I replied. "That's all, Sofi is very busy so sorry if it's a hassle" I said. "Alright, brother tomorrow afternoon, Sofi wait. It was about 7 o'clock ... Well thank you very much brother" I turned off the phone. I let out a sigh of relief. At least someone helps me because Haris is completely useless if it has been related to this young man and Aunt Dona has not returned, said Haris Aunt Dona went to her parents' house to pick up something. I laid my body on the sofa and it didn't take long for me to fall asleep.

[Fahyan Residence; night]

I woke up and I saw it was nine in the night. I heard a voice, I immediately got up and looked for the source. It turns out that Haris is cooking in the kitchen with Aunt Dona. I approached him directly.

"Who said you weren't woken up?" Ask Haris back. "You may be exhausted so it's hard to wake up" he added. Aunt Dona laughed while the embarrassed me just scratched my nape. I was looking for someone.

"Fahyan hasn't woken up Tan?" My toot.

"Not yet" replied Aunt Dona. I raise my eyebrows. Not awake? not usually, I thought.

"Then Sofi will see it first huh tan" I immediately got up and walked to Fahyan's room. I opened the door slowly and sure enough, I saw he was still asleep. I went in and approached, I sat on the edge of the bed. Not usually Fahyan like this, especially if there is already I must be he who excited to invite me to travel. I opened the blanket slowly.

"Fahyan" call me slowly. There's no answer. I opened the blanket that covered her face. I was shocked when I saw his face that was as pale as a corpse. I directly touched her cheek and shook her shake. A small sigh came out of her lips. "Fahyan woke up" I said. He opened his eyes slowly but then closed them again. "David!!" Call me but he doesn't answer. I ran out to call Haris.

**

  And here I am now, in front of the IGD room where Fahyan is inside. Since I did not stop crying, I asked many times but Haris and Aunt Dona did not answer anything. Suddenly Bian came with some of his guards.

"What's going on?" Ask Bian. Om Haris just shook his head while me and Aunt Dona could only cry. Bian ruffled his hair rough. Does he know anything? Thought me.

"Do you know anything?" I asked Bian. "You know something, right?" Ask again. Bian just kept quiet without answering. I let out a rough sigh, again I did not find any answer. When a doctor came out, we approached him.

"How's doc?" Ask about Haris.

"Cancer cells that attack patients have spread throughout the brain tissue and it causes the condition to worsen" replied the doctor. I who heard that suddenly limp, lucky Bian directly supported me. The cancer? Since when? I asked you a question. My tears did not stop flowing.

"Is there hope?" Ask Haris who suddenly looks clumsy. As the doctor shook his head slowly, my crying broke even more. Om Haris directly supports Aunt Dona who almost fell.

"How can you?" Ask Bian. "Is there no way to cure it?" Ask again.

"For aggressive leukemia, there are two ways of healing: chemotherapy and stem cell transplant ... But in some cases symptoms may not be noticeable and cause cancer cells to spread faster because of the absence of a healing stage" the doctor replied. Bian fell silent because he was running out of words again. I looked at him and held his shirt tight.

"Bians ... Fahyan can heal, right?" I asked in between my stuffing. Bian hugged me tight.

"Fahyan must be healed, Don't cry anymore" Bian said as he stroked my mane gently. Although it sounded soothing but not enough to stop my tears.

[Hospital; night]

  Me, Haris, Aunt Dona and Bian are still in the hospital. We were allowed to visit when Fahyan was transferred to the VVIP room even though it was still with intense supervision. I looked at his face from close up for quite a long time before Bian told me to rest. But my eyes can't be closed. What I'm waiting for is the highlight of his birthday, and I will pray for his recovery. Time has shown at 23:55 which means 5 minutes more age Fahyan increased by one year. I hope he opens his eyes for a little while. The three of us were still awake while Aunt Dona had just fallen asleep after Haris managed to calm her down. Om Haris must have been very tired and also sad, he yawned several times but when I told him to rest he refused instead. I stared at the wall clock, approached and sat down on the bench next to the patient's bed. I clasped his hand and wrapped it with both palms of mine. I looked back at the wall clock.

"1 2 3" I counted every second, I turned back to Fahyan. "Happy birthday" I said with a smile. But my tears can't lie about my sadness. "Let's get up, let's walk all day, let's eat your favorite food, I'll do a lot of hoodie shopping" I said, sobbing. Om Haris who I think heard my words immediately cried. I know what it's like to cry without a sound like Haris right now, must be very sick. I held her warm forehead. "You asked me to pick you up today, didn't you? I've done it, let's get up and call me as you please. You want my love? Let's get up now and I'll give you as much love as you want" I said in a voice that was running out. I lowered my head with increasingly sobbing, I realized my words just now would not change things. But I gasped when my grasp arrived like a reply. I immediately raised my gaze to look at Fahyan, my eyes wide open in surprise.

"Fahyan woke up ....?"

Seriate........